When I am worried
When I feel the world crumbling around me
MY world crumbling
I know you’re there
I know you're cheering me on because
Y O U K N O W
You know my sitting down
And my rising up
You know what I can and can’t do
And you give me what you know I can’t do without you
Without being close to you
Without
Y O U R
Will
And not mine
Done.
I’m coming home
After being so far
For too long.
I was f ff f ffff ff f
fff f ff
fff fff
aaa
aa a aaa
lll l ll
eeennnnn
fallen
Now
I
Am
Found
May 3
May 3, 2026 at 4:09 AM UTC
Don’t say love
Don’t say words you don’t mean
Don’t get my hopes up
Love?
Love is sacred
Love is powerful
Love isn’t what we have
We both know you only tolerate me
Love isn’t this
This isn’t love.
May 3
May 3, 2026 at 3:59 AM UTC
I tire of the same path
The one I know
This time I’ll take a different one
I know it will be hard
But each of my steps is a whisper of faith
Even if I can’t see where it leads
Apr 5
Apr 5, 2026 at 5:26 AM UTC
I never thought I’d be the same again
And maybe I won’t
But maybe my heart
Is learning to bloom again
In the soil of my old pain
Apr 5
Apr 5, 2026 at 5:24 AM UTC
If yes is no
And once is never
How many sides does a triangle have?
Apr 1
Apr 1, 2026 at 2:46 AM UTC
What do you see when you look at me?
A lover?
A fighter?
An extra?
When you see me do you think about it?
About what I wore?
About the way I smiled?
The way I was staring so painfully obviously?
Is ‘just friends’ a stage?
Or is it really what we are?
I’d think you feel the same but you wouldn’t
That’s not you
Platonic
‘Just a friend’
You
Mar 30
Mar 30, 2026 at 12:02 PM UTC
I’m a hopeless romantic
One who falls in love with anything and everything
The good the bad…
To the point where I romanticized the dark
Men wearing masks
All for the idea that there’s something terrifying
But its not there to hurt me
Then i fall for the sweetest boys
And wonder what do i even want
I wonder who i am
Am i me or have i been trying to be someone else so hard
That not even i know the difference
Now all i know is…
I wanna F
F
F
A
A
A
L
L
L
LLL LLL L LLL L LLLL
L LLLL L LL LL L LLL
In love
But nobody wants to fall with me?
I don't know any more?
Do i?
Jan 5
Jan 5, 2026 at 12:29 PM UTC
Lonely
Is that what I’m feeling?
Like my heart is heavier then my chest can carry
And my soul suffers the weight
It’s like I’m hollow inside
Like the great unknown shoveled my chest
‘Till all that remained was a shell
Like all the what if’s spear through me
Im thinking too much again
I can’t stop it
I can’t shut it off
Everyone I love says they love me?
But I’m not even sure of it anymore
Every
Time
I
Think
We’re
Close
Turns out…
We’re as F A R
As can be
Maybe
Love was never meant for me?
Jan 3
Jan 3, 2026 at 2:53 PM UTC
It’s been awhile
I’m better then before
I’m not the best but hey
Aren’t
We
All
Trying
?
Ive stopped that bad thing
The thing that made me hate myself
And everyone around me
But now
I’m still hollow
I still walk around feeling emptiness where my chest should be
I want to panic
I want to feel all the bad feelings
I need anything other then nothing
Give me something*
Nov 14, 2025
Nov 14, 2025 at 2:02 PM UTC
I knew it wouldn’t last
Yet still I hoped with a heart of glass
Nov 14, 2025
Nov 14, 2025 at 1:46 PM UTC