I had plans
I had goals
But with out you
I feel so cold
I'm lost and all alone
I just wanna go home
But when I do
I think of you
You're all around my home
You are my home
I miss you
I love you
I'm sorry
Feb 25, 2020
Feb 25, 2020 at 10:07 PM UTC
You inspired me to better myself
But not that you've gone I don't care about myself
I can't eat
I can't sleep
I don't want to leave my house
I'm so depressed
And so stressed
What am I gonna do next
Feb 25, 2020
Feb 25, 2020 at 10:06 PM UTC
Do I even know what happiness looks like?
Were you eve happy?
Do I only care about my own happiness?
Do I truly know what love is?
Am I OK?
I don't know anymore
Feb 25, 2020
Feb 25, 2020 at 10:05 PM UTC
I wanna grow with someone
No I wanna grow with you
I used to smile every time I saw your face
Now my heart aches and sorrow takes its place
I loved you... I love you
But did you love me... Do you love me?
Feb 25, 2020
Feb 25, 2020 at 10:03 PM UTC
You're not a bad guy
You're just coming from a hurt place
I thought I could be your saving grace
But I guess that wasn't the case
Now my heart is off pace
Feb 25, 2020
Feb 25, 2020 at 10:01 PM UTC
We've been off and on
When we're apart my heart is gone
I love you and you love me too
But you've left so many times
That.. I'm sitting here crying
For fear of when you'll leave me again.
Jan 6, 2020
Jan 6, 2020 at 12:54 AM UTC
Tried to get you outta my mind
But my heart has you in rewind
Everyone says you'll hurt me again
But I honestly don't care in the end
I just want you and only you
I tried to replace you
To make him into you
I honestly don't know what to do
I've made him feel so blue
But oh the touch of your lips when we kiss
Is something I always miss
I'd move anywhere for you
For you there's nothing I wouldn't do
My heart is yours
It's like a curse
A spell I never want broken
Dec 15, 2019
Dec 15, 2019 at 8:28 AM UTC
I may not be the prettiest or the smartest girl but I will love you the hardest I will alway make time for you and never have you second guessing where I'm at or who I'm talking to cause I only want you I may not know alot about hockey but I'll still watch it with you I may not have the patience to go fishing but I'll support you in doing it and go with you if you'd like heck momma sue goes with Richard and reads a book I could do that for you ill even bait a hook and buy you supplies I may not be the best at playing pool but I'll still go with you and have fun and learn more and improve my skills i may not be the easiest to deal with at times but I promise you I'm worth it i may not be the perfect girl in any aspect But I promise to be perfect for you Because I love you
And you're perfect to me
And I love the way you smile when you're next to me
Dec 15, 2019
Dec 15, 2019 at 8:28 AM UTC
My Mind Is Screaming TOday
Saying *** YOU'RE Not OK
STARTED As A normal day
THEN MY Thoughts began to decay
Thought Of Me And YOU
HAPPY THOUGHTS
THEN Outta The BLUE
The Thought Of Losing YOU
NOT BECAUSE YOU can't love me
But BECAUSE Im Unlovable
This Is Why They Always LEAVE
I'm Mentally broken
I'm too needy
I Attach so quickly like a leech
They ALL End Up LEAVing
ONE TOLD Me I was the best but left me anyway...
If I'm THE Best THEN WHY Give Me Away?
I am happy....
So WHy do I wanna cry today
I Am Beautiful in and out...
It's MY Mind That's the one that likes to shout....
Am I Unlovable...
Or DO I convince my self I am?
DO I Make Them LEAVE...
Or Do I LOVE TO Hard?
Is IT Actually them like they say
... or is it me...
And I'm Really Not OK
Sep 16, 2019
Sep 16, 2019 at 5:02 PM UTC
I feel my life slipping through my hands
I honestly don't understand
I had my own place, a car and friends
Now im at my dad's with a broken car and just him
Watching all my loved ones lives come to an end
On June 13 of 2019
Is this the bottom or does it get better?
My face have never been wetter
I want to give up and give in
But "it will get better" ok.... When?
This is not a suicide note...
Just a thought that my mind wrote..
Jun 21, 2019
Jun 21, 2019 at 4:17 PM UTC