
A dim candle flickers,
In moments lost, and dreams deferred,
Life's tapestry frayed, colors blurred,
In this darkness.
Sep 9, 2024
Sep 9, 2024 at 4:19 PM UTC
In the dawn's embrace,
A weary soul seeks solace
In fading stars and a silent sky.
Where shadows dance in solemn waltz,
Echoes linger of dreams erased,
Life's fragile thread unravels, faults.
The weight of the world, a heavy shroud,
Lifted in a poignant plea, one last sigh.
That last breeze,
A final goodbye
A light that beckons,
The chance to be free.
Dec 6, 2023
Dec 6, 2023 at 6:28 PM UTC
The last chapter of a great story
Ripping off where
A final sigh, almost a gasp for air
At the end of the day --.
Nov 23, 2023
Nov 23, 2023 at 9:37 PM UTC
Sometimes we get so fixated on our own idea of happiness, we let it pass us by when it appears before us, in a different form.
Forms we never dared envision, nor ventured close, to even a mild understanding of its construct. As if they were alien figures.
Nirvana exists as a wavelength, where in perpetuity, it is attained and lost almost simultaneously
As if in the entirety of our fulfilment, loosely based of material, rendered intangible achievements redundant.
What we have perceived, an abstract chord high strung on perpetual perfectionism, wringing us dry.
Big things come and go, It is the little things that define us.
It is the little ones that outrun us.
Nov 21, 2023
Nov 21, 2023 at 3:31 AM UTC
Tunneling thoughts like rain
Craning through light clouds
Unsuspecting victims.
The fear
The tears
The temper tantrums;
A kind of rebuttal
That won't let our feet find land
We adjourned to rehearse,
but our efforts were null and void
Only to appease with flames
that licked our shriveled bodies
D r
i p
p i n
g
Kerosene
Tainted like ink Spilled on
Reams of paper
ruined like Christmas
A house warmed by Open flames
fallen candles Adorning
A naked kitchen My limp body,
Splayed beneath the oven
As
darkness indulges, It
consumes
The smoke, Fills
Each crevice
In your mind
Can you ever fight it
Burn your way back
To blissful ignorance.
Nov 20, 2023
Nov 20, 2023 at 1:59 PM UTC
You lied.
called me a liar
used every mistake
i made against me
as though faultless
i was a smudge
on your polished china
yet i wasn't angered
but comforted
for it gave me reason
a sense in all of this
madness
we gave ourselves into
it showed me
that i was flawed
but you aren't perfect either
Jul 30, 2023
Jul 30, 2023 at 8:44 PM UTC
To keep on living & breathing
Both a gift
A sin and a crime
My punishment,
a loan of sorts
Can’t stop taking
Breathing
Smiling like a fool
Taking up too much space
and time
Doubt shrouded
The fog of inferiority
I lied to myself
Drowning in my mind
It’s okay
Was my existence more pain
Then our pleasure
Than you should endure
Unable to lose you
What now
Perhaps I should pretend
All would be well
Shut out the world
Close my eyes
For longer than I’d intended
If only I knew
the least I could do
To return this love I’ve got
From my archangel
Jul 30, 2023
Jul 30, 2023 at 8:43 PM UTC
Beyond the horizon there's a YOU
A Utopian born METAPHYSICAL world
Dystopian streets simmering fury
Distaste. A sour grin
Underneath a blissfully psychedelic
Society a haven of singularity
Unaware.
Unfair.
But our steam-powered world
Chemistry that don't consume the solar
Pain that becomes beauty
Fear that turns into love
Into a crystalline metaphysical atom
Our crazes furtutechtonic
An untroubled touch of bliss
A cool summer breeze.
Jun 29, 2023
Jun 29, 2023 at 1:58 PM UTC
Can't get up
Get out
Can't think of words
Can't speak
Or write
Can't walk or move a fork
Can't give a fuvk
Much less talk
Fck
****
Fine
Fat
Freak
Fate
Fake
Fish
Flood
Failure
Final
Found
Dead
Die, dying
Death,
Need death
I must
D I E
need to
Just
FCKING DIE
Dec 24, 2022
Dec 24, 2022 at 2:26 PM UTC
An unconscious self sabotage
The reprimanding echo
A bed of invisible nails
Without the smallest clue
What was this discomfort of?
Exhaustion, a cage without doors.
Menial tasks turned impossible
Stumbling around all dazed
Dressed to the ninth in neglect
I keep forgetting to live.
Dec 17, 2022
Dec 17, 2022 at 5:43 AM UTC