Words are so precious
I search for them like buried treasure
Like panning for gold
Tiny nuggets of truth in a dirt slurry
It takes so much work, it's not worth the time.
May 25, 2022
May 25, 2022 at 9:56 PM UTC
The pills
**** my creativity
when the seratonin flows
the poetic juices run dry
Sep 25, 2021
Sep 25, 2021 at 10:16 PM UTC
its taked much
enrgy write just line
tired this fkd world
hands hrut
chest tight
Jan 16, 2021
Jan 16, 2021 at 10:35 PM UTC
The end approaches
Surrounded by one last burst of color
A desperate final flurry of activity
Those that can, fly away
Off to warmer sunny days
Even in death trees carpet the ground with color and give what they can to to provide warmth and food to others.
Cold comes, white fluff obliterates all
Memory of what once was
The world becomes hushed, flat, enveloped nothingness
The white, all colors combined into one
Takes all life, wraps it up.
Frozen, killed, stored up for a resurrection day.
No one remembers what once was there.
Death is white cold
We fall down in flames of yellow, red and gold.
Down to the green grass to be covered and forgotten.
Oct 24, 2020
Oct 24, 2020 at 11:38 AM UTC
I guess a woman's love wouldn't help me
... That's what the shrinks say
You must find love inside yourself.
... I don't even care if she loves me
I just want to feel desired.
Used, is close to feeling useful
But I am unloved, no attractive woman has ever said I was good looking. Fu#&ing A
I'm f'ing done with life.
Aug 27, 2020
Aug 27, 2020 at 9:42 PM UTC
She's abandoned me to hell
I've lived here so long
She took me out for a walk
And I saw the light
I heard music and felt young.
I thought I had something to give
But I've been ****** to hell
No more looks in my direction
I can give but not receive.
Can't I get something?
I die alone every night
I would like to die for her
But she's abandoned me to hell
I've been here so long
Apr 7, 2020
Apr 7, 2020 at 11:51 PM UTC
I cannot tell what's in her mind
I cannot tell her what's inside of mine.
I'm playing checkers with a chess master
On a board with no boundaries
Did she ever love me?
Does she beleive I ever loved her?
What is love? Patient, kind, not jealous, not puffed up. I must prove it to her
I don't know how, I'm locked up.
Friends don't know how each other taste.
She bends down from her throne
"I have one minute for you".
But no pressure.
Jan 15, 2020
Jan 15, 2020 at 3:12 PM UTC
I'm so tired
I don't know why
Please give me a reason
I really would like to live...
Sep 18, 2019
Sep 18, 2019 at 1:41 AM UTC
Circling overhead
Riding currents of stench
Falling upon the carcas
Sitting alone on the fence
Tumbleweed wanders
Sun bleached bones
Aug 16, 2019
Aug 16, 2019 at 5:50 PM UTC
I want to be loved
I will pay,
Not in that way.
I'll pay with tears,
I'll pay with time.
Just tell me what to do,
I need help!
I'm so helpless,
I want to die
Then I won't realize
That I'm lying alone
I'm cursed
I'm *******
Jul 20, 2019
Jul 20, 2019 at 2:27 PM UTC