The piercing eyes stare at me
With love, care.
Filling the abyss with smiles
I can’t help but
Smile.
The eyes look away with glee
I feel the air
Toxic fumes rise for miles
I can’t help but
Frown
The piercing eyes look back at me
With concern
It’s as if they don’t see me
I wave my hand wildly
The eyes look past me
I have become
Nothing.
Jan 4, 2019
Jan 4, 2019 at 1:01 PM UTC
Empty
Stare, blink.
A formulation of words
Step-
Walk-
Run.
You shout
Piercing volume
Cutting your foes with
brash feeling
and blind intent
Pure force of empty mind
victory.
Something is missing
Running faster
Your breath is racing
Faster-
You can’t do this
A tear falls.
What is this?
In Your mind
Thoughts appear.
Jan 1, 2019
Jan 1, 2019 at 5:39 PM UTC
you see it.
you hold your breath
step, crunch
it turns to dust
step, step, crunch
prickling goosebumps
step, crunch
you walk along
crunch crunch
it gets closer
step crunch
silence follows
as you continue
crunch
you can almost touch it
silence
you stare
a world of unknown
it stares back
breath.
Dec 28, 2018
Dec 28, 2018 at 2:11 AM UTC
a page made of gold
secrets passed down
that are very old
written in ink
of finest ingredients
that could never sink
a clumsy kid
a bucket of paint
yes, she did.
a page made of gold
turned red
not so old
a group
gathered here
they pause
a cheer.
Dec 27, 2018
Dec 27, 2018 at 3:20 AM UTC
I gave you a ray
Of hope, smiles, light
“Forever i will stay”
You will always be in sight
Then you crushed the ray.
And now I’m left
Frowning, sobbing, every day
You committed theft
Shattering all I gave you.
I see you still.
You smile
You disregard my own will.
I cry.
The earth turns.
Dec 27, 2018
Dec 27, 2018 at 3:06 AM UTC
The air is calling out to you
The wind is screaming your name
The trees want a word.
Please, they’re begging you.
Listen.
Dec 27, 2018
Dec 27, 2018 at 2:51 AM UTC
You:
Perfect
Smiles
Love
Joy
Perfect
Everything that is perfect in the world
Me:
Hate
Stupid
Dumb
Annoying
Toxic
A hassle
Everything that is wrong in the world
Me with you:
Happy
Trying
Loving
Better
Still toxic
You with me:
Sad
Depressed
Angry
Hateful
Mad
Still perfect
You without me:
Healed
Happy
Good
Smiling
More Perfect.
Me without you
Dec 25, 2018
Dec 25, 2018 at 1:09 AM UTC
The sun seems to rise,
When you looked at me
My happiness was a thread
Pulling me, forcing me towards you.
My smile was only present
When you talk to me.
You gave me light
You gave me joy
then you threw it away
breaking the thread
along with myself
no more light
no more happiness
with u gone
and now u
left me
to burn
in the dust
and i can’t pretend
like it was ok
my poison like qualities
spread to u
pushing u away
and who can
blame u
for wanting to get away
frm me
as i
rot
nto
nthing
bc
idc abt anythng
n e more
Dec 24, 2018
Dec 24, 2018 at 11:22 AM UTC
It's so easy to stare
At the empty unknown world
Not a sound to care.
Apr 18, 2018
Apr 18, 2018 at 1:39 AM UTC
I fill a syringe with thoughts
Happy thoughts
Good thoughts
Thoughts of flowers and sunshine
Thoughts of a better time
I fill it to the very brim
With a stab in the arm I can feel
Just a bit happier again
Apr 14, 2018
Apr 14, 2018 at 1:09 AM UTC