My best friend turned 18 today
And instead of cake, he looked away
He thought of thoughts he couldn't admit
Zombie sung by Karoline Leavitt
History taught us anger
Is best thrown in the harbor
But when you know the people
War is so much harder
I wish the world could his eyes
Bright blue and heavy before a cry
And he faces upwards towards the sky
"Will I go to heaven when I die"
Mar 16
Mar 16, 2026 at 12:11 AM UTC
I just wanted to say happy birthday
To the man I never knew enough
He was my sunshine; I was his sunshine
Before the starlight turned it off
I remember the days he held me and cried
And his mug trembling in his hand
I remembered my grandmother's tired faces
And my father's first time being a man
Nothing felt heavier than when the sky took him
And the airplanes circled through the air
And even though I never believed in God
I felt his presence there
And Everytime I think of the man
who left my arms to soon
I remember the adorable things he loved:
Planes, cookies, the moon
And it doesn't matter how it took you
Nor the strange conclusions we draw
I just wanted to say I miss you
And, Happy Birthday Grandpa
Mar 2
Mar 2, 2026 at 9:16 PM UTC
Hello, my name is Ocean.
Yes the Ocean, yes you're home.
The one who provides the wine,
Your life, your corazon.
And yes, I've watched your ships
As they've strolled across my surface.
And yes, I've watched the oils spills,
terrified and nervous.
Yet, I still wave at your children:
Their palms full of sand.
And I smile at your innocents,
Whom live on the land.
But the sky and I watch the pollution.
That pollution which makes her weep.
And I watch it **** my fish and coral,
And round my waves it seeps.
So forgive me if I cause a storm
That knocks over your buildings.
Forgive the sky for passing by,
Weeping on your weddings.
Forgive the land for shaking,
Knocking bodies to the floor.
We never meant to hurt your people
But we've never felt this pain before
Dec 17, 2025
Dec 17, 2025 at 11:43 PM UTC
Fifty percent of memory is changed
Only 3 years after it happened
So when I look back and I see my friends
Their face face and person: forgotten
So how am I who I am
When who I was is a lie
How am I supposed to live
When I can't trust my mind
Nov 23, 2025
Nov 23, 2025 at 1:29 AM UTC
It shattered into a million pieces
Shot daggers through my heart
My brother and his anger
Watched his whole life fall apart
Bruised, broken, battered
the moon shone it's beam
Shot arrows off the glass
Aimed it's bow right at me
Silence stood in place
Where once their was a clatter
His ghost a solemn gray
A mug; my brother - shattered
Sep 16, 2025
Sep 16, 2025 at 11:46 PM UTC
I know I can't help them
So why do you try
Why do you spend hours
Awake at night
Why do you tremble
Why do you scream
The pain isn't yours
It's not what it seems
You stand there alone
Starfish in hand
You try and and throw far
But it stays on the land
Your arm becomes sore
Your heart becomes tired
Even your conscious
Is no longer wired
You're breaking alone
Deathbeds begun
But everything's worth it
If I can save one
Aug 6, 2025
Aug 6, 2025 at 12:13 AM UTC
A child: so happy
Each day to day
She smiles 400 times
And each one stays
An adult: so broken
if happy then empty
But the times we smile
Average to twenty
Jul 15, 2025
Jul 15, 2025 at 12:37 PM UTC
For those who still believe
Happy Fourth of July
And for those who lost hope
Happy firework night
Jul 5, 2025
Jul 5, 2025 at 12:04 AM UTC
Mirror mirror on the wall
Reflect my sorrows reflect them all
And when I cry when I scream
Reflect the way I think of me
Mirror mirror on the wall
Reflect the way in which I fall
But catch my teary eyes in sight
My eyes of gold reflect the light
Jul 3, 2025
Jul 3, 2025 at 3:43 PM UTC
Look at me I'm beautiful
Just don't look at my face
Or my body or personality
Or any of my mistakes
Just Look at me I'm beautiful
But don't look at anything I've done
Anything I despise and hate
Just to earn your love
look LOOK I'm beautiful
Just look at anything which I've dealt
But it's hard to say I'm beautiful
When I can't love myself
Jul 2, 2025
Jul 2, 2025 at 12:47 AM UTC