CsR
So I'm 15. I like to read and I love to write. Writing about being sad is a lot easier than writing about being happy because well...it's easier to be sad than it is to be happy. I'm not suicidal. I do not self harm nor do I have an eating disorder. I am not depressed, I do not have anxiety, and I have an okay self-image. Most of the time I'm just okay. Not really happy but not bad either. My poems are just an amplification of my emotions. I'm just trying to get through life as a teenager as happily as I possibly can. And if I can help a person or two, that's all the better. / More poems on ig: @ok.poetry
Suddenly I felt like what
I would imagine an infant would
I am helpless
But when I cry
He comforts me
When I sleep
He admires me
When I laugh
His heart swells with joy
I am helpless
But he won't let anything happen to me.
CsR
Jan 11, 2015
Jan 11, 2015 at 10:08 AM UTC
I forgive you
For breaking my heart
I forgive you
For breaking my trust
I forgive you
For all of your wrongdoings
I forgive you when I shouldn't
Because I love you
I need you
Like I need air
So I forgive you
Just please
Please
Stop suffocating me.
-CsR
Aug 26, 2014
Aug 26, 2014 at 9:39 PM UTC
"Society is cruel."
The definition of society
Is a body of individuals
Living as members of a community. Individuals.
Society is not cruel.
We are cruel.
You and me
And every other individual.
Society is the label
We give ourselves as a disguise.
There is no they or them.
There is only you and me.
There is only we.
We are cruel.
Own it.
Aug 22, 2014
Aug 22, 2014 at 10:02 AM UTC
Dear God
Strike me with
Lightning
Instead of love
Let electricity
Course through my veins
And seal them with
Kisses.
Then no fear
Pain
Or love
Can cut me open
And destroy me.
-CsR
Aug 21, 2014
Aug 21, 2014 at 12:19 AM UTC
You were curious
and
I was the cat.
I don't think
much more
needs to be said
about that.
Aug 19, 2014
Aug 19, 2014 at 7:06 PM UTC
You shot me in the stomach
And not the head.
I thought you'd try to
**** my wishful thoughts,
But you saved me from
The butterflies instead.
-CsR
Aug 18, 2014
Aug 18, 2014 at 11:43 PM UTC
And she put
Dandelions
In her hair
Instead of daisies
Because there is nothing
More pure
Than a beautiful blossom
Reaped
From horrid imperfections.
-CsR
Aug 17, 2014
Aug 17, 2014 at 1:17 PM UTC
Choose me, Use me
*I love the way you
Bruise me.*
Shake me, Wake me
*I love the way you
Break me.*
**See me, Squeeze me
But dear god**
*Don't you dare
Leave me.*
**I breathe you
I need you**
I can't survive without you.
Kiss me, Hit me
*But never ever
Miss me.*
Choose me, Use me
*I love the way you
Abuse me.*
-CsR
Aug 15, 2014
Aug 15, 2014 at 9:08 PM UTC
And people stare
At you in your band tees
And me in my polka dots
And they say
How could they be happy
They don't realize
That when you leave
I spend the night in that tee
And listen to that band
And I remember
How you smelled
How you smiled
How you sang
And ran
And kissed me the day
I fell in love with you.
-CsR
Aug 14, 2014
Aug 14, 2014 at 1:33 PM UTC
Drip drip drip
**Goes the IV
Into my arm and
Into my brain**
Drip drip drip
**Goes my eyes
Salt water streaks
And my ears ring**
Drip drip drip
**Goes the wrists
Blades colored red
And slits bleeding sadness**
Drip drip drip
**Goes my heart
Screaming profanity
While being ripped open.**
Drip drip drip
**Goes the sky
Pieces polluting the ocean**
As my world falls apart.
-CsR
Aug 13, 2014
Aug 13, 2014 at 8:23 AM UTC