Pieces of paranoia
Placed properly,
in parts of my brain
We're all the same
Noises ,are noted as loud
Not , nothing or quiet ;
Like a race car
Driving on a highway
You can't act calm
Nor contently
Mostly on crack ,
You're crazy
It's an escape from events
And/or our ethnicity
To be or not to be just
Another soul
It's bonkers our minds ,
Blasts , such wild
Imagination beyond our
World
A plant so potent
Rich in poison
It breaks away
The pain
Masks the broken
And enhances the
Spoken
We're all the same.
Dec 15, 2020
Dec 15, 2020 at 3:22 PM UTC
Wake up ,
Go to school ,
Study ,
Repeat.
Heather has a party this weekend ,
"Did you get invited?"
-"What?"
"Oh nevermind"
Repeat.
Late nights
Thinking
Where did I go wrong?
Repeat.
Endless tears and
I don't cares,
But it hurts
Repeat.
The 'go to'
But never the
Broken
Repeat.
Carelessly ,
The last choice ,
That "friend"
Repeat.
Like a boy ?
He's to good for you,
Atleast
Repeat.
Good at a sport ?
I don't think so ,
Try again
Repeat.
Repeat.
Repeat.
Repeat.
REPEAT.
Sep 3, 2020
Sep 3, 2020 at 3:04 PM UTC
I lie here fondly ,
Awake.
I'm trapped inside my head
I'm scared.
You take my escape ,
My heart is at stake
It's quiet.
My mistake.
I've lost my words.
You stepped out
And I was gone ,
It wasn't me
It was my fear and
Anxiety.
Consumed ...
Therefore ;
Gone.
Aug 26, 2020
Aug 26, 2020 at 5:00 PM UTC
Elf Boy dressed in black
But never in blue ,
He caught my eyes ,
He was something new ;
He had Auburn hair and freckled skin ,
Always wore he's pendant.
I knew from the start ,
God had placed him in my heart
His mind is worth multi-crore;
It's gold.
The stars felt aligned
And truth be told
My heart is captured in this notion ;
Euphoria , fondness
It was immense ;
He felt the same
He understood me too
Also a poet ; loved his words
He gave me two
It is "me" and "you"
Aug 18, 2020
Aug 18, 2020 at 2:37 PM UTC
I stare at glass
as it stares back at me
tremendous thoughts
Could it be?
my face warps.
this person isnt me
this depiction is reality
I see fat but I seem small
living life is a chore
thighs, thick
Stomach, rolls
these tremendous thoughts
are fatality
that prescription pills become candy
I stare at glass
as it stares back at me
a hand reaches out
and says "follow me"
yes-sir-ree
I step over
and follow thee
this depiction is reality
I see light but it's dark
I lost myself ,
I am gone
these tremendous thoughts
have disappeared
one last breath
that is it.
Aug 17, 2020
Aug 17, 2020 at 1:43 PM UTC