When you’re too sensitive for this world
Don’t give up
We all have a reason to be here
Our own unique paths
You may be vulnerable at times
It doesn't mean for a second
That you're broken
From there, you can fill
Your cup back up again
May 21, 2025
May 21, 2025 at 11:25 AM UTC
The urges and thoughts
toy with my heart
my mind collapsing in
what feels like slow motion
Old habits revitalized
like a dying need
to **** in a breath
after my soul being
bound and *****
A torturous nightmare
intertwined with the shadow
of truth and surrealness
Funny how trauma can forever
stain the mind with so many
shades of colors from the
darkest of blacks to hauntingly white
My quiet hell from the past
where self-sabotage, fear
and delusional trust collide
Deciding to live resiliently
I stride forward while fighting this endless silent war,
to reclaim my sense of self-worth
Putting my heart on paper
I know I am alive
Jan 14, 2022
Jan 14, 2022 at 4:58 AM UTC
Think about what in
life makes you the
happiest you can be
Follow the stepping stones,
don't shy away from what you know
makes you come alive with love,
purpose, and passion
Keep it close to your heart
because nobody can take
that away from you
Jul 12, 2021
Jul 12, 2021 at 12:31 AM UTC
These neverending
thoughts unravel me
limb by limb
by chaos confusion
alone and loss
I keep erasing the steps
I'd already taken
my mind numb
and taken over
I walk this path
jumping from one
emotion-stepping stone to another
existing as a lost cause
The further I play
this game called time
the missing piece
my life's embedded
into me only grows deeper
Feb 20, 2021
Feb 20, 2021 at 8:38 AM UTC
Intertwined with who I was
breaking her down
to renew my inner being
I shed myself clean of you
piece by piece
cell per cell
getting down to the root of you
These pages I fill
won't ever be enough
a timeless span of confusion
and temporary hurt
All that's happened
all that will be will
only keep me going
kindling my heart and soul
Dec 11, 2020
Dec 11, 2020 at 5:59 AM UTC
If you told me years ago that I would get married
only to get left in a year, and left alone
to pick up the shattered pieces of my soul
I would have laughed and wondered
who would ever want to actually marry
such a broken-minded person like myself
Back then I didn't know I still
had to work on myself
to fail in love and in life
only to regain my broken,yet more than capable, wings
I can now look back and see
that I have renewed most of my internal scars
I am on my way, aiming high
with an even stronger heart
Life won't ever be perfect constantly,
and setbacks and hurdles will appear,
but we all eventually learn to grow and
teach ourselves to embrace all that comes
Cherish the times of love and happiness
no matter small those moments are in everyday life
since everything is temporary and
time is indeed precious
Always give, and never forget to love
Jul 15, 2020
Jul 15, 2020 at 1:43 AM UTC
The beautifulest thing about a broken past
is that the present can't be brighter than it already is
because despite the hallow-hearted days,
I let myself shine as I embraced all
of myself, the old and the new
Found and cherished friendships of gold
miraculously reunited with true love
after losing it before
I may still be a little bruised here and there,
I may fall down every now and then,
but I'm alive, and I can finally see that
I will forever keep going
Jun 26, 2020
Jun 26, 2020 at 8:48 AM UTC
Without warning
the past envelopes my senses
distorted and reconfigured
all still deeply ingrained
when I least expect it to be
These moments make me
realize I'd failed to be human
failed to heal
and I'm terrified
this'll never leave
I can never forget your silhouette
that night and what you'd started
these scars I bare share more
than just stories of you
But as long as I'm breathing
this war within myself
will continue to be fought
May 19, 2020
May 19, 2020 at 9:15 AM UTC
Cascading down
from the skies
your sense of care
deeply resontes
Time has opened doors
from our insecurities
and onward
Emotions of awe and serenity
soul-stirs my core
and yet I build up these walls
secretly hoping someone
gently breaks them down
with utmost patience
I can't help but wonder if
you feel the same
and perhaps we are unity
destined to intertwine
Sending a wish up into
the stars above
I appreciate all that's between us
and all that may be
May 9, 2020
May 9, 2020 at 9:44 PM UTC
Drawn to words and thoughts
I want what's underneath the skin
vulnerability, anxiety
fears and desires
Giving all of who I am in return
plastering naivety and hope
replacing what once was skin
Blinded by hope
heart becoming infected
by this merciful truth
like an illness life's stitched into me
Hurt and narcissism
concoct incurable fears
I'm here as I am
living amongst
the soft and
dark-hearted
May 1, 2020
May 1, 2020 at 10:44 PM UTC