Choke my rhythm softly with roses
Silence down my thoughts of rebel
Tell me you're trapping me for me
Lie to me with an ugly numbing spell
Trap me in cages of gold and amber
Abandon me Till I have nothing to tell
Said I was too much under your noses
Convinced me I was fragile, an eggshell
Thought words wouldn't leave bruises
All I carry in mind my eyes boldly impel
Feb 17, 2019
Feb 17, 2019 at 11:33 AM UTC
Let me take your hand
Let me
Dance with you slowly
Lay my cheek
on your cheeck
Let my curls tangle with your silky hair playfully
Drop formality give you a heart tweak
Let me touch you the way they didn't touch you
Gently, slowly, with every drop of lust I have for you, and I'll tear up but don't peak
Let me merge my warmth with your sadness
Let me ease your tension let my eyes speak
Let me
Let me tell you silly stories
you don't have to breathe a word
hear my emotions leak
Let me take you away from these noisy crowds
Let me trace the map of your face with my index
Tease your lips, kiss your moles.
This night is a disastrous streak
Let yourself
Dance with me slowly
Lay your cheek on my cheek
untangle my curls, brushing them away from my face so you could see
let yourself fall deep
Let yourself Drown in my touch and soft kisses
as I laugh at your timid reflexes pick up the speed
Let yourself feel my warmth slip into you
Let your soul listen to my eyes when they speak
Let yourself laugh as I rant nervously
Let yourself slow me down,
brushing my shoulders that are oblique
Let yourself
Kiss my fingertips as they land on your lips
Let your hands surrender and, hold me back
closer than you've ever dreamt
Let go of the act that no one needs,
it’s bleak
Feb 9, 2019
Feb 9, 2019 at 7:10 AM UTC
Tried to give you a pleasing answer but could not
Silence filled empty spaces, I saw your eyes drop
You know tears clear you are my only blind spot
I'll keep my feelings in, a beautiful secret locked
The ends of my lips rise, my mean act cracked
I let my hand rest on your cheek, can't drawback
Breathtaking, heart breaking, barely holding back
entertwine your fingers in mine, replay flashbacks
Memories of child promises you're cute like that
I let my lips hug yours firmly that's my comeback
Jan 30, 2019
Jan 30, 2019 at 12:55 PM UTC
Beautiful child of the sun how can something shining with beauty and sadness
listening to people's tragedies quietly, creeping anxiety as they rant casually it's madness
I got jealous from those trickling tears I forbid they fall for others but I'm sapless
If I gave up everything will the moon shine on my empty soul and color my empty canvas?
Jan 30, 2019
Jan 30, 2019 at 8:54 AM UTC
I sit across from you and let my imagination play it's game darling I need a fix
Behind your ear, down your neck and a couple cigarettes away from your lips
The small of your back is dying to be pulled closer to me a nervous giggle slips
Stroking your rists softer than a breeze sliding to the palm of your hand tight grips
I'll lose my mind in your smell my breath singing your name. a moon in full eclipse
Jan 30, 2019
Jan 30, 2019 at 8:52 AM UTC
I have an ocean of words for you
An empty ocean
What a mess
You dry my letters up, wipe my smile off
Melt my heart down like clay
Dragged me into this lousy game
Now I'm stuck
What a mess
You keep asking for yet another round
We both know you'll win me away
I'm leaving, don't hold me back
Game is over
What a mess
You say you won't, and you don't, yet I stay
This time you smile, you loose today
Jan 30, 2019
Jan 30, 2019 at 8:50 AM UTC
Laying down thinking of how not to think
Of you
Your faint irritating smirk in a cold curve
What to do
Your chewable lips only if I could have
A few
Bites? Kisses? Is it too much to ask tell me then
How to
Step on my heart freeze my feelings become
Anew
These dark brown eyes so soft yet deep coffee
Cold brew
Dark eyes are dark with sadness, secrets yet i
See through
Your eyes are meant to sleep soundly baby ill be
The one to
Drink up your darkness, carve your scars on me
Stay true
Let's lose sanity together get drunk in each other
Let's undo
These borders that are barely fighting our heavy breathing
Then redo
This prayer, again and again in an endless dream
Turning to
Reality, it's our first dance the only way I've learned
To carry through
Jan 30, 2019
Jan 30, 2019 at 8:48 AM UTC
Eyes
that know no religion , morals, nor mercy
Looked my way
Opened the cage of the little flapping bird in my chest and let it fly away
Bird keep it quite calm down
Hopefully I pray
Or love will rip you apart, burn you to ashes,eat your heart.
I make it stay
Oh bird, Her eyes are
spears, they're
Cold steel metal, don't bend, slow down, or waver .
Oh poor bird still singing hold yourself
apeice
Her eyes are
briers,
disguised as roses, claiming peace.
Peace left us for years now
this land is conceived with fear but it's knights are feirce
At times moans of torture
at times a sweet song of lust and Tease ,your love
All is fine when it doesn't reach your
Ears . I
was never one to surrender or lay back with ease. A rebel
stubborn rebel this little bird a beauty that leers.
My dear,
A bird will always sing.
A poem
That you shall never hear.
Nov 2, 2018
Nov 2, 2018 at 10:23 AM UTC
You remind me of my dark bitter coffee
Of the cigarette I smoke after a mental break down.
Inhale..... I love you.
Your love is like the burn I feel down my throught, between my ribs, in my lungs. Exhale.......... I watch clouds of grey disappear into nothingness and I close my eyes remembering your lips against mine, your gentle yet violent kisses ,your teasing attitude ,your wicked smile. Inhale......... I breath in deep wanting to feel the burn hard as if I was breathing you, And it hurts.
It hurts to love someone, it hurts to love you.
I try to remember when did I start feeling this way. When you whispers "stop biting your lips" as you squeezed my hand ? When I first talked to you? When i saw you walking down the hallway stroking your hair? Before that?.........
Exhale................. I part with the smoke slowly feeling the last burn out of my mouth.
Oct 29, 2018
Oct 29, 2018 at 11:55 AM UTC
That night she wanted to prove her beauty.
So she killed all light.
Letting only a dim-dip from the moon to reflect how she danced seductively in calm, bold waves, wearing her night black gown now
heading my way .
That night I felt her beauty with all names men had for senses and some god only knew existed.
The sea was always a possesive lover who's satisfied only when humidity consumed every inch of me,
Leaving my breath heavy, skin sticky with her water.
But that night, as if assured I'll be hers forever she pulled back
sending unapologetic rough wind that matched the loud waves still dancing beneath me.
I closed my eyes and layed down on her shore in complete surrender;
letting her wipe every memory of love before her.
"Wash me"I mouth loud enough only for her to hear.
Why was I touched before.
My brain became heavy with her smell that I kept ******* gulps of, and felt tears collect themselves in my eyes.
I discovered the happiness they kept bragging about in complete decoy.
If only they know what happiness felt like.
Ocasionally I'd peak at her to see endless folds of black and my heart runs fast with fear of its majesty.
She accepted what I am, enjoyed swallowing my dark thoughts into her even darker descending bottoms.
Her distance made it clear I was not to touch, only taste her.
For once I couldn't mind,
I threw the weight of my sorrow and passed into a state I still don't have synonyms for.
Her love made me complete,
I was ready to leave this life then and there with no regrets or a second look.
For everything would be tasteless after her
Oct 29, 2018
Oct 29, 2018 at 11:37 AM UTC