(Verse 1)
Why should I apologize, for the monster I’ve become?
Did anyone apologize, for the one they’ve turned me from?
A hero stands in the light, but every light casts a shadow
In their world, I’m a villain, but I see just how far they'll go.
(Pre-Chorus)
They say a hero’s gotta win every time,
But villains, we only need once to cross the line.
Sacrifice the world for love? Now that's divine,
While heroes let it burn, thinking that’s just fine.
(Chorus)
There’s no good or bad, just the way you see,
One side’s a hero, but the villain is me.
You die a hero, or live long enough to fall,
But in my story, I’m the strongest of them all.
(Verse 2)
If I cannot make them smile, I’ll make them cry instead,
'Cause I was rejected by the world, and now hell is where I tread.
You wanted me to wear this mask, hide your truth so well,
But I’m not just a villain, I’m a story you can’t tell.
(Pre-Chorus)
As kids, we loved the heroes, but now we understand,
The villains aren’t just evil—they were never in command.
A victim’s tale untold, a story pushed aside,
Heroes save the day, but villains survive.
(Chorus)
There’s no good or bad, just the way you see,
One side’s a hero, but the villain is me.
You die a hero, or live long enough to fall,
But in my story, I’m the strongest of them all.
(Bridge)
Everyone has a dark side, but they hide it deep inside,
Villains aren’t born—they’re made when there’s no place to hide.
Violence is a question, and the answer’s always "yes",
In a world that speaks in pain, it’s the only way we confess.
(Outro)
You wanted me to be the villain, to save yourself from view,
But the truth, little one, is that the real monster is you.
Madness like gravity, all it needs is a push,
In this world of broken heroes, it's the villains who rush.
(Final Chorus)
There’s no good or bad, just the way you see,
One side’s a hero, but the villain is me.
You die a hero, or live long enough to fall,
But in my story, I’m the strongest of them all.
Oct 17, 2024
Oct 17, 2024 at 12:06 AM UTC
I'm just a messed-up girl in a messed-up world,
Tryna get by, workin' hard in a
Messed-up job with a messed-up boss,
Prayin' for a raise, just beggin' "please,"
But all I hear is that same ol' "no."
I'm just a messed-up girl in a messed-up world,
Drinkin' my pain till it's all I know,
But it never takes the hurt away,
In this messed-up life, where I'm stuck on replay.
Cops got me clocked at a hundred and two,
Red and blue lights flashin' through,
Now I'm cuffed in the back, DUI,
And my bruised-up face tells no lies.
I'm just a messed-up girl in a messed-up world,
Doped on fire and gasoline,
Prayin' tomorrow might set me free,
But these walls close in endlessly.
Death's knockin', and I’m on my knees,
Beggin' through broken teeth,
"I don’t wanna be this messed-up girl,
Trapped in a messed-up swirl."
Give me a chance, give me a sign,
To follow a light that ain't so blind,
Get away from all the messed-up things,
That held me down and clipped my wings.
I was a messed-up girl in a messed-up world,
But now I fight to break the curse,
I’m a **** fine girl, in a **** fine place,
And I'll live my life, or at least I'll try.
Oct 7, 2024
Oct 7, 2024 at 5:36 PM UTC
Please don't leave me don't let me go
Never want to be alone that's all I know
Can't bear living without you every day
Love it takes two that's what we say
It starts with I and ends with you
All of me loves all of you so true
Your love bright as a burning sun
My heart to you it'll always run
You're like a book I want to read
A song I want to sing indeed
A movie I want to watch on repeat
With you my life is so complete
Every moment we're together feels so right
Holding hands under the moonlight
Whispering secrets only stars can hear
With you my dear there's nothing to fear
Every page in our story filled with love
Every note in our melody soars above
You're my muse my endless inspiration
Together we create our own dedication
You're like a book I want to read
A song I want to sing indeed
A movie I want to watch on repeat
With you my life is so complete
Every page in our story filled with love
Every note in our melody soars above
You're my muse my endless inspiration
Together we create our own dedication
Oct 7, 2024
Oct 7, 2024 at 12:32 AM UTC
The Kalos Region now upheld as fair,
From ancient days an ugly past doth bear.
The woes of War did knock on every door,
Till man nor 'mon could take much more,
Three thousand years ago, upon this shore.
So many lives were lost - both man and 'mon,
It seemed a night that ne'er would bring dawn.
No beauty, no joy in those days of yore,
Only the pain of parting was in store,
For victims of the Ancient Kalos War.
Man's grief brought The End, the land did tear,
Wartime finished in a lightning flare.
'Mons rage brought The End, a furious roar,
Lightning crackled forth to end the war,
Kalos' long pain was then no more.
One man, through it all, lives ever on,
To a 'mon once lost, he's ever drawn.
One man, through it all, lives ever on,
Searching for his heart, long lost and gone.
Sep 24, 2024
Sep 24, 2024 at 3:19 PM UTC
A T.V Turns On
"- In other news, the former Owner of a booming business has recently disappeared under certain unusual circumstances, Kathy?"
"That's right John, Mr. Hart, Age 60, was presumably going home one night, but his wife, Ellen Hart, Age 59, says he never made it back home. Ellen had thought that maybe he went out drinking with a couple of his co-workers and simply forgot to call home and let her know. However, when he didn't return home at his usual time Ellen then called his cellphone, but when he failed to answer she then called the authorities. Arthur Hart, his son, Age 30, was called in by police after being listed as a Prime Suspect but stated that the last time he saw his father was when his father gave him the Hawaiian branch of the family business. Having moved out to Hawaii shortly after the promotion, Arthur says he found himself incredibly busy and hadn't found ample time to visit either of his parents, and several co-workers further verified him having never left Hawaii long enough - or at all - to potentially kidnap or **** his father. The list of Suspects however is surprisingly short, frustrating Authorities and confusing those close to Mr. Hart as to why he even has any. The Son is now set to inherit the whole business, worth just under 5 billion, making him one of the youngest billionaires to exist! Furthermore -"
A T.V Turns Off
A man rises up from a desk, where a name plaque sits innocently, oblivious and unaware of the fact that it can no longer do its job. The man turns towards it, smiles at the plaque, picks it up and - almost as if it was a chore - tosses it into wastebasket beside the desk. The man then turns back around and leaves the formerly busy office, turning towards a firmly and passcode locked door. The man unlocks the door, opens it, walks in, and shuts it firmly behind him. Walking over to the lone freezer sitting almost innocently in the middle of the room, the man smiles yet again as he opens it with an air of laziness, now grinning wide as he speaks to the blue lipped, wide eyed, gentleman inside -
- The plaque is still unaware as it is lifted up and placed back upon the desk, it seems to proudly display its engraved name as it shines in the light -
"Hello Father"
- Sr. Hart
Sep 24, 2024
Sep 24, 2024 at 3:04 PM UTC
I wanna break free wanna talk
But these chains bind me wont let me walk
With death in hand a reason to protect
I'll endure through hail and rain
I won't falter I'm not frail
Walk through fire and the pain
All I've faced before now pale
Stand tall I'll break the chain
Hooks in my skin nails in bones
I suffer for the ones I love
Rich look down from their high thrones
But I rise above I rise above
Through the fire through the storm
I'll keep marching keep me warm
With every battle I'll transform
Stronger now than when I was born
Though they laugh and though they sneer
I won't bow down won't feel fear
For the ones I hold so dear
In the dark I'll be their seer
Hooks in my skin nails in bones
I suffer for the ones I love
Rich look down from their high thrones
But I rise above I rise above
Sep 3, 2024
Sep 3, 2024 at 6:03 PM UTC
Green with Envy,
Red With Heart,
Blue With Passion,
My Love To Start.
Sep 2, 2024
Sep 2, 2024 at 12:16 AM UTC
i'm just a fked up gal in a fked up world,
just tryin to get by everyday workin a,
fked up job,
with a fked up boss,
prayin on her knees for a raise,
beggin, 'please please please'
with her fked up boss sayin
'no no no-no-no-oooh~'
i'm just a fked up gal in a fked up world,
tryin to get by everyday livin in a,
fked up society with a fked up sobriety
drinkin away my pain till it's gone,
but boy that aint never enough~
the coppers got me clocked at 102,
racing those lines till i'm seeing,
nuthin but the flashin of the red n the blue,
got me goin on a dui,
cuffed in the back of a cruiser,
while i'm still black in my eye,
i'm just a,
fked up gal,
in a fked up world,
livin live in my stripes,
starin out them bars,
tellin myself every fked up lie,
just to get through another fked up day,
wearin my black and my whites,
eatin my fked up way,
to an early fked up grave,
the guards have got me,
hooked on that fked up ice,
snitchin on the rats,
watchin my every fked up move,
makin sure they aint commin after me,
with fked up shanks and fked up bats,
i'm just a fked up gal in a fked up world,
livin her life doped on fire and gasoline,
prayin the next fked up day,
the fked up inmates with their fked up ways,
takes her fked up life away,
death has got me,
on my knees beggin through my fked up teeth,
hearin my every fked up plea,
'i dont wanna be that fked up gal livin in this fked up world',
smilin away while i'm livin through this fked up hell,
rottin away in that fked up cell,
gimme a chance, gimme a sign, i'll do anything,
(anything),
to see your fked up light,
follow that fked up path,
get away from all the fked up things i did,
just to make another fked up dime,
i was a fked up gal,
livin in a fked up world,
but now i'm not a sinner,
now i'm not a saint,
not that ***** no more,
drinkin my hell away,
fk that **** cuz no more i aint,
i was a,
fked up gal,
in a fked up world,
livin a fked up lie,
but now imma
**** fine gal,
in a **** fine world,
and **** my life,
if i aint livin my best
then i'll sure as **** try.
Jan 26, 2024
Jan 26, 2024 at 12:24 AM UTC
This isn't a poem, I wish it where but I've honestly lost inspiration at this point, hard to keep going when the whole world drags you down you know?
...
I'm not here to talk about that though, just here to give an update on where I've been and how things are currently going.
...
The truth is..not very well.
I wish it where different, truly, but sadly I've had family members pass in the time I've been absent.
Lost my last living Grandmother a couple years back, Grandpa (her husband) hasn't taken the loss well.
Just this past few months we lost 2 if our beloved pets.
One was Guinness, our fluffiest boy, a German Shepherd Mix we've had since he was 6 months old.
The other, just a couple weeks ago...was Sam. He had Cancer and we knew he did, we where doing all we could for him, but one fateful trip to the vet and we learned he had a huge mass in his stomach. Should it rupture....he would have...well it would be fatal and we didn't want him to suffer.
No dog should be forced to go through unimaginable pain like that.
So...we laid him to rest.
My Mom was right there by his side (all doggos are family doggos so yes my parents where there) as his eyes shut for the final time.
Both are currently in our home as we agreed not to bury them.
Not yet at least.
Mom wants to mix the dogs ashes with hers when she's laid to rest so she can take her boys to heaven with her.
I agreed, of course.
As for right now? I'm living life to the best of my abilities. I have a home, a roof over my head, warm bed at night, and 2-3 meals a day (depending on my hunger of course)
But....yeah, so I'm here, I'm alive, just been going through stuff and life one day at a time.
Sorry for the long absence but I don't know if I'll ever post a poem again.
If I'm ever re-inspired and make one I'll definetly be back!
Maybe I'll wrack my brain and make one just as an apology of sorts.
Who knows?
I hope everyone continues to have an amazing day/week/month/year, and I'll try my best to do the same, hope to be back soon, but...no promises...and again, sorry for the silence.
May 24, 2023
May 24, 2023 at 3:27 AM UTC
A Lonesome Cry fill the night,
A lone girl sat alone filled with nothing but fright,
Her mind running from a monster only she could know,
No matter how fast she ran she felt so slow.
This thing that never Slept,
This thing that never Eats,
It haunts her during the day,
She's tried everything to make it go away.
Nothing slows this Creature down,
Dragging her into the dark where she feels like she's going to drown.
This being she knows all too well,
Ever since that day...ever since she fell.
This miserable thing that fills her with Self Loathing, and Hate,
She can do nothing against - nothing but wait.
It's name is known to many as an illness,
But the name it's called wasn't born from silliness...
After all:
Depression is no joke
Jan 13, 2020
Jan 13, 2020 at 10:56 PM UTC