Petals picked from a perfect flower, just to be scattered amongst the mud
Pulling wings off a beautiful butterfly all because you can't fly
Betraying a friend, just to fit in
Taking a life all because your feelings were hurt instead of taking that lost from the fight
Hiding behind lies because of your pride
We as human beings have a conscious and we use it everyday, but also we as human beings try to justify a conscious decision when it all goes wrong
Dec 12, 2019
Dec 12, 2019 at 2:07 AM UTC
Trying to make sure I'm not back tracking
Because lately things seem to remind me of the past
Not trying to make the same mistake twice
But how do I remove myself If I can't push myself to see that it's not good
Sep 26, 2018
Sep 26, 2018 at 10:46 AM UTC
Everybody not going to receive what you put out
You have to remember that they have their own insecurities to deal with as well
Once they are at a point in their lives where to love and to be love matters all other pieces of insecurities in their lives cease to exist
Don't force your love and feelings on someone who is not ready to receive them and then make them out to be the bad guy
Note to self, just because you have the ingredients for a perfect cake does not mean it will be put together properly or come out good.
May 2, 2018
May 2, 2018 at 2:51 AM UTC
Tried to keep my mind at bay with the things he say
Selling dreams that he didn't want me to awaken from
I always wondered why I couldn't get a peek inside his life, because it turned out to be all lies
I know now why everytime he lied
It's because he always had a alibi
Blaming me for his mistakes, when he was the one that couldn't relate
Couldn't relate because of his past mistakes
Mistakes that he helped make but blames his mate
Now his minds wonders,acussing anything that comes his way
He does not know wether he is coming or going or why his head is always spinning
No help for him now because he is lost, lost in his own web of lies
Dec 28, 2017
Dec 28, 2017 at 12:18 AM UTC
Do you want me to grab at your heart then devour it, because I can
My love for you is just as strong as your love is for me
Just not trying to be lost or vulnerable
Not trying to lose myself again
Sometimes I feel like Im the only healthy rose in the bunch, but does that mean I have to wither away and die also
Or can I stand alone and look down on all that has not prevailed
Aug 11, 2017
Aug 11, 2017 at 11:13 AM UTC
Give it back cause its no longer yours to abuse
Breathe it's all over
New love darkens the doorway
Again running towards a little difference
Its fragile now, how much more will you put it through
If this fails it's your fault
No problem with letting love rest
VACATION FROM HEARTBREAK
Aug 11, 2017
Aug 11, 2017 at 10:53 AM UTC
A breath of fresh air
Eyes wide and alert, gazing
I have awaken, Love Life
Aug 11, 2017
Aug 11, 2017 at 10:47 AM UTC
Am I perceived as this beautiful bombshell that has yet to explode
I have laid dormant for many years but yet you fear to hold
What is it that you fear, death or you being wrong about me
My smile shows you that I am kind and my sweet embrace shows that you are my fate
Lively soul, yes that is I
Life of the party, yes why shall I lie
My enthusiastic nature paints a picture of devastation
But to get to know the power gives the energy to see if there is more to the image being painted
Aug 11, 2017
Aug 11, 2017 at 12:42 AM UTC
It was always funny to you to see me in tears
I tried to express my fears, you made the situation seem weird
I held my hand out asking for help, you slapped it back and said help yourself
You were suppose to be my all, my everything
I thought that was the reason you brought the wedding ring
Time has passed and minds have cleared
I have moved on and found a new reason to cry
And yes it is a new guy and I cry because he makes me feel like everything is going to be alright
Aug 10, 2017
Aug 10, 2017 at 11:33 PM UTC
Either I write to fill a void or avoid how I feel
Me bottling things up have caused me stress, I have become depressed with all this **** weighting down on my chest
Mix emotions about who I am destroys my mind
Why do I have to settle, when I know I was made to shine
Why do my wants and needs make you think I am trying to over exceed
Expressing myself just gets me looked over and me hiding myself makes people think they can just run over....Me
But now I see,I really do see
You just want me to unleash this beast that dwells inside of me
You want these pretty brown eyes to turn blood shot red and watch in fear as blood vessels burst all around my pupils
You want to see this pretty smile turn gruesome and grim
You want to see the limbs of pass lovers stuck between these rugged sharp teeth that protrude from my mouth
You want to hear me gargling their blood and tears and see me consume what they protested as Love,Want, and Desire
Are you sure you want me to unleash this beast that dwells inside me
Aug 10, 2017
Aug 10, 2017 at 7:05 PM UTC