Bibialva2 - Hello Poetry

Some days I'm tired of you asking if I'm ok The conversation of oh I'm fine Can't you read in between the lines I'm struggling in wanting to stay alive I try and I try and I try I know we've played this record before I know it's not what I'm working towards I don't know what goals or ambitions I want to archive **** I'm just trying to be me Some days I don't sleep or eat Waking up is a feat I wanna be you who has it all figured out Instead I'm standing here like a clown I'm tired of always hitting the ground It's hard when that voice in my head tells me to stay down Telling me no one cares if I stick around So when you ask me if I'm ok Some days I just don't know what to say. Instead give me a hug Show me some love and say I'm glad you woke up today

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Sep 7, 2020

Sep 7, 2020 at 4:40 AM UTC

Somedays

Some days I'm tired of you asking if I'm ok The conversation of oh I'm fine Can't you read in between the lines I'm struggling in wanting to stay alive I try and I try and I try I know we've played this record before I know it's not what I'm working towards I don't know what goals or ambitions I want to archive **** I'm just trying to be me Some days I don't sleep or eat Waking up is a feat I wanna be you who has it all figured out Instead I'm standing here like a clown I'm tired of always hitting the ground It's hard when that voice in my head tells me to stay down Telling me no one cares if I stick around So when you ask me if I'm ok Some days I just don't know what to say. Instead give me a hug Show me some love and say I'm glad you woke up today

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No matter how hard you try People Will always lie They say you can't do this you can't do that Some days you're so mad You try to paint the perfect picture But you always end up injured You try to create the perfect smile You always go that extra mile They throw it on the ground You never make a sound You try to be creative They'll never believe you'll make it To be creative You gotta be a native So they say with a crown upon their head They want you dead You will rise You will shine You will be fine Just give it time You're worth more than a dime You will create the heavens You will teach them all lessons

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Sep 7, 2020

Sep 7, 2020 at 1:26 AM UTC

Creative

No matter how hard you try People Will always lie They say you can't do this you can't do that Some days you're so mad You try to paint the perfect picture But you always end up injured You try to create the perfect smile You always go that extra mile They throw it on the ground You never make a sound You try to be creative They'll never believe you'll make it To be creative You gotta be a native So they say with a crown upon their head They want you dead You will rise You will shine You will be fine Just give it time You're worth more than a dime You will create the heavens You will teach them all lessons

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I'm in pain everyday, He says I'm always negative But I can't get these feelings to go away I've never been taught proper etiquette The hopelessness has been here to stay My god I don't even know what I'm doing here I walk around so clueless thinking things will change but it always stays the same He says it's my attitude but it's the only one I've ever known It's the only thing I've ever been shown I just bury the pain till I explode I guess it's better then mutilation I should know The contemplation, to end my destination the fixation on the pain that always goes away In the end it's all I've ever known I get mad and sad I'm never glad I have real issues I'm always crying I'm starting to run out of tissues Does anyone care maybe they do maybe they don't Maybe I can maybe I won't This endless spiral this endless cycle Who am I kidding I can't be a idol I give up before I start I take almost everything to heart I don't know how to change I guess I'm the true definition of insane Maybe it's all in my brain Something we don't condone But I guess it's all I've ever known.

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Sep 6, 2020

Sep 6, 2020 at 1:00 AM UTC

All I've Ever Known

I'm in pain everyday, He says I'm always negative But I can't get these feelings to go away I've never been taught proper etiquette The hopelessness has been here to stay My god I don't even know what I'm doing here I walk around so clueless thinking things will change but it always stays the same He says it's my attitude but it's the only one I've ever known It's the only thing I've ever been shown I just bury the pain till I explode I guess it's better then mutilation I should know The contemplation, to end my destination the fixation on the pain that always goes away In the end it's all I've ever known I get mad and sad I'm never glad I have real issues I'm always crying I'm starting to run out of tissues Does anyone care maybe they do maybe they don't Maybe I can maybe I won't This endless spiral this endless cycle Who am I kidding I can't be a idol I give up before I start I take almost everything to heart I don't know how to change I guess I'm the true definition of insane Maybe it's all in my brain Something we don't condone But I guess it's all I've ever known.

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I had a good time Some days I lost my mind My world turns around I was always lost, never found I had dignity I thought it would last for an infinity Life was always a blur I wish some things never occurred I grew up broken with no hope Mom and dad always on dope I smiled But it never lasted a while I cry I try One day I will die But my dignity Will last a lifetime And will always be mine No matter how hard they try No matter how hard I cry I won't grab that knife I won't end my life

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Sep 5, 2020

Sep 5, 2020 at 10:03 PM UTC

Dignity

I had a good time Some days I lost my mind My world turns around I was always lost, never found I had dignity I thought it would last for an infinity Life was always a blur I wish some things never occurred I grew up broken with no hope Mom and dad always on dope I smiled But it never lasted a while I cry I try One day I will die But my dignity Will last a lifetime And will always be mine No matter how hard they try No matter how hard I cry I won't grab that knife I won't end my life

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She's afraid to look out the door. She feels as if she can't take it anymore She wants to run and hide She's been living a lie… Oh honey oh dear I wish you were near You left so quick and you lost your smile Now you just walk for miles Lost and dead What's going on in your head. You could be a queen But instead you feen The pain inside is starting to out shine It's showing And growing It's leaving marks inside and out As if you can't cry for help….

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Sep 5, 2020

Sep 5, 2020 at 10:01 PM UTC

Alone

She's afraid to look out the door. She feels as if she can't take it anymore She wants to run and hide She's been living a lie… Oh honey oh dear I wish you were near You left so quick and you lost your smile Now you just walk for miles Lost and dead What's going on in your head. You could be a queen But instead you feen The pain inside is starting to out shine It's showing And growing It's leaving marks inside and out As if you can't cry for help….

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She loved with a passion like no other She could never love another The *** they had the love they made She thought it would never fade But then he walked away She couldn't make him stay The kisses stopped The love was dropped She cried She lied She said everything was fine She started to draw the line One drop, two drops three They could never be Four drops Five she watched as they hit the tub While he was in the club She was alone in the bed Wishing it would end……

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Sep 5, 2020

Sep 5, 2020 at 9:36 PM UTC

Story Time

She loved with a passion like no other She could never love another The *** they had the love they made She thought it would never fade But then he walked away She couldn't make him stay The kisses stopped The love was dropped She cried She lied She said everything was fine She started to draw the line One drop, two drops three They could never be Four drops Five she watched as they hit the tub While he was in the club She was alone in the bed Wishing it would end……

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