In a dream, I saw myself,
Then erupted into tears.
The innocence shown then
Was destroyed throughout the years.
A glass shattered to a million pieces,
Will never be the same.
Glue it together if you want,
All it keeps is its name.
A car left abandoned,
Falls into disrepair.
It will never run right,
Upon this I swear.
People are the same,
Clinging to a better time.
Staying stuck in place,
Destined to never climb.
In a dream, I saw myself,
Then erupted into tears.
The innocence shown then
Was destroyed throughout the years.
Mar 2, 2023
Mar 2, 2023 at 4:31 PM UTC
I lost myself in passion,
And traded virtue for lust.
Kissing two strangers,
Then dissolving to dust.
I cried in my mother's arms,
As I questioned my life.
How I traded innocence for guilt,
How I traded joy for strife.
The kiss of a stranger,
Is an empty thing.
Whereas the kiss of a lover,
Can make one's heart sing.
We all make mistakes,
That's what mother said.
But I despise the things I do,
I'd be better off dead.
When will this tumult end,
When will I be free?
When will I be loved,
When will I discover "me"?
I am so cold and so empty,
And without any light.
And without a shred,
I've lost my fight.
Jan 18, 2023
Jan 18, 2023 at 12:39 PM UTC
you say that I'm wrong,
but you've never known right.
how pretentious of you,
to stay in my sight.
you're entitled to your opinion.
but truth is, no one gives a ****
if we were all like you,
we'd all be full of it.
Dec 2, 2022
Dec 2, 2022 at 5:14 PM UTC
I'm caught in the middle,
Of someone else's game.
Twisted as hell,
I stay the same.
Try as I might,
There is no reward.
No lover to hold,
No future to look toward.
How long can I last,
In this diseased state?
How long can I pivot,
And avoid my fate?
The road will end
With an unfulfilled dream.
A man torn asunder
By his self-esteem.
Tears will be wept,
But nothing will be lost.
For I am an empty vessel,
Battered and tossed.
Nov 30, 2022
Nov 30, 2022 at 12:00 PM UTC
I'm in love with the idea of being in love,
Of kissing a boy, of having enough.
I trust in the process of having trust,
Of flying free like the happiest dove.
I'm in love with the idea of being in love,
But more so in love with all of the above.
Nov 29, 2022
Nov 29, 2022 at 12:38 PM UTC
There are many things to desire,
In this world of frost and fire.
I know not where to look,
Who is friend, who is liar.
Many paths exist, calling my name,
Some born in modesty, some in fame.
Despite this, I ignore them all,
Buried deep within my shame.
Nov 26, 2022
Nov 26, 2022 at 3:20 PM UTC
My future seems set in stone,
The path before me, known.
Spent in solace, all alone.
Hiding from what I can't atone,
Aug 20, 2022
Aug 20, 2022 at 5:26 PM UTC
My mind is on fire,
And I'm out of control.
The choices I make
Wreak a heavy toll.
You learn in life that
No one gives a ****
You learn that in the end,
You're **** out of luck.
People are full of empty promises,
All talk and no action.
Dividing you into broken
******* factions.
No more mincing words,
I am ******* ******
Your lack of transparency
Will not be missed.
Goodbye,
I hate you.
Thanks for nothing.
Jun 1, 2020
Jun 1, 2020 at 1:58 AM UTC
In a dream,
I saw his face
I knew he was
A boy to chase.
Heart of gold,
Eyes so kind.
The kind of guy
It's hard to find.
May 19, 2020
May 19, 2020 at 3:11 PM UTC
Cigarette between my fingers,
I watch the smoke drift away;
Not normally a smoker,
But I am today.
Smoke meant to ****
Somehow makes me feel alive.
I inhale it as deep as possible,
But internally I cry.
Who am I?
I do not know.
Time to carry on
This tiring show.
May 16, 2020
May 16, 2020 at 12:31 AM UTC