We used to go to bed listening to fairytales
Hearing about princesses and dragons
Unreachable dreams and fake heroes
Diversion
We welcome warm winters only after cold summers
For I remember admiring the shiny moon
Contemplating ruins
And admiring autumn's vulnerability
Growing from bittersweetness
Accepting pain as an energy
Finding hopes in every step
Maybe now greyness is the miracle I need
Oct 19, 2019
Oct 19, 2019 at 12:20 PM UTC
I wanted a forest fire
But our flame was nothing more than a candle
Not even a bonfire
Short-lived desire
You did not hurt me
I hurt myself...
Walking on a path through quicksand
Loving someone who was not available
All I can do is to move on
Tolerating your face in my surrounding
The past has to be left alone
And finding someone else to sing along
Aug 29, 2019
Aug 29, 2019 at 5:03 AM UTC
Your lips took my insecurities away for awhile
Before it came back to me
I know you need your time
I know I am further on the sentimental path
Two dates and 10 days
I'd rather lay with you than with my doubts
I know you are busy
I know you like me
Still I wonder daily
Is it gonna work?
Clueless where to go
But I want to go with you
Aug 2, 2019
Aug 2, 2019 at 2:57 AM UTC
Escaped my former golden cage
For this room near the sea
Feeling the breeze of freedom
Four walls of serenity
Escaped your toxic attraction
Found my heart falling for someone new
Feeling the emotions floating
Longing to know her better
Seeing the end of the tunnel
Reaching a new crossroad
Feeling a release of dopamine
Putting my energy in something new
Anxious voice telling me that it all may fail
Doubt running in my veins
But I do deserve happiness
I want to believe in this momentum
Jul 11, 2019
Jul 11, 2019 at 6:08 PM UTC
A mind attracted by the peaks
while the feet want to climb mountains
Divided and consumed
Lights and darkness
Voices that should have been shut
Doors that should have been closed
Demons that keep coming back
Same old habits
An ephemeral light in the night
Enough hope to carry on
Transforming loathe into love and laugh
Discovering that change is the greatest source of energy
Jun 26, 2019
Jun 26, 2019 at 12:14 PM UTC
Pieces of life
Like pieces of magnetic puzzle
Attracting and rejecting each other
Pieces that come together and fall apart with time
With each mistakes, a lesson
Each lessons like a brick in a wall
will help me build a stronger foundation
This is not perfect but it is the best I have
Jun 1, 2019
Jun 1, 2019 at 2:19 PM UTC
Focusing on taking steps after steps
but forgetting to take a breath
Mimicing strength while my shield was rusting
I said I am fine too many times
I know this shell needed to break
So I could shine
This mask needed to fade away
So I could look at myself in the mirror
Admitting my vulnerability
and finding the chemistry of happiness
Admitting my ignorance
and finding the road to knowledge
Where there is room for improvement
There is space to grow
When things seem to collapse
Just an opportunity to start again
May 28, 2019
May 28, 2019 at 5:38 AM UTC
Customer support sitting at a desk
Problem solver to the core
Lord of the FAQs
Dealing with other people's issue until the payday
About life and love
I frequently ask the questions
No clear procedure I can follow
Trial by error day after day
May 25, 2019
May 25, 2019 at 6:12 PM UTC
The alphabet has 26 letters
So I can make 26 different scenarios in my head
Yet they almost never occur
But it still feels like the world is pulling murphy's laws against me
Or is it my overthinking that is playing to my disadvantage?
When every sounds, every silences can have meanings
When everything can be a sign
Poor social and emotional skills
Life without a plan
Questions that even Google cannot answer
Yet with time I have learnt that there is only one truth
I'll be fine no matter what
May 3, 2019
May 3, 2019 at 3:53 AM UTC
Walking alongside the walls of old town
Wishing your hand were holding my own
Since yesterday my heart has not taken a rest
Not because of the coffees we had
Next time we meet
I will take the leap of faith
Sick of being scared
For I have heard love can be a beautiful thing
Apr 30, 2019
Apr 30, 2019 at 4:15 PM UTC