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36/F/Still trying to belong Poetry is my therapy, my escape and my identity. Everything else is a facade a mask. These are the poems I hesitate to publish because they are the rawest emotions, the barest part of me. Hope someone may appreciate it.
Hope and Dream are two sisters: Bickering and quarrelling all the time. Neither believes the other is better. Neither trusts the other to the machinations Of time. Self-dependent and codependent: Such an odd duo they are at times! They are their worst accusers by nature, Yet they are partners in crimes. Hope often puffs up the dream, While Dream takes Hope seriously. Both sisters then fall out suddenly In the aftermath of a confrontation With reality. But when Dream is broken Hope picks up the pieces Joins them up with broken shards Of a resurrected self.
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Dec 17, 2020
Dec 17, 2020 at 6:58 AM UTC
Hope and Dreams
The Banyan tree is dying, the little boy exclaimed Who would believe him though? It was not just a tree but a legacy, A witness of generations. The Banyan tree is dying, the farmer complained Many a hot afternoon He had sought its shade What an inconvenience. The Banyan tree is dying, the priests shouted The holy site had led to Many days of profit And few days of satisfaction The Banyan tree is dying, no one did anything Time withered its branches Termites ate away the roots And the trunk fell like a giant. The Banyan tree is falling, the workers cried. Work to be done Land to be cleared Nobody cares.
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Dec 3, 2020
Dec 3, 2020 at 3:06 PM UTC
Banyan Tree is Dying
The walls have managed to keep me well-aloof and apart It was March just the other day My prison cocoons me in the cool autumn wind Not sure of what danger is out there War, virus, riots and **** It’s a crazy world, I am safe. I question my safety now and then. My sanity I question more often. I twirled in front of my dresser Posing for acquaintances Smiling through the boredom Of never-ending video conferences. The strain is showing through On threadbare patience Straining at the slightest provocation. The glaring screen tempts me Into one last indiscretion Of unreasonable outrage. Elections, propaganda and Undeserved praise Who is worthy? You say. Valid question. The stench of my stale room Reeks of carbon dioxide The air around me Threatening death Inside outside Masks always existed Now they only cover more Not just your intentions And it is fine; Nightmares Are better hidden My prison cell comforts me And I get accustomed To the confinement Of my own house Months have passed Days are passing Minutes seem longer now
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Nov 30, 2020
Nov 30, 2020 at 1:53 AM UTC
House
A short walk Awkward stops I look through No window shopping Just plain criticism. Fire spitting hate A long path Ends abruptly Because it's unwanted Past can be Both excavated Or buried Like seeds Giving rise to New leaves. (C) Anavah 2019
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Jul 25, 2019
Jul 25, 2019 at 10:25 AM UTC
Down memory lane
He held my gaze that little Urchin In the middle of the crowded road He held my gaze with his impish smile For as long as his attention would hold A playful smile was on his lips Though his clothes lay in tatters The little Urchin was full of life Rich in what it matters He flitted towards the end of the street Where the slums clustered in thickets I heard the sound of something crashing And noticed fallen wickets Many an imps frolicked by In the guise of deprivation Yet all that I could see Survival beyond starvation But then he flitted again in hurry As the noon hour chimed He went to the edge of the road And over a wall he climbed Reaching for left overs He battled with stray dogs His friends joined in battle cries Pelted them with rocks He held my gaze with the life That twinkled in his eyes But before I could say goodbye I knew his eyes had lied ©Anavah 2019
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Jul 21, 2019
Jul 21, 2019 at 6:54 AM UTC
The Little Urchin
My future is in my past. I know it doesn't make sense but it actually does. All my hopes of who I want to be Have been buried with dead ancient dreams. Corpses of ambitions lie six foot under With tombstones of pity and mourning. My future is in my past and I am free To chalk up everything to destiny My fate is written in torn pages of time My hope is no longer mine Yet my existence is my own epiphany (c) Anavah 2019
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Jan 16, 2019
Jan 16, 2019 at 11:28 AM UTC
Future Past
Is it bad to ignore the slight on the part of others? When judgement calls you to judge Is it bad to leave things at the hands of justice? Is it bad to subdue passions for the sake of patience? Is it bad to want to see good? Is it bad to reign in the tongue when curses fly? When blood boils and logic leaves the door Is it bad to hope for things to improve? Is it bad to light the lamp of silence when dark winds howl? Is it bad to speak good? Is it bad to forgive when wounds are inflicted? Is it bad to let blood stains be washed in tears? When tired eyes seek mercy for a wrong Is it bad to do good when evil seems to persevere? (c) Anavah 2019
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Jan 12, 2019
Jan 12, 2019 at 5:54 AM UTC
Is it Bad to be Good
One day I will have a home With a roof that shelters me One day I will have a home With a pantry that satiates my needs One day my home will clothe me in modesty One day I will have a home That isn't swayed by the frothy seas. One day I will have a home That celebrates my uniqueness A home that shelters me From the prongs of society Poking into my very essence One day I will have a home Where the promise of deliverance lingers Beyond a Sunday afternoon worship. One day my home Will not ****** up my peace of mind Because it will be a part of it One day my home will welcome me with wide arms One day I will have a home that wraps me in a hug When I am broken to the point of no return A home that will celebrate my joy One day I will have a home. One day I will have a home With a bed that rests my wearied bones Without questioning my weariness Without pointing fingers at my uselessness. A home where the skies will not scortch The dried tears of the past Fountains will spring When one day I have a home. (c) Anavah 2019
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Jan 12, 2019
Jan 12, 2019 at 5:53 AM UTC
One Day
Oh sweet Canaan Land of milk and honey Flowing with promises of divine bliss Oh Canaan The fruit of my wails Your desire my heart assails Come to me in silent beckoning Oh Canaan My lips are parched in desire Acquiesce to my need for belonging A roof over my head That I can be relish in the security Of a divine and eternal promise. (c) Anavah 2019
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Jan 12, 2019
Jan 12, 2019 at 5:52 AM UTC
My Canaan
A tarnished fire Loathe to burn and reluctant to subside All perishable moments hide Desire reigns in its monopoly Of lust greed and avarice. Logic binds truth to proofs Passions bind reality to power Power oozing from one wound to another Violence upholding peace Vengeance at the crux of justice. Peeling off layers of presumptions The nakedness of beliefs Voiced in chants of supremacy Sprinkled with the blood of pointless sacrifices Purified in hate and prejudice. Morality is as flawed as mortality Susceptible to as many ailments Yielding to the  whims of time and memory Moments pass and monuments erode History is retold in fantasy. (C) Anavah 2019
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Jan 3, 2019
Jan 3, 2019 at 6:07 AM UTC
Flawed Morality