
Why don't I speak anymore?
Make me weak to the core
I just hope that you feel stronger
Blind to the bleak, oh my poor
Carcas reeks, from the sores
I have made to make me hurt longer
Blasphemy
Avert your eyes, I plead, but
Not for me
I dare not burden you with my existence
Even though you me to,
Even though you want me
I am the all and only that I don't see
But you want me
Jan 21, 2024
Jan 21, 2024 at 8:55 PM UTC
Beware of the dark, my love,
It would hunt you down.
And when you scream, my love,
There would be no sound!
And when you look around,
You'll find you're all alone
Because the art of the darkness
Can house no home.
My love, my heart harness
Darkness, this dark's my own.
Beware of my love, for dark-
Ness lurks at your door
And if you let me in
You will be no more.
Yes, I know this for sure
'Cause if you come around
Come take a look, see my hooks
They would hold you down.
My love, you're shook
Glad you took it as your way out.
Oct 19, 2023
Oct 19, 2023 at 9:29 AM UTC
Clementines on a Sunday morning
I've had a taste of love
I fell down
Way too many times
This feeling's so surreal
Must be crime... Crime?
Subtle, subliminal
You come around like a criminal
And leave me yearning
For your
Clementines on a Sunday morning.
Oct 19, 2023
Oct 19, 2023 at 9:20 AM UTC
I'm going places
And nowhere good
Leaving the neighbourhood
Of blurry faces
I'm going places
Misunderstood
I would stay, if I could
I'm changing bases
A lonely path
Accompanied by me and myself
Let out a laugh
The past, they think know hell
I'm losing grasp
Spiralling straight into wonderland
Why didn't they hold my hand?
Topsy turvy
My perspectives change
I hurt me
Fuelled by the pain
Lurching, wandering,
Perching, pondering
On a cold, wet, porcelain throne
Mixing, blending
Fixing, mending
Aimless, I push on, all alone.
Oct 19, 2023
Oct 19, 2023 at 9:09 AM UTC
Speakers distort static matter,
Is it real? Is it a dream?
There are vestiges that I'm after
And they crave nicotine.
I'm offered nicotine,
I've never felt so alone
I am nobody
And nobody's home
Oct 19, 2023
Oct 19, 2023 at 9:06 AM UTC
Responsibilities
I grow diseased
And
Reconsider these
Atrocities
My memories long gone
You expect me to move on
And to grow from where I've spawned
Mourning melodies for remedies
I know they'll never come
So I live out dreams through song
Deep down, feeling scarred and wrong
Mourning melodies 'til morning
My love, she's not responding!
Apr 3, 2023
Apr 3, 2023 at 11:27 AM UTC
Isn't it a lonely world?
Watching from the other side
My life is just passing me by
"You naughty girl,
Questionably feminine,
You know you are a freaking sin!"
Gouge my eyes and watch me scream
Another day
Won't wake up to my dreams
What can I say
When you wouldn't listen?
I don't have your permission
Look into the massive sky
Feeling so inferior
I cry on the interior
"You shameful guy,
Excuse of masculinity."
I'm never allowed to be me
Gouge my eyes and watch me scream
Another day
Won't wake up to my dreams
What can I say
When you wouldn't listen?
I don't have your permission
What can I say,
But dream another day?
Apr 3, 2023
Apr 3, 2023 at 11:21 AM UTC
Thoughts that drift off into thoughtless.
Thoughtless,
I'm lost to the the darkness
I have no feeling
Deaf, blind, mute, tasteless seething
I'm lost, but I'm believing
Believing?
Oh yes, I'm still believing in you.
Apr 3, 2023
Apr 3, 2023 at 11:11 AM UTC
The screen broke
Long before
I did, 'fore
I did.
And the keyboard
Works no more.
A closed door
To my will.
Will I ever decide if
I'll become defined by the silence?
You know me more for my quiet
Than the things that I said!
Autotranslate my words,
Autocorrect me me
Until you see
Only what you like.
I have been silenced,
But that's alright, alright?
Put me on silent
Throughout the night.
My software
Is replaced
And defaced
Again.
How user friendly
Of me to
Value your input
Above all else.
I cannot think for myself!
So I rely on your instructions,
Shelved, waiting to be instructioned.
Wipe me clean then code me.
I'll output what you want,
Whatever you need.
Are you happy
With what's on your screen?
I guess I'm man-made,
Just a man made machine, how clean!
A mere man made
Into a man-made machine.
Apr 3, 2023
Apr 3, 2023 at 11:02 AM UTC
Softly singing on a night shelf
It's so draining
I come alive
During the nighttime
Without your help
Softly singing on a night shelf.
Mar 6, 2023
Mar 6, 2023 at 7:42 AM UTC