Backround noise,
suppressed, forgotten for the most part.
Pushed aside with life
its events,
its systematic struggles,
when brought to memory
its drowned out again.
Like a Faint noise
or a Memory you can't quite grasp.
a Small thing
Large impact.
It's 12 pm
a dark room stares back at you.
Everyone's asleep
Your eyes can't close,
a feeling once so dull
now becomes consuming.
Making every inhale-
feel like drowning-
being smothered.
In something you chose to ignore
something you tried to erase...
pushing something away,
only Moves it
it will never Destroy it.
Now that Dull Ache,
the one you ignored.
for so many years,
is All you feel
All you are.
it cannot be repressed forever.
Stop Running Away.
Mar 31
Mar 31, 2026 at 5:02 PM UTC
Love,
something everyone is infatuated with.
The rhythmic beat of a heart,
warm touching of a hands
small moments shared between two
curves of warm smiles-
warmly lit flowers every month,
Vases are never empty.
Houses, always full.
Of joy, of laughter.
Soft flickering of a candle
one lit at dinner.
the faint scent of perfume.
Shimmering pictures of you and i,
waiting for One another,
walking with One another.
Gentle kisses on the forehead,
longing gazes that speak-
sometimes more than words ever could.
"I Love you".
Being as new and fresh as dew,
beautiful, pure Love
Love experienced by me and you.
Feb 6
Feb 6, 2026 at 10:27 AM UTC
"You can tell me everything".
Your vision would shift,
I would no longer be me
my character would be changed.
unshifting judgement would cloud you
I wouldn't be able to hide anymore.
I should tell you everything.
fear overcrowds me..
shadows my mind,
controls my every action.
I want to stay as me
I also yearn to be free.
I could tell you everything.
I cant corrupt you.
bring you down to my level-
Your purity rests in my hands,
exposure isn't needed for you.
I would tell you everything.
words get stuck-
building an unwavering blockage.
you and me aren't the same
so you'll, never know
Maybe it's better that way.
Jan 23
Jan 23, 2026 at 6:19 AM UTC
Simple words cut deep,
Deeper than any blade.
Deeper than any graze.
each syllable leaves marks
tiny scratches
slowly leaking red ink-
Staining everything around me
tinting it with My pain.
My solitude
"Think before you speak".
clearly some don't think at all
impact goes a long way,
until the impact of what You said
what You did
comes rushing back.
Apologies don't erase actions
We will never be the same
the same us from before...
When those words were spoken
worlds collapsed
alongside our relationship,
leaving visible marks
cracks, dents
all over Me.
Simple words cut deep
deeper than any blade.
You made your bed
now You can lie in it.
Jan 17
Jan 17, 2026 at 2:20 PM UTC
Nothing is really owned,
taken or stolen.
Any I've ever had,
was never really mine.
You can't take it,
nor can keep
yours or mine
or nobodies-
We Will never know
We Will never understand.
Jan 16
Jan 16, 2026 at 9:59 AM UTC
I crave love,
the closer You are
the more it hurts-
If I submerge my soul
into yours.
When you Leave
I'll drown,
I'll stay in one place.
unable to function,
ill be consumed.
Jan 12
Jan 12, 2026 at 7:07 AM UTC
Linking of pinkies,
My word for Yours
linking Us,
intertwining our words.
You sealed Your fate.
Your words,Your lies-
promises fade,
but not between You and I.
i don't recognise your face,
features blurred into one.
A new person,
one I'll never know.
nor do i wish too.
I don't remember why
clearly your vision isn't the same,
something's clouding You.
once linked
now divided.
It's not my Fault.
It's yours.
You promised.
Jan 7
Jan 7, 2026 at 9:08 AM UTC
One. Day. Away.
Clock chimes twelve,
The Day has arrived
pristine presents under the tree.
A magical day for You
not Me.
since my youth left,
so did the joy of today.
the Tree feels empty...
like My spirit
lights flicker
no longer a beauty
but a signal.
family gathers
it's not the same.
every year i swear it'll change
i'm starting to wonder if it ever does.
Dec 24, 2025
Dec 24, 2025 at 9:16 AM UTC
Bitter lies,
roll of Your tongue
like oxygen to a flame.
You keep feeding me
yearning to keep Me Lit-
my fire will burn out one day,
leaving, the faded scent of smoke
A whisper.....
A whisper of You and I
You feed me
One day ill Starve.
Dec 18, 2025
Dec 18, 2025 at 7:01 AM UTC
no two souls meet by accident,
this was always supposed to happen.
We are supposed to be
Me and You
You and Me.
souls interlocked...
paths intertwined..
separate roads all lead to one.
we had a different journey
but ultimately we met
at the Same Street
the Same time.
We took the same steps
and i'm so glad you made it.
Dec 17, 2025
Dec 17, 2025 at 6:19 AM UTC