Waiting for you is like relaxing near a sunrise-covered lake.
Peace infused with the flowing air, nothing is at stake.
Countless possibilities fill my quiet mind.
Joyful days are arriving soon, says the hopeful feelings inside.
The sun rising over the lake's blue edge,
Promising new life and love to this heart that's dead.
I often think of your smile as I wait for better days to come.
I trust that once I see you, I know you'll be the one.
The one that I've been looking for, the one who knows my heart.
The one who will inspire countless pages of my writing art.
Your gentle words calming all of my trepidations.
My heart will overflow; there will be no explanation.
You are the halcyon glow of the evening skies.
Cloudy moments will be gone the day you are mine.
I'll forget what it feels like to be alone.
Eyes etheral wonder, you are my home.
Taking your time mending this heart of glass.
Our meaningful moments will never pass.
I would wait a million lifetimes just to look on your face.
My devotion to you will be so powerful that it could never be replaced.
How special is that golden loop that ties our hearts together?
Slowly pulling us to the day we are forever.
Apr 29
Apr 29, 2026 at 5:19 PM UTC
I cannot describe the way my heart has started changing.
A light has broken through the melancholy feelings raging.
To be more specific, the light began on an evening in July.
Two lights looked up and softly cried.
During that time, my heart was more than numb.
But their smiles gleamed brighter than the sun.
I thought there was only one type of affection before,
Until I saw the faces of those two girls.
They always say that two is better than one,
But who would've guessed how swiftly my heart was undone.
My heart had become too fearful of giving too much love away,
Now I would give everything to see those girls conquer the world one day.
They mean more to me than I ever could have fathomed.
This transcendent feeling is something I would have never imagined.
Growing up, I thought love this strong was only for a significant other.
I never realized how powerful love could be for the daughters of my brother.
Apr 29
Apr 29, 2026 at 5:05 PM UTC
I long for a love so beautiful, so pure.
A love that I will never have to ask for.
I long for a love that cleanses my past heartbreaks.
Someone who gives me their all and not just takes.
A love that streams through the heart, soul, and mind.
So when I see his smile, all of my shattered pieces are healed inside.
I long for sweet notes that brighten the long hours of each day.
I long to give my all to someone who will forever stay.
This love will bloom like roses in the spring.
And love through winter's deepest sting.
This love will shimmer like the sun on a sand shore.
This love will be all that I have waited for.
"Love is a waste" is how it is usually described.
But the love that I dream about will forever survive.
Apr 29
Apr 29, 2026 at 4:56 PM UTC
"Not enough", words that continuously haunt my thoughts.
My mind trying to change who I am to who I'm not.
Others judging my every move, idea, or interest.
Always there to tell me I am wrong, but never to celebrate my best.
"Not enough", my conscience declares to me.
Maybe if I try enough, one day I'll be free.
Time continues to tick away.
I thought I was supposed to live, not just survive each day.
The tears keep streaming down my face.
It's like they're endless, in a race.
To find these feelings in my heart.
These bitter feelings soured ****
I love so much. I work so hard.
This stress is tearing me apart.
Like glass that always breaks.
How can I thrive through my heartache?
I know someday I will be all right.
My feelings won't always be a fight.
All I have given will amount to something,
But right now I feel like nothing.
"Not enough", these words now motivate me.
To make a difference. To become unashamed and free.
Better days are still ahead.
Days that glitter like the galaxies over my head.
Apr 29
Apr 29, 2026 at 4:43 PM UTC
There used to be flourishing landscapes deep in my heart and mind.
An open, free world where faith was easy to find.
Feelings of hope poured out of clouds raining down.
Until that day when the outside world forced me to drown.
I loved someone too much, let them inside.
Once they broke me, I had nowhere to hide.
And so began the cycle of giving a person my all.
They grew bored of me, and I built up my wall.
How could I open up to anyone now?
They'll just use and discard me somehow.
Over and over again, I realize,
That I am the only one who ever really tries.
Why doesn't anyone want to fight for me?
I try my best, and yet, still they flee.
Once more, I build my walls extremely high.
Heart made of stone, I can't even cry.
The feelings are pushed so deep that it makes me numb.
They shattered me into pieces. What have I become?
I desire to live free from situations that tear me apart.
Will I ever find someone to mend this broken heart?
Breaking through these walls requires gentleness and love.
They will only grow stronger each time they must be built back up.
Apr 29
Apr 29, 2026 at 4:24 PM UTC
The days begin to flow one by one.
Why does my mind still think about someone?
My heart has lost its beat in the way things have changed.
Once you left, my motivation became deranged.
I wish I knew how you were treated back then.
Because I regret not knowing the pain you were in.
I can feel the memories slowly slipping away.
It seems like a century since that dreadful day.
Even now, I still think of you:
And what might've happened had they told what was true.
Your soul was truly perfect and sweet.
I should have known what fate you would one day meet.
But when I think of how you're in the stars, looking down.
I somehow feel peace when I place the flowers on your ground.
Apr 28
Apr 28, 2026 at 9:56 PM UTC