how could he do this
how could god do this
is there even a god
how could he do everything to me
why me
why did it have to be me to bear all this pain
get one taken from you
and another one get buried six feet
why did it have to be me to go through everything
why did it have to be me to have no talents
why me
why was i chosen to be like this
why do i have to watch everyone live my dreams
why do i have to watch everyone love someone while i’m forced to sit back
why couldnt i be given something
something good
anything
besides this pain.
Nov 11, 2020
Nov 11, 2020 at 1:40 AM UTC
I’ve already missed out
on so much
on being a brother
because if one person
who couldn’t see what they were doing
why would you rip apart a family like that
you’re the judge
but it seems like you didn’t judge hard enough
and because of you
my book
my story
my life
went down hill
and now
i have neither of my sisters
to laugh with or
to talk to
because of one
person
Apr 4, 2020
Apr 4, 2020 at 2:59 AM UTC
What’s my purpose
why am i here
what am i supposed to do
what am i supposed to accomplish
she was good at everything
everything
and me?
i guess you could say
i’m good at
breathing?
why was i brought here
what am i supposed to do with my life
Apr 4, 2020
Apr 4, 2020 at 2:50 AM UTC
Life
its the greatest risk we can take
one moment you could be having the time of your life
the next?
you lie in a pool of blood
Mar 26, 2020
Mar 26, 2020 at 11:19 PM UTC
I dont love you anymore
and that was the last i heard of him
Mar 26, 2020
Mar 26, 2020 at 11:13 PM UTC
I miss that feeing
that feeling of joy
with you
i wish i wouldn’t have taken it for granted
I miss that feeling
the feeling of us
together
I miss that feeling
the feeling of nothing
not having worries
I miss that feeling
the feeling of taking it for granted
being there with you
I miss that feeling
the feeling of you
you and me
I miss that feeling
i miss that smile
your smile
I miss that feeling
the feeling of-
of you
and I wish I didn’t take it for granted
Mar 24, 2020
Mar 24, 2020 at 11:49 PM UTC
Not again
why do you have to make me feel this way
why do you have to make me laugh
why do you have to make me scared
again
why do i still fall for you
over and over
even though
i know you don’t feel the same
Seriously?
it’s like a game
that my heart forces me to play
and makes me feel the pain
of you
Mar 10, 2020
Mar 10, 2020 at 11:03 PM UTC
i want to be able to be held
by someone i love
i want to be with
someone i love
i want to laugh
with someone i love
i want to cuddle
with someone i love
i want to feel alive
with someone i love
i want to have
someone
someone to be with
someone to love
someone to adore
someone to make me laugh
i want someone
Feb 11, 2020
Feb 11, 2020 at 8:47 PM UTC
no one else can make me smile as much as you is it not obvious enough
or do i just not do the same. you are able to
light up a room can you not see that
all i see is you
nothing else, just you.
Feb 7, 2020
Feb 7, 2020 at 9:01 PM UTC
can you not see it?
can you not see how much you make me smile
can you not see how i light up when you are near
can you not see how much you make me laugh
can you not see how much i love being around you
can you not see how obvious the signs are
are they not obvious enough
are they coming off as too much
or am I
just not good enough
Feb 7, 2020
Feb 7, 2020 at 8:54 PM UTC