I wish I could be happy
Standing with a smile on my face
Partner's arm around my waist
But that's just not the case
I wish I could be happy
In the present with the future on it's way
But I still cried looking back on the past today
I wish I could be happy
I promise that I try
But when my heart breaks
I find it hard to lie
About who I truly am inside
I wish I could be happy
And not falling apart
But even now I still
Have a broken heart
4d ago
May 29, 2026 at 11:37 PM UTC
For a poet,
When it comes to you I seem to lose
All ability to write eloquently
You leave me heart eyed
Tongue tied
A cheeseball disaster
With my head in outer space
Dreaming about a day we'll live
Side by side, your hand in mine
Out of bad situations
Knowing all really WILL be fine
A life of safety
Of happiness
Of whatever comes after all of this
Though, when I try to say this to your face
Or even over a simple text
I become all heart eyes
Tongue tied
A cheeseball disaster
But I'd rather be cheesy than see that smile leave your face
I'd rather be tongue tied and by your side
Than wondering what we could've become
So, for a poet, I suppose I am well enough off
For now instead of darkness,
I can write of love
May 18
May 18, 2026 at 12:31 AM UTC
My bones
Breaking under my skin
My skin
Stretching too thin
My muscles
Bunching
Pulling
Stretching
Wearing out
I am without
Any reason
To explain my body's weakness
Sitting here with my...
My bones
Breaking under my skin
My skin
Stretching too thin
My muscles
Bunching
Pulling
Stretching
Wearing out
Tell me doctor who says I'm fine
Why do I hurt all the time
Tell me doctor who says I'm fine
What's wrong with this body of mine
Why are...
My bones
Breaking under my skin
My skin
Stretching too thin
My muscles
Bunching
Pulling
Stretching
Wearing out
And now my breath grows thin
I could blow away in a gust of wind
With my
Bones breaking
Skin stretching
Muscles wearing out
Vision blurring
Hearing faling
Circulation falling
Heart racing
Falling apart
Its all in my head
Its all in my heart
That's what they say
As my blood runs cold
As my bones start to fold
As my life falls to an end
As it all starts again
My bones
Breaking under my skin
My skin
Stretching too thin
My muscles
Bunching
Pulling
Stretching
Wearing out
And I'm still
Without reason
May 8
May 8, 2026 at 11:58 AM UTC
Broke all my rules
The moment I saw you
Spoke of my love
Without a thought
Had dreams that would
Carry you with me
A future we can see
How long will this last?
How happy will we be?
You already said
You could marry me
Had our first date
Planned a second
Only days apart
Could never forget it
We could tie the knot
Could be forever
I see a place in my future
Waiting in the shape of you
You want what I want
Your promises ring true
Cant believe I could've met
Someone like you
May 8
May 8, 2026 at 11:42 AM UTC
As we've all heard at least once in a day
Told to us in many rhymes in many ways
Roses are red, violets are blue
I look to my future and I see you
Your eyes show me a new sky
Your voice brings air to my lungs
Your kindness is sweeter than any candy
I wish to surround you with all my love
Id like to see you before I sleep
I imagine you before I wake
And for you, id do whatever it may take
I would write you a love song
Possibly sing it off key
I would show you a garden
Just to keep your warmth with me
I would make me your home
If that is what you like
I could see a forever, me with you
For life
May 7
May 7, 2026 at 1:52 PM UTC
Sometimes I'm tired of the voices in my head
Sitting up not knowing who I am in my own bed
Sometimes I'm tired of the voices in my head
Blanks in memory, texts I'd never send
Sometimes I'm tired of the voices in my head
Fighting over sentences I never said
Sometimes I'm tired of the voices in my head
Wake up in pain, limbs made of lead
Sometimes I'm tired of the voices in my head
Heart beating out of my chest
Cant get any rest
Feeling trapped beneath my breast
Sometimes I'm tired of the voices in my head
Soul put to the test
I feel like a guest in my own skin
Sometimes I'm tired
Tired of the voices
In my head
May 4
May 4, 2026 at 1:41 PM UTC
I have callouses on hands that's used to be soft
Tanned in places that used to be pale
Muscles forming in a body that used to be frail
Polish on nails I used to tear
Soft phrases in a mouth that likes to swear
Staring at a wall like there's someone there
Remembering back when I thought life was fair
My life keeps changing as I ascend the stairs
Moving on in life all on my own
Skeletons in my closet
Hiding in my home
Sometimes I feel
Alone
May 1
May 1, 2026 at 12:31 AM UTC
Anxiety, anxiety
Monsters in my closet
They're finding me
Please hide me
Anxiety, anxiety
Skin under my nails
Red marks, pale flesh
Trying to run
But there's nothing left
No wind in my sails
Not on any pills
Driven by my
Anxiety, anxiety
May 1
May 1, 2026 at 12:24 AM UTC
Perfect
Thats right I remember
Someone called me perfect
With their hand in my hair
I know they used to care
Perfect
Someone called me perfect
I remember
I was there
It happened
I swear
Perfect
They called me perfect
And said to never change
But that was in March
And in April, they left
Perfect
They called me perfect
Before they fled
Before they left me on read
Before I lost the one person who...
Made me human
Made me happy
Made me feel
Perfect
Apr 30
Apr 30, 2026 at 9:52 PM UTC
Always live to your fullest
Tomorrow you may die
Always smile
Never cry
Always wonder
Never ask why
Keep your head in the clouds
But refuse to fly
Laugh, dont sigh
If the truth hurts
Just lie
Look up at the sky
So many questions unasked
So many assignments left untasked
Heaven's understaffed
Won't last
Apr 24
Apr 24, 2026 at 11:59 AM UTC