Anxiety, uncertainty,
Waves crashing over me.
But I’m not sure ..
anymore.
I thought I knew you,
you used to help me keep my cool.
But now ..
All you do is drown..
me.
The surfers know how to ride,
for them you abide.
But to me,
Your wind is more than a breeze.
It blows and eventually it’ll take me away,
Soon you’ll see me wave.
Will it be hello or goodbye?
We’ll find out soon my sea-side.
Apr 3, 2025
Apr 3, 2025 at 5:33 PM UTC
How would you feel if you heard the news that I was dead?
What would you do if you found out from your friends that I was dead?
Would you cycle through your mind,
Think of all the things you should've said, or could've done differently?
If I was dead?
Oct 14, 2017
Oct 14, 2017 at 8:32 PM UTC
"I wanna dance with you all night,
When it's dark,
Until it is bright,
They're playin' the music that we're lovin',
Just to get enough of you,
You, you..."
Sep 10, 2017
Sep 10, 2017 at 4:57 PM UTC
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Nor is it that we are powerful beyond measure.
Our deepest fear is located in the silence of 3AM
As your mind plays its chords that echo the passage.
Our deepest fear is located in the voids
That can't be filled by the temporary.
Our deepest fear is the realisation that we are what we're scared of.
Dec 14, 2016
Dec 14, 2016 at 7:13 PM UTC
Navy sky and stars in their splendour/
Fragile night quiet and tender/
I look above and see the moon/
And I know you see it too/
So I ask for it to keep you in sight/
And whisper these words to you,
Goodnight/
Aug 10, 2016
Aug 10, 2016 at 7:48 PM UTC
golden sun knocks on the door,
of black skies.
its rays reach to the ****
to try open.
but it's winter here,
so your early warmth,
is blocked by my night cloud's keys.
Aug 9, 2016
Aug 9, 2016 at 5:02 PM UTC
The leaves turn green, brown and then fall.
Changes I'm oblivious to as I fantasize about the seeds.
The passion that breathed within with every pull inhaled into lungs as they turned oxygen into love.
The petals that blossomed through the photosynthesis quickened by your radiance.
And though you peeled and picked through me ... I still ponder around.
My hair turns curly, straight and then short.
Changes I'm oblivious to as my feet stay grounded in the imprints of your soil.
Your arms that hold me firm and comfort me,
The harm that wont be coming as you remain a shield.
From the start, walking towards the shock .. the novacane you provide Frankly.
And though your presence brings sweat to my palms.. i still ponder around.
The hymns around me, endless.
Changes I'm oblivious to as I repeat the same tunes.
Warmth from the pink skies painted with a rose coloured brush.
Each stroke from a slow dance that never happened.
But now my body sways to the infinite chords of nostalgia.
Singing melodies skimming past the edges of silver linings.
And though I start to see these sorroundings. . I still ponder around.
These changes taking place near to me and yet I'm oblivious to their tune.
As I choose to tear myself from the truth that today's pool is better to swim in than yesterday's sea of tears and though it takes a lot to testify to this ... I can't ponder around searching anymore ...
28/12/15 01:30 am
Dec 28, 2015
Dec 28, 2015 at 6:36 PM UTC
Your kisses are like 90s RnB,
Slow and Sensual,
Your touch is like poetry,
Makin' me drift from the usual.
My mind, soul, body,
Being elevated by an individual,
But what can I say?
Cos I'm enjoying being taken away ...
It hasn't been once but thrice,
So you'd think I've had enough now,
Yet everytime I still get enticed,
whenever you're around.
My emotions are in full flight,
and I don't want them coming down.
There's nothing I can say,
Because I'm enjoying being taken away ...
Aug 19, 2015
Aug 19, 2015 at 8:15 PM UTC
Heaven only knows,
Or so we're told,
If that is so,
Then why does it feel like I'm losing control,
If Heaven really knows,
Then why do I feel so alone,
As if there's no place to go,
No-one to console,
While all these tears start to flow,
If Heaven really knew,
Then why am I locked up in my room,
Feeling like a fool,
As I try hide this bruise..
Heaven looks down as I look up to find,
Some clear blue skies,
Behind the lies,
I try to reach my hand to him,
But his light's a bit dim,
So my chances of seeing him,
Become a bit too slim,
So I simply stay,
And continue the game,
Of searching through this maze,
Filled with teenagers setting flames,
To the inside of their bony frames,
So I wonder if Heaven can hear,
As I shout from here,
Will he wipe away the tears,
And get rid of my fears.
Or will he say no,
Even though he is the only that knows.
Aug 24, 2014
Aug 24, 2014 at 6:59 AM UTC