HATE IS A SUBMARINE
SUBMERGING UNDER A SEA OF LIES
HOLDING ME UNDER WATER
DARK IN A METAL COFFIN
Jun 18, 2015
Jun 18, 2015 at 6:25 AM UTC
*Flowers are alone, yet beautiful.
They are free, yet fragile.
Every season they explore,
Adventuring with the sun some more.
Bee’s and the self determination to keep them alive.
Flowers are bright in the middle of July,
They know they are special, they know they are important.
Flowers shine most with love in their eyes.
The soil is loyal, the water is the father.
With so much sovereignty, they are leading their sons and daughters.
I thank these flowers because they bloom and are free, just as I like to be.
Flowers are alone and beautiful,
They are free yet fragile.*
May 28, 2015
May 28, 2015 at 12:07 PM UTC
my mind is insane
my heart is in pain
my eyes are along the rain
you cant come see me
anymore
you cant come to my house
anymore
just to say you love me
you don't even mean it
you throw my heart away
you throw my mind this way
my eyes, are red but they cry blue
i'm ******* done
with you
you lost me.
Mar 17, 2015
Mar 17, 2015 at 2:15 PM UTC
Cold cold fingers
Frosty frosty toes
"Let me warm that soul"
Crackling crackling fire wood
Red yellow orange
"I can't feel my face"
Pale pale moon
Dry dry lips
"Here. Put in this tune"
Swaying swaying hips
Warm warm hearts
"Sometimes i think about the way you look at the moon, sometimes you smile at the stars,sometimes you grow with the sun, sometimes you dance with the rain and sometimes I'm all of those at once."
Jan 8, 2015
Jan 8, 2015 at 1:53 AM UTC
I'm happy the way things are turning out. I'm not mad. I'm not sad. I'm looking at all the negativity as mistakes and learning experiences. Staying positive through it all really makes it much easier and you just keep moving on.
Dec 13, 2014
Dec 13, 2014 at 10:45 AM UTC
All I want to do is not talk to anyone
All I want to do is eat but not gain
All I want to do is cry until I can't
All I want to do is listen and not hear
All I want to do is love and not feel
All i want is you you you
ALl i want is to be alone
all i want is your Body On mine
ALll ii want is for you to **** off
all i want is for you to read my mind
all i want is lust
All I need is life
Oct 14, 2014
Oct 14, 2014 at 5:05 PM UTC
ALl the terrible **** youve been through
you know i'll love you like no other
i see the good in you
i see what you want me to see of you
it's sad you'll never understand how
i really feel about you
i can't imagine a life without you
i just want you to kno w that i'll
always be here for you
i don't want you to feel alone
i don't want you to convince yourself
you'll never find a "her"
i close my eyes and see you
i close my eyes and see us
it all sounds so dramatic because
maybe it is and maybe i got put on this earth to love
to love the lonely
i can never see why i'm never loved back
but i dont care and i still love anyways
it's just a simple thing for me
it's just that i love you
you'll never know
oh its just the daily flow
i **** at writing about you
Oct 14, 2014
Oct 14, 2014 at 5:00 PM UTC
Your soul has been ******
it's been through hell and back
Now your something new
now you can drink the brews
You can eat the boys hearts out
You can tell the girls how ugly they taste
You do it for the fun of it
The rotting of your teeth
the shaking of your body
the bleeding of your heart
Are you ready to fall apart?
you can't talk anymore
you can't move anymore
your hopeless now
He takes you to the stars
He sees your eyes are cleared out
He laughs
you cry
He can't even try
You yell until your lungs are shriveled
He throws you out
Your body and mind are spinning into space until your last breath
You die alone
Sep 21, 2014
Sep 21, 2014 at 2:21 AM UTC
when I was 14 my life was nice
when I was 15 I cried all the time
while I'm 16 I'm giving it my all
when I turn 17 I'll shine the sun back
when I'm 18 I'll be
everything I want to be. Everything I haven't experienced. Everything the world hasn't given to me; good or bad.
18 and above it's on. I'm ready. (careless how young the age.)
Jan 25, 2014
Jan 25, 2014 at 3:45 PM UTC
You love so much you love when love hurts
You cry so much you cry when i'm hurt
You smile so much I know when your faking
You laugh so much your voice is shaking
but
whats love got to do with it when
you don't love
yourself
Jan 8, 2014
Jan 8, 2014 at 2:53 PM UTC