Remember when the moon came out? And the world slept on, smiling in the dim light, loving the cool air, living in the joy and seeing through a half lit window. The people yawned and the animals watched and the moon glowed.
Remember when the sun came out? And the world woke up with mixed emotions. Smiles and grumbles and complaints and love. A new day, lit up by the bright and assuring color of yellow that no one looks at. The flowers smiled. The people squint. And the sun glowed.
Jul 25, 2018
Jul 25, 2018 at 9:06 AM UTC
Too old to be a child
Too young for adulthood
Society's no man's land
and yet here I stand
Feb 6, 2018
Feb 6, 2018 at 3:20 AM UTC
Sometimes you feel
like a secret.
Everyone knew
But
Everyone forgot.
And you live in my memory
and you glow in my memory
and you shine in my memory
and I hate that you won't disappear
Feb 6, 2018
Feb 6, 2018 at 3:20 AM UTC
I have reached the
Point
In the semester
Where
I really don't care
Anymore
But my need to be
Liked
And future career
Demand
That I keep moving
Forward
Dec 2, 2017
Dec 2, 2017 at 4:13 AM UTC
When can I sleep?
When the sun comes up.
When can I rest?
When the stars fade out.
When can I relax?
When the world starts again.
Nov 28, 2017
Nov 28, 2017 at 4:27 AM UTC
I put off homework,
I put off meals,
I put off talking,
I put off chores,
I put off love,
I put off life.
I think
I'll do it tomorrow.
Nov 27, 2017
Nov 27, 2017 at 4:55 AM UTC
There's too many people
Who care too little
And too many people
Who "care" too much
We need more people
Who care just enough
Who say hello on the street
Who hold open doors
Who smile across counters
Who let you pet their dog
Nov 25, 2017
Nov 25, 2017 at 5:05 AM UTC
I don't regret it
Being with you
My first best friend
My first girl crush
Well that's a lie
The first girl crush
I allowed myself
To acknowledge
Was you.
You scared me more
Than anyone before you
I lived on edge for months
I don't regret the
Music we shared
And the times
We cried
And the times we
Laughed
And the times when I was too scared to sleep because I thought I'd wake up to you having gone.
I don't regret loving you
Even though it hurts
Now
And I hope you know
That I still care.
I will always care
I think.
Nov 24, 2017
Nov 24, 2017 at 4:02 AM UTC
Closet Monster hides with shoes
Under jackets
Next to dresses
Twiddling thumbs and waiting
With a patience I am both scared and proud of.
"When?"
"Soon."
Close the door, take a breath, open eyes, relax.
The closet monster has your back, the closet monster knows how hard it is.
It waits and waits and when it's freed, the joy is unreachable.
Nov 23, 2017
Nov 23, 2017 at 4:32 AM UTC
Into the mirror I whisper
Grinning with the joy I sing
The quiet reassurance
That nothing else can bring.
I grin because today
I look the part I play
I could pass as queer, I think
Just passably "a gay".
I smile and straighten my shoulders
(The only thing that's straight)
I let myself relax and smile
I think I was worth the wait.
Nov 22, 2017
Nov 22, 2017 at 3:56 AM UTC