Do you think of me when you look at the moon
When you marvel at it's fullness and beauty,
Do you feel my absence?
Is my memory etched into your soul like you promised it would be?
For eternity?
Jan 24, 2024
Jan 24, 2024 at 1:18 PM UTC
Man it's been too long
I hope you made it into heaven
I gotta say though, that was a ****** thing you did leaving
I missed your funeral, I'm sorry i couldn't say goodbye
I mean i was there but i was too young to fathom the concept of death
How do you tell an 8 year old that you'll never see your father again
You put your wife in a really tough spot bruh!!
I know it dying wasn't on you but **** man!!
I was mad for a while but I understand
There's no rest like resting in the Lord
Wish i could tell you about this world you left me in
Your little girl is ok
Since i never got to, here is your ulogy man
Hey dad, your lil girl ain't so little anymore
I miss you, we all know little girls need their father
I gotta ask you, how'd you think this was gona play out
I needed you but not in ways you might think
You married you a superwoman man, that woman is resourceful
The only thing i lacked were memories of you
Your baby is all grown man, your wife did a banging job!!
I know i said dear dad but really, this is an appreciation for your wife
I miss you but she made sure i never missed the values you would have instilled
You married you a superwoman man, that woman is strong
She slipped into that dual role like she was born for it
I guess what I'm trying to say is
Out of all the gifts you could have ever given me, mum was the perfect gift
Hey dad, thank you for your choice of a wife
She's the greatest mother i could have ever asked for!
In the mean time, explore all the pretty places in heaven
You'll show me around
Nov 24, 2023
Nov 24, 2023 at 12:50 AM UTC
Your voice etches deep into my core
Caressing it with winter’s edifice of ice
It finds home in my heart
My heart beats to the rhythm of your sound now
A monologue amongst dialogues
Sound proves to be an analogue of unheard,
Sound is impervious
Yet you spoke a language of love like you know what it means
In a world of love, what is knowledge?
Do you know what you know?
Could reality be just a fragment of imagination?
I can feel your breath on my soul
Rearranging the very fabric of my being
You put me on the precipice of ecstasy
As the winds commands the forest into harmonious whispers
You command my attention, i oblige
Your gaze inspire me to fly
What is it about my soul that you love so much?
Your gaze pierce into me
You've searched deeper than i ever could
There's a chill to it that keeps me warm
Take me home
Holding me isn't enough anymore
Although comforting, i need more
I can't seem to touch you
I've kept the facade but proverbial is not enough anymore
Show yourself!
Jun 20, 2023
Jun 20, 2023 at 3:18 PM UTC
I have been broken
My arms around me
Trying to keep myself from falling apart
I am tired
I want to let me go
But I am terrified
Terrified that no one cares enough
To pick me up
Dec 6, 2022
Dec 6, 2022 at 4:16 AM UTC
There is a universe where a love you deserve awaits
Why do you hold on to the one that hurts you
Why do you stay where you aren't needed
Why do you force love where none exists?
I want to make you a promise
Let go
Walk towards a place that accepts your love as it is
Unfiltered, raw and magical
There is nothing as liberating as the freedom to be yourself
A world where the love you deserve does exist
Allow it to find you
Sep 28, 2022
Sep 28, 2022 at 3:49 PM UTC
Today was supposed to be our anniversary
The day i met the "love of my life"
Coincidentally, it's also the day i let go
The end of an era
Or the beginning of a new chapter?
To finally embrace just to let go.
A reset, not of choice but of circumstance.
I want to say goodbye
But I'm too tired
Anyway...
I found that I am good at new beginnings
May 15, 2022
May 15, 2022 at 9:19 PM UTC
I sit by my self
Talking to moon
Constellations crown me the Queen of Soliloquys,
The universe applauds!
Heaven is proud for i am who i am
On purpose and
Without permission!
May 19, 2021
May 19, 2021 at 8:27 AM UTC
It's hard to see the bigger picture if you're standing in the middle of it
Blinded by our senses
Complacency becomes us
It's the world we live in
A whole lot of black, a whole lot of white but mostly, a whole lot of grey
The greatest illusion is that yesterday, today and tomorrow are consecutive
That time is linear
We marvel at the vastness of what lies beyond our five senses
At the infinite possibilities beyond what we can't see
But cower at the evidence of things not seen
Chasing horizons becomes an unattainable obsession
My eyes are open but i never see what you're showing me
We're looking at the same picture but we have different images
I know you're speaking but i have no idea what youre saying
I'm listening but i can't hear you
I've often wondered how deep i could go if i dove into your soul
Your eyes are the magnet that draws me
I have loved you with a love that is frowned upon
I yearn for you with a desire that's fobbiden
I need you the way hell needs sinners
If love is pure, why is loving you so wrong?
I taste music on your lips,
Sweet melodies serenading my soul to slumber
I just need some clarity
What is life if I can't love?
May 16, 2021
May 16, 2021 at 3:23 PM UTC
I knew you were always going to leave from hello
You were not a mistake
You are not an experience i regret
I looked at you and saw my heart in so many pieces but i let you in
It was worth it
Loving you was a pleasure
Hurting was the outcome i did not deserve
I saw it coming and i was ok
Thank you for loving me when you did
Now I'll pick myself up
And find my next big heartbreak
Apr 12, 2021
Apr 12, 2021 at 6:25 PM UTC
Could nature be predictable?
The sun rises gently, caressing the clouds
Hues of colour fill the skies
Softly, gently, intentionally it navigates
Earth response
How about we focus on detail
The smooth terrains
Perfect perky mountains
The sun kisses the mountaintop ever-so-gently
They firm up like they're meant to be kissed
Nature responds in sound
The gentle mourning breath waking every strand
Gently caressing
Earth stands still and marvels of God's creation
The private island with secret garden, what's a garden without butterflies?
Slide in and move to the rhythm of the waves
Bust it wide and show off your moves
Pressure from the core sends waves to the shore
The sound wakes every particle
Ocean rises and falls
Earth quakes and shakes while nature breaks into song
Earth and nature together
A sweet sweet release
Mar 29, 2021
Mar 29, 2021 at 3:34 PM UTC
