I finally realized that you were indeed my moon, not my North Star
Because when you finally disappeared, my stars had shown brighter than ever
And I knew, then, I'd be okay without you
Dec 29, 2014
Dec 29, 2014 at 12:16 PM UTC
I ***** up. A lot.
And I'm sorry.
See how much I'm trying,
See how much it hurts.
The back-breaking weight of my own thoughts,
Holding great expectations I don't think could ever be met.
You deserve nothing but the best,
And there's always better than me.
Dec 29, 2014
Dec 29, 2014 at 12:13 PM UTC
Distance makes the heart grow fonder
And it couldn't be more true
Every aching though at night
Wants me right next to you
I'm thankful we see the same stars
Our horizons aren't opposites
Maybe one day we'll actually meet
And physicality will be more than a daydream
Sep 7, 2014
Sep 7, 2014 at 10:17 PM UTC
We're all walking carnage
The zombies of our feelings
ticking time bombs to our own demise
And who could watch you fall better than yourself?
I see the light between my torn souls
Trying to cushion the blows by slowing down
We're all the monsters that we choose to see in the mirror
glass shards of hope embedded in our chests
Since when was drowning ever the goal?
You can't fix the shattered imagine in front of you
Break the mirror, refuse to believe
Feel the love that you know
Aug 5, 2014
Aug 5, 2014 at 11:57 PM UTC
I spy
With my little eye
The way out of here
Chasing the winds that brought me here
Shimmering waters surrounding my island of thoughts
The golden fire of the sunset
Taking it's last breath of the day
I spy
With my little eye
A way to runaway
Escape the chains of fate
Shown through the reflection of the looking glass
I can't live within the prison of fear anymore
I can do this on my own.
Aug 2, 2014
Aug 2, 2014 at 7:22 PM UTC
Please don't give me hope
With a one in a million shot
The heart grows fonder with distance
And we're only human
Jul 28, 2014
Jul 28, 2014 at 11:56 PM UTC
You're told not to walk alone at night
But how can I do that when life is nothing but a nightmare
With storm clouds raging over my head
Rain pounding my hopes of happiness
Everyone keeps finding their umbrellas
But I think I'll never find mine
Or maybe none will ever choose me
And I'll stay forever in second place
Jul 25, 2014
Jul 25, 2014 at 10:06 PM UTC
My lips don't move
My voice makes no sound
My heart is screaming
To have you around
My eyes are pleading
My hands are reaching
My mind is breaking
To hold your ghost again
My throat is swelling
My tears are falling
My ego is faltering
To hold against your offense
My body has gotten up
My determination is boiling
My anger is blazing
To not be dropped by you again
My addiction has faded
My symptoms have withdrawn
My soul is healing
To show you're not my drug anymore
Jul 25, 2014
Jul 25, 2014 at 9:54 PM UTC
I wish I was a lifeguard
So I could save myself
From drowning under your gaze
And resuscitate my heart
As it beats its last murmur
And hums your name
Jul 20, 2014
Jul 20, 2014 at 8:17 PM UTC
I think about you
And it's weird
I wish I could read into your thoughts
And see if we're on the same wavelength
But with my luck, it all I'm sure falls short
Nothing but self-consciousness
Because I'm me, and I always fall short
I don't like the feelings, they make me feel weak
Vulnerable
Scared
Scattered
The facade may crumble, exposing broken pieces and failing parts
Oh, how I wish it would
Jul 16, 2014
Jul 16, 2014 at 11:23 PM UTC