I'd do anything to make them stop
Over and over these intrusive thoughts
But my demon has a tight hold
And she's not letting go
Dec 1, 2022
Dec 1, 2022 at 8:29 PM UTC
I think about it everyday now
It's like a nightmare that follows me to the day
When I can sleep anyway
It sticks in the back of my mind like a cancer
Even in my happiest moments I still think about it
It would be so easy
All I have to do is pull the trigger
Yet here I am living with it
Jun 21, 2022
Jun 21, 2022 at 1:28 PM UTC
Birds sound in the distance
Closed eyelids stain red
Sunlight brushes tanned skin
Smells of grass fill the air
A moment of content
Short but sweet
In this ending moment of peace
May 9, 2022
May 9, 2022 at 7:16 PM UTC
There will be no more arguing
No more name calling
No more stress
Things will move smoother
No more worrying
No more panic
Things will get better
When I'm gone
Mar 8, 2022
Mar 8, 2022 at 7:50 PM UTC
Is it physical
Is it emotional
Is it metaphorical
Does it matter
Because in the end
It still bleeds
Mar 5, 2022
Mar 5, 2022 at 8:48 PM UTC
Tonight I had a conversation with the stars
They let me know my space is needed
I listened close and agreed
This space is no longer for me
Feb 14, 2022
Feb 14, 2022 at 8:35 PM UTC
Sitting at the top
Is it tall enough?
It's a long way down
Will it hurt?
Looking up at a clear night sky
Will I have regrets on the way down?
Eyes turn blurry
Will the tears ever stop?
Take a deep breath
Can I even do it?
Jan 21, 2022
Jan 21, 2022 at 8:30 PM UTC
I have these full blown conversations in my head
Of everything I want said
What I feel why I feel
I even get a response
Im here to listen I understand
But when reality comes crashing in
I open my eyes and no one is there
No one is listening and no one understands
I don't know what I feel or why I feel it
But at least I have these conversations in my head
Aug 8, 2021
Aug 8, 2021 at 10:08 PM UTC