Feelin like I can get out of this hole,
Feeling on top of the world,
shutout my self hatred,
My lack of will power; you diminish
Without you in my system,
Depression and anxiety;
Lame things that interfere in being who I want to be;
When your run out lord help me
Mar 23, 2016
Mar 23, 2016 at 3:40 AM UTC
Dark eyes; seductive stare,
Make me so ***** that I can't bare
Caress your crotch,
Tease you so nonchalant,
In public;
Your seduction holds a spell on me,
attraction so deep,
Inside & out you make me complete.,
Soul as **** as your demeanor,
My sexuality couldn't be even more satisfied; those big brown eyes, when they glance at me I become mesmerized
They man of my dreams,
So witty and slightly mean,
your guidance lifts me from my knees,
Leave all the substance abuse in the past,
Life is finally good in havinga blast
Mar 22, 2016
Mar 22, 2016 at 4:31 AM UTC
Wild flowers,
Water fall stream,
Misty mountains far along the breeze,
My dreams; so serene
downriver,
Filthy place where I stay,
Could go on & on, though too tired to explain;
I want to go far far away,
My dreams that my heart yearns to stay;
So close; but so far away
Pushing through everyday,
Depression poems are not my forte,
Though it's about to evolve to one now anyway,
You see no drive is an interference;
To not stay where I am today,
To my dream that I want to lay,
In a field of wildflowers; who needs a bouquet?
We all have dreams,
This is mine,
Conquered on the Devils time
Mar 22, 2016
Mar 22, 2016 at 3:42 AM UTC
Turning eighteen,
Suppose to be an adult;
feeling like a tween
ex sad careless teen,
In the present not where I'm suppose to be,
grief of a loser,
Caught in the in between;
self inflicted headshot,
Or being who I want to be
Dec 28, 2015
Dec 28, 2015 at 10:42 PM UTC
Death
Us humans
Will never know
What the after life with unfold
*The greatest mystery *
The earth holds
Dec 5, 2015
Dec 5, 2015 at 8:29 AM UTC
Bang bang,
Music,
brainwashing your ears,
Designer labels and drugs,
Tempting you to mug,
Innocent lives
Sent above,
Due to the ignorance preached to the young
Concerned about the generation to come
This world is ****
Now my flow may be a little ****** a little off
Thought I have no other thoughts
Dec 5, 2015
Dec 5, 2015 at 8:06 AM UTC
River streams,
Quietness so serene
Wild flowers,
sunny rays casting down,
Reflecting off the trees,
Touching the ground
Gentle wind bristling your skin,
This is my place you're not aloud in
Close your eyes,
You're problems meet their demise,
The Suns beating down on me,
I feel fine
Dec 3, 2015
Dec 3, 2015 at 5:51 AM UTC