How were the shrooms? The Beer? The LSD?
I'll show you something more worthwhile than ****
I can show you how to steal and lie.
Trust me, it's all you need to get by.
Why go to school? Don't turn another page!
I'm so much easier, and I come in a 30 inch gauge.
Heroin's my name, I've been known to destroy lives.
Takings out actors, teenagers, fathers, and wives.
People will leave you, that's just fine.
Follow me, you'll be all mine.
Try to get rid of me? What a joke.
Pretty soon you'll have a needle, looking for a vein to poke.
Need some love? That's gonna be hard to find.
But don't worry, cause I'll always be in the back of your mind.
Jul 1, 2014
Jul 1, 2014 at 10:29 PM UTC
I’m the shy girl that nobody likes.
I try so hard to fit but everything that I do only brings me down more.
But then I realise that I’m younker in my own way.
So I gave up fitting in with everyone.
So I sit by myself at school now wondering what is next for me
Jun 29, 2014
Jun 29, 2014 at 8:42 PM UTC
The day u leave me
alone to die here
angels in all heavens
Will shed blood tears
No one has ever
loved anyone lyk this
life widout you is torture
with you is bliss
I don't know wat
fate holds in store
gods snatched away my every dream
ill ****** u to even the score
All i ask is
for u to love me
even if u don't tell me
don't let me drown so deep
I keep hoping for miracles
they say a hero will save us
I'm begging u to stay
i cant wait fr wat he does
Stay and grant me a new life
or go and never come back
its not a problem, ill just add
your loss to my pain stack
I try to forget u for u
but I'm just too selfish
there ain't no place in my heart widout u
not even a crevice
Stay or **** me
i cant see u go
I'm on the verge of insanity
let everyone know
Go away ill still live for u
smile laugh play
make myself a happy face
entirely out of clay
I thought u knew
but u don't
the pain i go through everyday
i cant frgt u ,i wont
The world is a stage
everyone can go
Leave me here in my misery
leave to burn slow
I don't blame you
I'm just angry and sad
No one seemsto try me
just judge me to be bad
I cant live like this
but then i favour ur dad
his decision was right
keep u away from all the pain i had
I know u pray i find sumone
somehow i forget you
ill move on if u want
but remember if u leavr my souk will too
Jun 29, 2014
Jun 29, 2014 at 8:06 PM UTC
I thought I found the perfect guy,
one that knew how to treat me right.
But I forgot to hold on,
and now he's gone.
I should have pushed harder for it to work,
but I didn't and now I'm hurt.
I can't remove his picture from my mind
I think about him all the time.
He meant everything to me,
and now we can't be
I ruined it all,
I say as I slowly fall.
I miss the way it was with him,
and now the lights starting to dim.
Everything inside is dead.
I can't get him out of my head.
I need him to survive.
He makes me feel so alive.
He has my everything,
and without him it's just not the same.
When he told me good-bye,
all I could think of is why.
I hate having to act like it's alright,
especially when all I do is cry at night.
I hate dwelling on my past,
and sitting here wondering why it didn't last.
I wish I could be with him right now,
I should get over him but I can't learn how.
I think about how it used to be and I smile.
I hoped he planed on staying a while,
but he left me alone and helpless,
and he knows it's him I will miss.
Jun 29, 2014
Jun 29, 2014 at 7:50 PM UTC
At first we loved, but not again.
We met at the mall,
and we talked ever since.
We stood starring at each other,
I wondered the time,
We'd stand together.
Holding hands as we walk down the street,
I wondered when our lips
Would meet.
My heart is broken,
you seem to ignore, The pain I
have, when you left me sore.
Our love was strong
In which now your
heart is blind to see, now I feel
that your love has forgotten
completely about me.
Well all in all I'm heartbroken
Without you by my side,
I wish we could love each other
like we did that one time.
Jun 29, 2014
Jun 29, 2014 at 7:39 PM UTC
I'm tired of being told to grow up,
When they know that I'm able
I'm sick of being called 'Punk',
Because that is being labelled
I don't know what to become,
I can't work hard at school
When I make a mistake or trip up,
Kids simply yell at me "FOOL!"
I try to find an answer,
Each and every other day
I really am in the need of help,
And I put myself in shame
It's frustrating not knowing ME,
For myself I'm a little shy
I need to figure this one out,
But tell me, who am I?
Jun 27, 2014
Jun 27, 2014 at 1:37 AM UTC
If I should die before the rest of you,
Break not a flower nor inscribe a stone.
Nor, when I'm gone, speak in a Sunday voice,
But be the usual selves that I have known.
Weep if you must,
Parting is hell.
But life goes on,
So........ sing as well.
Jun 27, 2014
Jun 27, 2014 at 1:23 AM UTC
I have a pain so deep you'll never see
I locked it away and hid the key.
If I ever really could share it
You wouldn't look at me the same I swear it.
I've seen things I shouldn't have to see
But the only one who ever knew was me.
I faked a smile everyday
For I couldn't stand for you to see me this way
I buried my emotions deep inside my soul
It's this hate I have that keeps me whole
If I ever truly showed you what's inside
I'd run away fast and quickly hide
No matter where I go these feelings stay inside
All I want to do is close my eyes
It's like an eternal torture that never dies
These voices that fill my head
Telling me I'm way better off dead
This pain of living hurts my heart
Should I have ended it from the start?
It's like when I get home I take off a mask
Faking happiness is nearly an impossible task
But some how I manage to get by
Going through everyday about to cry
One day maybe it'll be okay
But of course that day is not today.
How much blood can I shed
Before I'm lying on the floor dead?
Will this pain ever go away?
Maybe tomorrow but not today.
Jun 26, 2014
Jun 26, 2014 at 10:58 PM UTC
When you wake up in the morning or stay up on nights end
know that your sister is here till the very end
When you gather your equipment and grasp your gun
Know that you're loved, brother, uncle, son
When you think of the memories we all shared before
Think of the future and know that there be more
When you look at pictures and see your wife
I want you to smile brother because she is your life.
When your hurting inside cause you think you've done wrong
Lift your head up and remember you're strong
When you fire your weapon and see injuries dead
Please hold on tight don't let it go to your head
When you leave from there and you're packed for home
I want you to think back and know you weren't alone
When you see us and we hold you tight
I will smile and tell you that you held up a fight.
Be strong Scott I know you can do this
Because when this is over your life will be full of bliss
Jun 26, 2014
Jun 26, 2014 at 10:44 PM UTC
Roses are red the grass is green
I want you in bed
if you know what I mean
Jun 24, 2014
Jun 24, 2014 at 11:28 PM UTC