I sit and ponder about everything to be
I wonder how things will turn out
And all of the people I will see
I worry that I'll look back on my life
And see many things that brought me less than glee
I wish that I had all of the answers
To all if the questions in my head
I hold myself to several standards
That I'm not sure I can accomplish
All I want is to be successful without all of the answers
Sep 15, 2016
Sep 15, 2016 at 10:13 PM UTC
I wonder if you still believe the lies he tells you.
I wonder if he’s told you the truth.
I feel sorry for you, you poor dumb girl.
Jul 27, 2016
Jul 27, 2016 at 3:38 PM UTC
Okay, so look, I get your sitch
The girl you love is a total *****
You wonder why she goes away
Even when you ask her to stay
She wants the guy you can never be
But that's okay, just let her flee
She doesn't know how good she had it
When things go every way but perfect
She'll be hopping back to you like a rabbit.
Jul 15, 2016
Jul 15, 2016 at 4:45 AM UTC
I think of you
You know i do
Even though I shouldn't
I just want a kiss
But everything else I'd miss
I just want to touch you
Mar 28, 2016
Mar 28, 2016 at 11:27 AM UTC
You are my other half
You are my closest friend
I hope that I'm with you until the end
I am enjoying my time with you
Please don't let it stop
I don't know what I would do
If I didn't have you
Jan 10, 2016
Jan 10, 2016 at 1:28 AM UTC
Today is the day
I am finally okay.
I've been waiting for this
For a long time now,
And I am overjoyed that it's here.
Oct 5, 2015
Oct 5, 2015 at 1:53 AM UTC
It breaks my heart that you were never mine.
It breaks my heart that you forgot about me so easily.
It breaks my heart to think that I don't cross your mind.
It breaks my heart that I feel the need to cry over you.
You probably have the same opinion of me as everyone else.
You probably think that I am a *****
You probably think that I go with whoever I can get.
You probably think that I have become a disappointment.
We don't talk anymore, but I wish that we did.
You used to know me so well.
I used to tell you everything.
And you always knew what to say to make me feel better.
I want you back.
I want our friendship back.
I wish that whatever made it go away
Never even happened.
Is it my fault?
Did I do something?
Are you angry with me?
Please don't leave me in the dark.
May 8, 2015
May 8, 2015 at 3:40 AM UTC
I don't care for being remembered
I don't care if no one comes to my funeral
Or if no one comes to see me when I'm older
I just want to be the girl that you remember
Twenty years from now
I want to be the girl that you wish you had kept
I want you to not even be able to say my name
I know I'm not going to forget you
It's near impossible
Your name is forever carved
Into my brain
Don't worry
I'm not going to tell my children
Or my grandchildren
About how much I cared about you
Or how much I wish I would've stayed with you
I'm going to tell them to never go near
A man like you
I'm going to make sure that they understand
That you might be the worst thing that has ever happened to me
You hurt me in ways
That I don't even know how to explain
And I'll make **** sure
That I'll never let that happen to anyone
That I truly care about
Dec 17, 2014
Dec 17, 2014 at 9:49 PM UTC
Every time something good happens,
Something else always ruins it.
Dec 10, 2014
Dec 10, 2014 at 1:11 AM UTC
Why am I so conflicted?
This shouldn't be so hard to figure out
It's a yes or no question
Why is it so difficult to decide?
Should I ask my parents
To take me to therapy?
Or should I just keep writing down my feelings
In a book no one will ever see?
I've spent months trying to decide
But I can't make a decision
Will the person really care?
Or just give me a mouthful of ********
It's easy for me to tell strangers my feelings
So why is it so hard for me to go?
Ugh
I need help
But I'm too scared to ask
Dec 2, 2014
Dec 2, 2014 at 1:43 AM UTC