My words dig deep
And do they strike true.
My tongue is a weapon,
I don't always use
It can harm and main
Deeper than any physical wound.
My words can heal, harm...
Or haunt you.
Aug 19, 2025
Aug 19, 2025 at 9:20 PM UTC
I talked to god
And he told me to be vulnerable
I asked why as I'm already full of cuts and bloodied.
You can see I'm battle worn.
He said show them your vulnerability
So I did
And I got cut up some more.
I'm left wondering why.
I don't understand it
I don't know why
But the pain is so deep
I wish I could die
Been praying to the saints
Demanding why
They don't take me away
So I can fly.
Maybe then I can get some peace
Maybe then I'll be free
Maybe then I can get some sleep
Without the pain reminding me
But the saints never ******* answer me.
Aug 19, 2025
Aug 19, 2025 at 9:10 PM UTC
You left a stain
A stain so dark
On my soul
It turned to a mark
And I thought I'd never get it out
I moped and I mourned
I really tried so hard
But I couldn't get you out.
I thought this was it
And I let it alone
Until I realized
I could come up with the perfect remedy.
I love the folks art and their mysteries
So I came up with the perfect solution
To remove you from me:
I'm brighter than before
Almost like we never warred
You no longer affect me.
Dec 29, 2020
Dec 29, 2020 at 4:26 PM UTC
I'm sorry
You have to see
That I don't believe
You love me
Jul 26, 2020
Jul 26, 2020 at 12:04 AM UTC
How can something that once had great power over me,
Now means nothing?
The same thing I used to cry over
Because I wanted it so bad,
Now means nothing.
The man I once loved
I now see for what it was...
Nothing.
May 13, 2020
May 13, 2020 at 10:56 PM UTC
All I wanted was to talk:
to have another acknowledge these events
That tore my life to shreds.
When I did speak,
It was instantly flipped or ignored.
So I said enough, I'm not doing this anymore.
I will not give to those who only take
Or to hear my stories so they can create
A reality which would leave me
The center of their entertainment.
I am not a joke,
Nor is my life at any rate,
A show.
I admit I was clingy, I admit I lost connections
I thought were worthy of pursuing
Because I needed support early in the friendship.
They didn't know
I was in anguish
Or perhaps they didn't care.
Either way,
I was left standing there.
My screams were muted,
My statements unheard.
The help I needed
Was blatantly ignored
I'm now silent
To prevent these losses
Because apparently people
Don't know how to handle these problems
Apr 24, 2020
Apr 24, 2020 at 8:38 PM UTC
The same ones who hate me
tend to try and break me,
Curse and forsake me,
Then cry when they **** me.
Then they see,
That they actually need me
it's too late for that now,
Because I do not break and I certainly won't bow.
They have condemned me for now
But watch them as they come back around.....
For Help.
Mar 30, 2020
Mar 30, 2020 at 1:17 PM UTC
My cries for help
Have been ignored,
I don't think I have the strength
To scream anymore.
Mar 27, 2020
Mar 27, 2020 at 8:57 AM UTC
I should not have to pay
The price for responding
To torture. I should not
Have to pay for doing
What is best for me.
I should not be
Afraid to make
These choices
Out of fear
Of karma.
It makes
No
Sense.
Mar 22, 2020
Mar 22, 2020 at 2:22 PM UTC
I tried to fix what was broken
And became upset when I couldn't.
I left it alone,
I let it be,
I even changed me.
Some worked and some didn't..
Now, I must admit it
My errs have made me shameful
Because my intentions were so good;
But I was blinded, so blinded,
That I never really understood
How I could ***** anyone over
The way I did.
I turned a new leaf
And still I couldn't succeed
Because all anyone ever really saw
Was the old me
I set new boundaries and was shunned
So I opened them up and now I'm lost
I went back to the old me,
And even that ******* me.
So what do I become?
What do I do?
Because the old me
And the new me
Wasn't ever good enough for any of you.
Mar 18, 2020
Mar 18, 2020 at 8:34 PM UTC