I thought I could erase you
a point of no return
yet every time I've chased you
in my heart and mind it burns.
I wasn't what you wanted
confused to want was I
once the truth was confronted
I knew the end was nigh
I want to forget you
I do not want you back
but yet I don't regret you
you were always what I lacked
Feb 1, 2023
Feb 1, 2023 at 10:24 PM UTC
I thought that it would hurt more
but all I feel is numb
Like an old returning pain
too many times succumbed
A heart already broken
A mind already lost
words that cant go unspoken
a line already crossed.
Dec 22, 2022
Dec 22, 2022 at 8:14 PM UTC
This notion seems unclear
and I really here?
I can't abide
decline divide
Outsider to the fear
divine denied
voided inside
step aside for what grows near.
Jun 19, 2022
Jun 19, 2022 at 9:50 AM UTC
Love is not enough
Love, is, not, enough
this is not a bluff
this flame in which you snuffed
Love is not enough
Love, is, not, enough
just too much to rough
I have broken its cuffs
Love is not enough
Love, is, not, enough
this final rebuff
cuts at every tuft
Sep 19, 2021
Sep 19, 2021 at 9:03 PM UTC
My energy is now free
Yet my heart remains broken
Sep 12, 2021
Sep 12, 2021 at 12:16 PM UTC
Or so I am told
Trapped inside the sociopathic fold.
Aug 22, 2021
Aug 22, 2021 at 7:29 PM UTC
I no longer have a lick of trust
That could fix this disgust
I no longer have a dream to clutch
I just don't sleep enough
Saturated in the darkness
What was my light lost in the midst
Disconnect myself from everything
What I once felt not returning
Was it me who ruined myself,
Or was it someone else?
Staring at the walls inside of my bed
Calling for answers in my head
Loving the loveless
Pits my stomach again
Carelessly searching an end
These feelings
have been beaten from me
And there's no escape I see.
Aug 22, 2021
Aug 22, 2021 at 1:19 AM UTC
I feel I'm getting smaller
and one day I'll disappear.
Aug 14, 2021
Aug 14, 2021 at 8:17 PM UTC
I'm a bi-product of an environment
that buys products
till the resource is spent
to eat drink and breathe paper
not vapor
not liquid
not Earth
not life
not Nature
To chase ghosts
and heed to celebrities
Who give toast
to excessive degeneracy
To change tides
for the evils that be
and hang sides
under veils of equality
Traverse a wasteland
of senseless information
Inert hands
given helpless stipulations
A negligent stare
over the horizon
that isnt burning to our backs
Jan 15, 2020
Jan 15, 2020 at 5:33 AM UTC
I feel I'm growing cold
is this getting old?
as the passions which I hold
stow slowly into stone
A crooked compromise
watching the demise
of love for younger times
eroding quickly with the tides
Holding to emotions
I wish would still arise
yet with every motion
swallowed more within my mind
Is this poem too simple?
Does it have no depth?
at least I carry words
there is no peace in breath.
Oct 8, 2019
Oct 8, 2019 at 11:30 PM UTC