I hold it in
All the screaming, crying, misery
Have to be strong
Keep the focus
Be the pillar
I am the child but only in age
I just wanna let go
Scream, cry, collapse
Want to be held
Please someone hold me
Let me be weak
I am the child but only in age
Aug 29, 2025
Aug 29, 2025 at 5:12 PM UTC
Sparkling brown eyes watching me like no one before. The sun kissing his dark, soft curls. A child of love and warmth staring into my soul.
For a brief moment I let go, as much as I dared. Let myself live in the healing moments, hoping for more.
Just enjoying what was never mine…
Aug 24, 2025
Aug 24, 2025 at 2:41 PM UTC
He looks so small now
The man who used to tower over me
Broad shoulders
Strong body
A mountain climber
Who walked through Europe in his youth
He was the strongest man I knew
The one who took me on adventures
Biking to the forest
Climbing ancient ruins
A world of knowledge
Collected through a life displayed on his shelves
Now he looks so small
Like I can pick him up
And carry him in a box
Barely even there
Vacant behind the eyes
Trapped in his own mind
This giant of a man
Made fragile by age
Aug 20, 2025
Aug 20, 2025 at 3:40 PM UTC
Dear grandma moon
Lend me your wisdom
Give me the courage
To follow my heart
And walk my path
Dear grandma moon
Listen to my whisper
Help me see clearly
In this moment of despair
Where I don’t know my way
Dear grandma moon
I look to you now
Wondering how you do it
Staying so peaceful and wise
In this world of chaos
Dear grandma moon
Help me release stagnated energy
Guide me to my healing
And to my inner peace
Let me grow in your light
Dear grandma moon
I feel the fog surrounding me
I see your love shining through
I know you see my fight
Embracing me softly
Dear grandma moon
The time is now
For me to step into my light
For my heart to feel loved
Bless me with you energy
Aug 14, 2025
Aug 14, 2025 at 2:41 PM UTC
Everything changes
Winter cold and grey
Turn into blossoming spring
Flowers dance in colorful rainbows
As the sun smiles warmly
Everything changes
Spring mild and sweet
Turn into heated summer
Deep green trees offer shade
As the sun burns brightly
Everything changes
Summer wild and free
Turn into golden autumn
Crispy wind fills the air
As the sun retreats slowly
Everything changes
Autumn fresh and kind
Turn into hibernated winter
Frozen crystals cover everything
As the sun hides behind clouds
And so like the seasons
I change and shed my skin
From winter to spring
From spring to summer
From summer to autumn
From autumn back to winter
Everything changes
Yet something stay the same
My beating heart
Spreading love and light
No matter the season
Aug 11, 2025
Aug 11, 2025 at 10:38 AM UTC
Loud as the rumbling thunder
My love roar with pride
Never ashamed of it’s power
I give it to those who needs it
Strong as a tidal wave
My love embraces with care
Healing wounds of the past
Tending to those in pain
Glowing like a lighthouse
Calling those who hunger for love
To safety in my light
Always protecting
Aug 7, 2025
Aug 7, 2025 at 12:53 PM UTC
Ablaze
The torch in my heart
Burning wildly
While knowing
It’s never meant to be
You were
My ever most beautiful
What if
Aug 4, 2025
Aug 4, 2025 at 5:56 PM UTC
Your scent is trapped in my sheets
Your touch lingers in my skin
Your smile burns behind my closed eyes
Your soul imprinted on mine
I descend into longing madness
Remembering our beautiful moments:
The starving looks
The heated embraces
The soft smiles
The loving touches
We collided like two hungry stars
Longing to feel love
I was yours and you were mine
Only for the briefest of moments
A moment never meant to last
Aug 1, 2025
Aug 1, 2025 at 2:12 PM UTC
I saw someone dancing in the street
So vibrate, so full of happiness
Reminded me of you
Your sunshine smile
Mischievous eyes
My eyes full of joy
As my heart sheds tears
Your presence felt so strong
In this small moment
Yet we are so far apart
But in my soul
We are still dancing under the stars
Joyful, carefree, home
Finding peace in each other
Watching a stranger dance in the street
Brought back the happy memories of you
Though my heart aches
I smiled softly
Remembering the joy you brought me
Jul 29, 2025
Jul 29, 2025 at 4:03 AM UTC
What did I do wrong?
I gave you what I had
What I felt like giving
Somehow it wasn’t enough
————— Yet also too much
To be honest, I had written you off
Before we had even met
Because how could someone like you
Ever fall for someone like me?
I did not plan to fall
Told myself, “take it slow”
But looking into you eyes,
I slipped so easily
You felt like coming home
And I let my guards down
Hoping and dreaming:
this might be it
It wasn’t!
I gave you what I had
———— My time
————my love
———my compassion
It wasn’t much, but it was mine to give
Somehow it was too much
Because you wanted less
How do I give less than how I feel?
I do not know!
I give all I have, and it’s too much…
…….. yet it’s never enough
to make them stay
Jul 27, 2025
Jul 27, 2025 at 4:04 AM UTC