A zillion image of me rest in so many minds
I dare not swim into them
I have my own ocean to swim in
That connects me to the sea bed of my heart
The seat of my soul
For now this is my only intention
For now this is my only attention
For now this is the purpose I breath into life
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They watch you silently
Then judge you loudly
It’s laughable
They have so much to say about you
But nothing to say to you
It’s delirious
They have so much to say about you
But no relationship with you
It’s ironic
They have so much to say about you
outside the relationship
but not in the relationship
Its epiphanies
They have so much to say about you
But never held a conversation with you
It’s bizarre ~ hold on!
It’s their instincts? Ooh wait their six senses?
They have a problem with you
But don’t even hold your number
It’s comical
Wait! How did that possibly happen?
Creating stories in their minds of you
Confirming the stories into other minds
Spreading their impressions among a few
Then stories solidify into truth
in the eyes of a few
Now open to all as a matter of truth
Now all is open to accept as face value
Little do they know
I’m flattered by all their attention
Care little of all their perceptions
Unimpressed by all their expressions of me
Idle it all is to my essence
Meanwhile,
I'm glad to be a subject of entertainment
To fill the empty spaces of boredom in their life
I said it before but I’ll say it again
What you speak of others in their absence
Says more about the speaker than the subject
Thank you for being here
NwK
Oct 31, 2024
Oct 31, 2024 at 6:33 AM UTC
I chased life
I chased dreams
I chased hopes
I chased pleasures
I chased desires
Across clear streams
And through bright forests
I lived for the future
I lived in the past
In that I denied the present
I lived on what I will be tomorrow
I lived on what I was yesterday
In that I rejected who I am today
I lived on what I will have
I lived on what I had
In all I forgot to be grateful
For all that I am
It never served me
But fed my ego
Fed my mind
Fed my emotions
Fed my insecurities
Fed my fears
Fed the notion I was not enough
I have been driven by others
I have been driven by life
I have been driven by everything around me
Now I choose to be
Driven by Theïkós
Now I choose to be
Guided by Illahi
Now I choose to allow
The soul to speak
Now I choose to allow
The soul to lead
I no longer want what they have
I no longer want to become what they are
I no longer want to become what I am not
I am no longer attached to my past
I am no longer attached to my future
I am no longer attached to the known
As I seek to find myself in the unknown
Their parameters
Are no longer my measure of success
Their labels
Are no longer my self-identity
Their conditions
No longer form my reality
Their successes
No longer dictate my purpose
Now
Infinite possibilities
Infinite opportunities
Infinite blessings
Open
I accept myself
Thank you for being here!
By NwK
Oct 22, 2024
Oct 22, 2024 at 4:17 AM UTC
The walls of the mind
Are sacred from birth
For it can only hold
Holy words of the heart
No other words
On these walls
Hold true
Yet I have gifted all
A space to write
On these sacred walls
Insanity has become
The outcome
From every pen
Honored a space to write
I still
Naively proclaim to be free
While I fight a war
On the battlefield
Created inside
The most sacred place
An indoctrinated mind
It has now become
Hijacked by dividing pens
Not knowing
These holy walls
Were only created to be
Written upon by the
Pen of the soul
- By NwK
Oct 20, 2024
Oct 20, 2024 at 9:02 AM UTC
Do not talk to me of your version of God
One that personifies God by egoistic mind
For ego by definition is Exit God Out
For your personification of God
Does not resonate with my knowing of God
The hell you believe I will burn in
Is the heaven I will transmute all my sins in
The hell you believe I live in
Is my route to heaven
The hell you believe in
Will drawn you in an ocean
Of guilt and shame
Keep your fears to yourself
I can no longer entertain them
Do not talk to me of God
When you want me to silence my soul
God can never be silenced by your egoistic minds
Let me redefine for you ‘كفر’ *
Let me redefine for you ‘blasphemy’
It is being a slave to your ideas
It is being a slave to your mind
It is being a slave to your concepts
It is being a slave to your fears
I am not here to be a slave to human minds
I am here to be a slave to my creator
His breath gave life to my body
I am not here to worship your fearful mind
I am here to worship my creator through my heart
Do not talk to me of God
When you refuse me the right
To exercise my divine gifts
Do not talk to me of God
When you rob me from free will
Divinely gifted to me at birth
Do not talk to me of God
When you rob me from exercising
The gift of freely speaking my mind
Do not talk to me of God
When you forbid me from listening to my heart
Yet forcefully enslave me to your mind
Do not talk to me of God
When you fail to accept me
Do not talk to me of God
When you vilify my shadows
Do not talk to me of God
When you fail to see my divinity
Do not talk to me of God
When you deprive me
From the experience to witness
The limitless capacity of my body
Do not talk to me of God
When you reject parts of me
Yet God accepts all of me
Do not talk to me of God
When you fail to forgive me
While God offers me eternal forgiveness
Do not talk to me of God
When you abandon your son after he sins
For the God I know
Will never forsake his son
Nor shame him for his sins
Nor will he love him less
For the sins he does is the forgetting of self
When one acts against his self
Do not talk to me of God
When you fail to embody his love
For you have yet to know God
If you still refuse to embody his divine qualities
Do not talk to me of God
Till you reflect his unconditional love, grace, mercy, forgiveness and acceptance
Do not talk to me of God
When you sexualize my body that he has created
Do not talk to me of God
When you shame my body
For the sacred red fluid that flows out of me
The body that gives birth to his creation
Do not talk to me of God
When you separate me
From divine creations
Do not talk to me of God
When you justify killing
Yet vilify love making
Do not talk to me of God
When you normalise violence upon his creations
Yet shame the pleasures of love between his creations
We will not be silenced
By the barbaric volumes of your egoistic minds
Our divinity can never be a slave to your fears
You can not fears us into enslavement
Our divine faith runs deeper than the fears that hijacks your minds
Let us love each other
While we both try to experience God
Let us love each other
While we both try to understand God
Meanwhile I swim in the ocean of grace where hell does not exist
Thank you for being here - NwK
Oct 5, 2024
Oct 5, 2024 at 10:15 AM UTC
In order to perceive yourself as worthy;
How many more achievements must you accomplish?
How many more ‘wins’ must you have?
How many more followers must you have?
How many more likes must you have?
How famous must you be?
How many more characters must you create?
How many more images of yourself must you envision?
How many more masks must you wear?
How many more versions of the ‘self’ you need to create?
How many more ‘to become’(s) must you be?
How many more times must you reinvent yourself?
How many more times must you meet yourself?
How many more of your parts must you hide, silence, ignore, suppress, and crush?
What more must you consume to come to know your worth?
What more must you pretend to be till you allow yourself to ‘just’ be as you are?
There is no amount of ‘doing’ that elevates your self worth
There is no amount of sins that can ever depreciate your worth
The ‘self’ is eternal
The human’s ’worth’ is a sacred eternal gift
A gift that can never be robbed
In this acceptance
There is no longer a chase to actualise the true authentic self into this world
In this acceptance
The magnificent self emerges
Thank you for being here.
By NwK
Sep 25, 2024
Sep 25, 2024 at 6:03 AM UTC
The presence of the 'Me' is only in the 'We'
For the 'Me' is absent outside the 'We'
Till the 'I' and 'You' is united as One
Till the 'Us' and 'Them" is denounced
Tell the 'We' and 'They' is discredited
The narrative will continue as is
It is in the 'I' and 'You"
That a delusional wall of seperation exists
Validated by the eyes images of 'Us' and 'Them'
Endorsed by the minds stories of 'Mine' and 'Theirs"
Orchestrated by the ego
Played by fear
For its is in this ideology
Suffering is rooted
Pain is ignited
Truth of origin is denied
Light of soul is dimmed
Voice of love is deprived
For there is no truth found of who we are
In the physical existance of what we see
No truth is held in the body
No truth is carried in the mind
For these are tools to be used
Only to serve our soul's purpose
For the error in this believe
Constructs but confusion
Inner conflicts and outer battles
As the
Heart and soul knows its truth
Yet the
Mind and ego created its own truth
With each label we build one more bar of seperation
With each bar stands another column of fear
As we build prisons upon prisons
Walls upon walls, bars upon bars
We indoctrinate our mind
We magnify the seperation
So what we see in the streets of the world
Is but a representation of inner struggles
For we have become strangers among our own
For we have forgotten
An attack on them is an attack on us
For there is no 'Us' and there is no 'We'
For they are 'Us' and we are 'Them'
For we are 'One'
For what we are
Transcends the eyes visibility
Surpass the minds perception
For we are not created by mind
The mind will fail to know us
For the truth of whom we are
The infinite soul
Divinely connected
A representation of a miracle
Assembled of love
In physical form
That knows no boundaries
That knows no fear
That knows no seperation
And let it be known
I say this to me, before I speak it out
In the hope of upholding these words
I choose to extend it to all
With love to us all
For perfect I am not
So mistake not that spoken is
The embodiment of me all
For I fall prey too
To this indoctrination of seperation
So let us all be the reminder for us all
Sep 14, 2024
Sep 14, 2024 at 7:16 AM UTC
The unconditional love we reject from our body calls to be accepted!
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I invite you to witness my apology, by sharing with you an excerpt from my book “Release | Inner Conversations To Lead Us Home” titled ‘“Apology” - Chapter “I See Truth”.
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Demands imposed on you
Expectations trashed over you
All the years I projected
All my anger onto you
Thank you for holding it
Without reciprocating it
Suppressing your sexuality
Vilifying your ****** pleasures
Imposing punishments
For every desire revealed
Shamed you with guilt
For every sin committed
I’m sorry
The cuts inflicted on you
The hits and slaps
The ****** abuse
The verbal manipulation
Held you hostage
For your survival was only
Granted in suffering
Hostility was made the norm
A punching bag I made of you
I’m sorry
I made you the enemy
Used you as a battle ground
For endless wars
Crushed your enjoyment of life
You didn’t deserve this
I’m sorry
For imprisoning you
Depriving you of all your rights
My freedom was only granted
Upon your suppression
Withholding you from expression
Suffocating you
******* life out of you
Intoxicating you with fear
Injecting you with toxic love
I’m sorry
I emptied you
And fed you with voids
Confining you in a box of labels
Shaming you for being disobedient
Trashing you for not conforming
Name calling
Bullying you
I’m sorry
For every pimple I labeled as ugly
For every mark I marked as dirt
For every stretch mark
I cursed with anger
For every curve
I labeled a disgrace
For every pleasure
I tagged as filth
I shamed you every day
Every second of the day
I bathed you with guilt
Covered you with layers of masks
Endless veils of contours
Spent fortunes to cover you
Inflicted so much pain
To change you
I’m sorry
I didn’t know better
For now I see only
Wrinkles of light
Curves of joy
Freckles of love
Pimples of stars
Hair of divine feathers
******** bursts of love
You are a piece of art
The sanctuary of creation
A miracle in existence
You are love in physical form
A divine vessel
Forgive me
I didn’t love you
As you love me
I didn’t love you
As our creator loved us
Thank you for being here - By NwK
Sep 10, 2024
Sep 10, 2024 at 10:44 AM UTC
If we are to perceive our sins to be incorrect thoughts that calls to be redirected, then in the act of correcting the thought with love as opposed to shame, we reaffirm our true essence.
In the midst of all my sins
I shall not
Define myself by sin
Be known by my sins
Because my faith is
Knowing my truth
Because my hope
Is believing my truth
My grace
Is living my truth
My sin serves as
A compass to my soul
In the midst of my sins
I shall not
Shame myself
Blame myself
I shall
Learn
Grow
Accept all of me
Embrace all of me
I shall not
Discriminate against sin
Or discriminate against my blessings
For I shall love my sins
As I love my blessings
My sins call
To me to be loved
And in loving my sins
I shall love me
And love you
Thank you for being here.
By NwK
Sep 4, 2024
Sep 4, 2024 at 6:32 AM UTC