I found a piece of paper
Torn from a small notebook
I sat on my bed
Surrounded by boxes full of the life I had here
Ready to begin the next chapter 2000 miles away
I thought about our story
I never thought it would be anyone but you
Apr 26, 2025
Apr 26, 2025 at 1:06 AM UTC
we both hurt each other
but you moved on
and im still alone
i struggle every day with the damage I was left with
i punish myself, for what I did
by keeping everyone at arms length
refusing to let anyone in
refusing to develop connections
we fell apart
and it feels like I still haven’t fully put myself back together
i don’t even know how to
you picked up the pieces and kept going
you met someone new
and then again, someone new
you made it look effortless
i thought maybe I was being punished
for the way I treated you
this is just what I deserved
but we both hurt each other
so why is this so easy for you
it’s impossible for me
i’ve met so many people
they come and they go
but, in the end, i get hurt
and that’s just how it goes
you took my pain, and now the world is handing it back to me
Feb 20, 2023
Feb 20, 2023 at 10:29 PM UTC
You met someone new
And I wondered why it was so easy for you
But every time I tried to move on
I got imposter syndrome
Or I met someone who in the end, hurt me
My heart was breaking,
Alittle more each time I tried to take a step
toward moving on
But then, you unfollowed me
And I thought maybe
You’re having a hard time too.
Oct 9, 2022
Oct 9, 2022 at 8:13 PM UTC
We become
the strongest version of ourselves
when we think we’re not going to make it
through another day,
and we do.
Aug 29, 2022
Aug 29, 2022 at 2:12 PM UTC
You’re stronger than you think you are
You’ve gotten through every difficult day in your entire life up to this very second,
this is just another difficult day you’re going to get through
So every time you want to give up
Every time you want to break down
Every time you want to give into the pressures of life
Let the strength that got you here, carry you through the rest of today
Because tomorrow is a new day
And you will wake up, with new strength to get you through your next bad day, whenever that is
I promise, everything happens for a reason.
Someday, this is all going to make sense.
The pain and the hurt
You feel alone but there’s a reason why it doesn’t work out with anyone else.
Aug 23, 2022
Aug 23, 2022 at 9:49 PM UTC
Two heartbeats,
together,
they sync,
apparently.
And I wonder if that ever goes away, or if you just share the same heartbeat with everyone you’ve ever loved.
Our hearts still beat, but are they the same
after all this goodbye
May 29, 2020
May 29, 2020 at 11:46 PM UTC
I kissed someone else
And it didn’t feel wrong.
Is this what healing feels like
Falling back in love with yourself
Jan 27, 2020
Jan 27, 2020 at 11:07 PM UTC
The first year is the hardest they say,
Just get through the first year.
Give yourself the first year to miss them.
The first year I’ve found
Is spent doing a lot of things alone.
Relearning how to do things... alone
Like how to walk through the front door on thanksgiving without you.
The first year you have to learn to be you again.
Nov 27, 2018
Nov 27, 2018 at 10:56 PM UTC
In all the ways you said she was beautiful
those parts of me caught fire
and it burned
until it nearly burnt the pain away
and you lit the match
May 21, 2018
May 21, 2018 at 9:19 PM UTC