I lost the key
The words in vault
The rivers roaring symphony
gushed to a damning halt
The mist still floating
Slow motion, mid air
I can hear it’s rumbling
A reminder it’s there
Waters seeping out my pores
behind locked doors
Suffocating, ruminating
What’s the opposite of creating?
Drowning in things unsaid
And dreams unmet
Not thought but felt
It’s brimming, I’m choking
The lights spluttering
The void is black
And suddenly
It comes roaring back
Oct 20, 2025
Oct 20, 2025 at 12:41 PM UTC
There are times
I find
I wish I could go back
In time
rewind, and choose
A little differently.
But then again
I wouldn’t
Because I would miss you
Terribly.
Jun 5, 2019
Jun 5, 2019 at 12:52 AM UTC
When it’s finally quiet
I can’t help but hear
The pained melodies
My soul sings to me
May 21, 2019
May 21, 2019 at 9:16 PM UTC
I traveled a distance
To see a great sage
With wealth only seen
In poor men’s dreams
I arrived at a shack
Broken and bare
I knocked and I entered
The old sage was there
his home was a sight
quite humble indeed
nothing extravagant
nothing to see
Where of the wealth?
-I asked, aghast
How can you live
with nothing to give?
Well what about you?
-He countered
Where are your things?
What do you bring?
But i am not from here!
I'm not like you
You see, I'm just passing through
He smiled and whispered
I'm passing through too.
May 9, 2019
May 9, 2019 at 6:58 PM UTC
nothing like a mother's loving
when she sings of dreams
unseen by the rest of us
her devotion knows pain
with nothing to gain
yet she smiles like she knows
something we don't
her yielding faith extends
and repays all that lends
yet never counts all the hurt
we put her through
and when we're all at rest
she longs for our best
her prayers trusting and unknowing
nothing like a mother's loving
May 9, 2019
May 9, 2019 at 5:50 PM UTC
They try and scare me
From the pain
Yet they forget to mention
All the strength
That comes along
When you’re faced
With the undeniable
Bitter and madly
Beautiful reality
that is this life.
May 6, 2019
May 6, 2019 at 9:50 PM UTC
behind my eyes
and in my boots
i feel the earth below
familiar colors envelope
these trees I've come to know
a man stands in the forest
he is from a stranger land
he wears no boots, but sandals
he knows no earth, but sand
he finds no comfort in these colors
no relief in the sounds
he's from a stranger land
yet his fire abounds
i look away in shame
searching for some grace
i was always taught
not to look upon his face
the face of struggle
of taint and pain
of woeful perplexity
don't look upon the face of other
i was always told
and if you do, beware
you might just see his soul
or much worse yet
lest you forget ...
you might just see yourself
May 4, 2019
May 4, 2019 at 11:06 PM UTC
I used to know you
In a simple way
The sun would rise
You would stay
No labor needed
No shovel in hand
My soul wide open
My spirit withstands
And now you’ve gone
But so have I
I feel so lost
Will trust revive?
Trying of late
To recreate
My long lost faith
In you
May 3, 2019
May 3, 2019 at 7:23 PM UTC
a house made of crystal
glimmers in the sun
it charms all those
who pass by
a home
made of mud
no one will seek
yet keeps them warm inside
May 3, 2019
May 3, 2019 at 10:27 AM UTC
There are things
I want to say
My voice betrays
I’d rather
Lie forever
Than hear
My voice quiver
I’d rather
Hide inside
Than break
My own heart
So you will never know
The things I want to say
And I will be safe...
And alone.
May 3, 2019
May 3, 2019 at 12:21 AM UTC