I hate you for for your b r o k e n parts
For they fit so well for mine
I hate that laugh you made
As if the Amazon
Called out to humanity
To behold her beautiful sounds
I hate the way you looked at me
When you smiled
It felt as if I drown in a lake
And in between life and death
The surreal sight at the night sky
Calmed me so I didnt fight
I hate those beautiful gray eyes
They brought color to the gray world of mines
A world full with sadness and hopelessness
I hate your short red hair
For its as God gave you the eternal grace of his fire.
I don't hate you. I love you. In fact I hate myself because I can never be there for you. I can never be the one that be what you need me to be. I can never tell you how I really feel and I hate that about myself the most.
Oct 10, 2017
Oct 10, 2017 at 9:18 AM UTC
Poison comes in many shapes and sizes.
From the deep red berries of nightshade
To the bright green of Scheele's green.
Its been used by us to **** and to heal.
But there's one poison that more painful than all.
Choosing to **** you slowly.
This is the poison of a broken heart.
It eats away at you of what you could have been.
Never truly leaving
Always lingering.
Sep 8, 2017
Sep 8, 2017 at 4:23 PM UTC
Im in love with the idea of what we would have been
I'm living in the past.
A time loop that doesn't end or begin.
Stuck with these feelings
That just wont leave.
Should have keep the walls up
To keep you out
I should keep my armor on.
For your silver tongue pierced my skin.
Leaving a pink mist behind.
Of where my heart use to be.
Now I'm left picking up the pieces
As a faceless soldiers in Omaha Beach.
Sep 3, 2017
Sep 3, 2017 at 12:56 PM UTC
It's the middle of summer,
Yet it's so cold.
As the sun rises,
My vision blures to blackness.
As She carves the heart out my chest.
It feels as if I was like the rest.
So heavy and dark,
Its as She holds a beating piece of obsidian.
Now shrivel and weak
And how it looks so bleak.
So my heart grew cold
And I gave Her what's left
Because I loved with all I had
But it wasn't enough.
Sep 1, 2017
Sep 1, 2017 at 9:07 AM UTC
I feel it tingle
from my heart to my shoulder
Of the man I was once.
With my heart so full hope and love.
So big it could fit the world in it.
I feel it tingle
Now its going through my biceps
And I'm on my phone looking at old pictures.
And how it fills me with sadness
Of what I could have been.
Oh how much I hate this tingle
As it starts to burn thought my forearm.
As tears start to swell in my eyes when I see how well everyone moved on.
How my heart have shrunk that I feel it starting to collapse in on itself.
Like a star at its days.
Make it stop oh please make the tingle stop.
As it hits my palm and the back of my hand.
As I become a mess. I am less and less a man overcome with these emotions because I haven't moved on but how can I.
Finally it reaches my fingers and how the tingles gathers at the tip ready to explode outwards. With it the end.
Oh how I want this tingle to end. I'm ready to free myself from this curse but once again the tingle returns to it's nest in my heart to eat away at what's left.
Aug 31, 2017
Aug 31, 2017 at 11:52 PM UTC
I hate lending things out.
Like my heart.
They never return it
Aug 31, 2017
Aug 31, 2017 at 11:41 PM UTC
All I want to do is talk
About your day,
Hear about the dress you bought and
Other things than should mean nothing
But once that you start
It's like the work of Shakespeare,
Just listen and see your beautiful smile
See those perfect eyes.
All I want to do is walk
And hold your hand,
Feel your warmth during the cold November days,
Feel your skin against mine.
All I want us to make you feel
Like the only one that truly matters.
Make you feel like you belong
Make it known that your not broken.
I know you been hurt before but
I'm willing to change myself for you.
But when I try to get to you I don't even get a respond.
When you don't think I'm looking I see you with someone else. But all I still want to do is talk.
Nov 15, 2015
Nov 15, 2015 at 9:17 PM UTC
HE Who gave you nothing
But false words and
A silver tongue down your throat.
I gave you my life and all.
Your nightmares I fought
With you till the last demon was defeated.
As I retreated
To tend my wounds.
I seen your shadow from behind.
With the knife high in the sky.
My life flashes in front of my eyes.
I see when we first met,
You were short and shy.
But HE corrupted you.
My body turning blue
From the lack of blood.
As I asked why and apologized.
But I was just the sacrifice.
Once the deed was done
It was done
He left you.
For another because he didn't care about your love
Feb 3, 2015
Feb 3, 2015 at 10:12 PM UTC
I'm fixing the stiches
Left from the arrows
From a long time.
Now you came back
Filled my heart full of hope.
Not knowing you just came back
To test out new weapons.
As we stood on a cliff,
You pulled the G36C.
Hitting my soul with hollow point rounds
As my body fell off the cliff
And into the abyss.
I apologize for want more.
Feb 2, 2015
Feb 2, 2015 at 9:06 AM UTC
Because money is a problem for me
it isn't easy coming like these dudes with drinks.
Partying every night while I'm struggling.
Sleeping, counting how much I have left and wondering
Is it enough for me
If there's a emergency
Or will the doctors turn me away because I didn't bring the bread with me.
So I do what I have to
to stay above water.
Because life is a sinking titanic
I'm in the water and its make it harder
there's only one door which is pragmatic.
Who's to say you will survive.
Dec 12, 2014
Dec 12, 2014 at 7:42 AM UTC