BoggotheBogg - Hello Poetry

For now My eyes are red and my shirt is soaked with tears And one day It’ll be the opposite

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Oct 27, 2025

Oct 27, 2025 at 4:33 PM UTC

For now My eyes are red and my shirt is soaked with tears And one day It’ll be the opposite

Sometimes I become mad Because I always lose I lose hope I lose faith I lose battles and arguments Against everyone and myself I gain a lot sometimes I gain sadness I gain weight I gain all things I’ve been running from Only when I stop running and cry And I don’t feel like they understand I don’t think they realize the struggles I’ve gone through That I would never tell them because I always lose I always lose my fights I’m always the devil I feel things Maybe sometimes people don’t realize that? Because my emotions are too complex And my mouth too slow And my mind too fast So nothing gets across Unless you sit me down and let me speak Because I’m not patient I’m sorry about that But I need patience I’ve only told two people And those were the two people who were willing to let me speak To not say a word To not try to defend themselves or blame me And sometimes I **** it up Actually All the time Because I never seem to come out of a fight feeling better I come out feeling bruised And I wish they would show So they would be able to know how much they hurt me And I cry and cry and cry And I don’t know why Because I want to stop the pain But I wish I knew how Because in reality I don’t want a solution I just want peace And I want to be able to sleep at night And I wish they would listen Listen to the pain and the cracks breaking through my heart I wish they would hear my cries for help And care to stay silent so they could listen to my words rather than talk over them And other times I just wish my body would act differently I wish all the pain would show I really really wish the pain would show Because then they would know what they’ve done to me I wish the starvation would show I wish the bruises would form I wish the scars were visible I wish the pain was there But it is It’s behind that smile Because beauty is pain And beauty is a shield That’s why everyone wants it Behind the smile and the pretty eyes are a lot of trauma I stay up at night not from insomnia but because I can’t stop the thoughts I never tell anyone because it’s never helped me I don't tell them because I don’t want the feeling of being a burden I don’t want to cause more pain than what I’ve caused to myself But I don’t know how to show them that I’m hurt Because I lost it I’ve lost a lot of things I’ve used to be And I’m still losing… If only they’d stay silent

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Oct 27, 2025

Oct 27, 2025 at 4:31 PM UTC

I'm losing

Sometimes I become mad Because I always lose I lose hope I lose faith I lose battles and arguments Against everyone and myself I gain a lot sometimes I gain sadness I gain weight I gain all things I’ve been running from Only when I stop running and cry And I don’t feel like they understand I don’t think they realize the struggles I’ve gone through That I would never tell them because I always lose I always lose my fights I’m always the devil I feel things Maybe sometimes people don’t realize that? Because my emotions are too complex And my mouth too slow And my mind too fast So nothing gets across Unless you sit me down and let me speak Because I’m not patient I’m sorry about that But I need patience I’ve only told two people And those were the two people who were willing to let me speak To not say a word To not try to defend themselves or blame me And sometimes I **** it up Actually All the time Because I never seem to come out of a fight feeling better I come out feeling bruised And I wish they would show So they would be able to know how much they hurt me And I cry and cry and cry And I don’t know why Because I want to stop the pain But I wish I knew how Because in reality I don’t want a solution I just want peace And I want to be able to sleep at night And I wish they would listen Listen to the pain and the cracks breaking through my heart I wish they would hear my cries for help And care to stay silent so they could listen to my words rather than talk over them And other times I just wish my body would act differently I wish all the pain would show I really really wish the pain would show Because then they would know what they’ve done to me I wish the starvation would show I wish the bruises would form I wish the scars were visible I wish the pain was there But it is It’s behind that smile Because beauty is pain And beauty is a shield That’s why everyone wants it Behind the smile and the pretty eyes are a lot of trauma I stay up at night not from insomnia but because I can’t stop the thoughts I never tell anyone because it’s never helped me I don't tell them because I don’t want the feeling of being a burden I don’t want to cause more pain than what I’ve caused to myself But I don’t know how to show them that I’m hurt Because I lost it I’ve lost a lot of things I’ve used to be And I’m still losing… If only they’d stay silent

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I find there’s nothing more lovely Then the trees in early may, The ways the wind forms words And hearing what the birds want to say And we are not without feeling I’m sure nature can say the same The sadness of the fallen leaves And the pride of a sunflower’s mane For the lake will cry with you The leaves will dance to your song I save writing for the grass And mellow heartbreak for the pond The forests let you feel alive The hills gift you a chance to play The sky puts on all its best shows While the flowers hear what you have to say And life gifts you with nature I hope it stays this way But one day, no flowers will bloom And there will be no feelings that day

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Oct 27, 2025

Oct 27, 2025 at 4:24 PM UTC

Feelings

I find there’s nothing more lovely Then the trees in early may, The ways the wind forms words And hearing what the birds want to say And we are not without feeling I’m sure nature can say the same The sadness of the fallen leaves And the pride of a sunflower’s mane For the lake will cry with you The leaves will dance to your song I save writing for the grass And mellow heartbreak for the pond The forests let you feel alive The hills gift you a chance to play The sky puts on all its best shows While the flowers hear what you have to say And life gifts you with nature I hope it stays this way But one day, no flowers will bloom And there will be no feelings that day

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Why did you leave? I could’ve sworn you were right here But no, you vanished with the sun Though during the middle of the night Where did you go? You don’t talk anymore Do you not have time? Or does time not have you to mourn? When did you go? You were always there I don’t even remember the last I saw you But your presence has faded How did you leave? You promised and promised You said “I love you” each and every time Until you couldn’t form the words Are you coming back? I miss you more than words can explain I can’t live without you I thought you meant the same When are you coming back? I feel hopeless to assume I need you and your hugs My life has holes now that you’re gone Please come back Please don’t go Please don’t leave me I can’t continue alone Please return Please fix the missing parts of us Please give me hugs again I miss every part of your touch Please never leave again My soul can’t take it Please just come to me And pull up a chair and sit Just stay there and listen Just don’t leave or sway Just be with me I can’t lose you today.

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Oct 27, 2025

Oct 27, 2025 at 4:22 PM UTC

Why did you leave?

Why did you leave? I could’ve sworn you were right here But no, you vanished with the sun Though during the middle of the night Where did you go? You don’t talk anymore Do you not have time? Or does time not have you to mourn? When did you go? You were always there I don’t even remember the last I saw you But your presence has faded How did you leave? You promised and promised You said “I love you” each and every time Until you couldn’t form the words Are you coming back? I miss you more than words can explain I can’t live without you I thought you meant the same When are you coming back? I feel hopeless to assume I need you and your hugs My life has holes now that you’re gone Please come back Please don’t go Please don’t leave me I can’t continue alone Please return Please fix the missing parts of us Please give me hugs again I miss every part of your touch Please never leave again My soul can’t take it Please just come to me And pull up a chair and sit Just stay there and listen Just don’t leave or sway Just be with me I can’t lose you today.

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And there lay the book’s ripped pages Now stained blood-red Jingles and rivers of thoughts Fills my busy head I throw my words, But they sink and fall like a rock And through everythig, They continued to mock “I’m sure you got a hundred, You’ll be fine” When all I really got was a 99 Yet I knew that was enough And apparently others thought that too But it wasn’t enough Too show how smart I was as proof Because in reality, My mind is never still Through the thoughts of worries and stories Continuous headaches Solved with anything but advil The feeling of defeat Is a daily routine for me As nothing makes me feel better The comfort The Marks They all hurt me.

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Oct 27, 2025

Oct 27, 2025 at 4:21 PM UTC

Marks

And there lay the book’s ripped pages Now stained blood-red Jingles and rivers of thoughts Fills my busy head I throw my words, But they sink and fall like a rock And through everythig, They continued to mock “I’m sure you got a hundred, You’ll be fine” When all I really got was a 99 Yet I knew that was enough And apparently others thought that too But it wasn’t enough Too show how smart I was as proof Because in reality, My mind is never still Through the thoughts of worries and stories Continuous headaches Solved with anything but advil The feeling of defeat Is a daily routine for me As nothing makes me feel better The comfort The Marks They all hurt me.

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