Through the nights, when I don't come home on time,
Peeking through the door, I see your hands wished they were in mine,
Your eyes go moist, and you nose turns wine red,
Sorry but I have this life,
That ***** with me ******* you,
That hates me loving you,
That loves me far from you.
Feb 12, 2023
Feb 12, 2023 at 7:00 AM UTC
When I lay down in night,
And close my eyes...
I dream those ten minutes where I,
Can think about you and your lies.
And I love it when,
My heart gets heavy
And gets scared everytime,
Our eyes meet.
But I get afraid...
I may fall for you once again,
And do the thing,
I hate.
And that's just when,
It is morning again,
And colors paint the sight
& Just like that,
It's been another night.
May 12, 2022
May 12, 2022 at 6:58 AM UTC
The saddest truth,
About you, and me is,
We can't be together,
Ever...
May 11, 2022
May 11, 2022 at 2:49 PM UTC
I walk through those dark & silent woods,
And think of all the hurt I caused,
And the pain I gifted you with the sweet roses,
And wish I could bleed through its intense thorns.
Apr 26, 2022
Apr 26, 2022 at 3:26 AM UTC
Like the dead, I stood
In the dark and storm.
My blood flowed through,
In chevron, the cold soil.
On that night,
I rued the days,
That, as the broken heart,
Perished in the dark through.
How would I know,
That you remember...
But you too like me, stood there,
In the dark and the rain.
A tear drop, which fell with the blue,
On your red face.
And the warm embers were next.
Mar 27, 2022
Mar 27, 2022 at 10:06 AM UTC
If you were there,
I would've believed the lies you rained.
But when you said you were there for me,
I believed the moment was a flood of lies you caused.
If you didn't mean to hurt me,
I would've bore all your pain to just hurt myself.
But when you cried out and begged it,
You just did exactly what killed me more.
If you were loyal to me,
I would've never left you, ever.
But when you said it,
I peeked through, and there your man stood, smiling.
If you loved me,
I would've died, but never leave.
But when you told me you love me,
Thought I'd rather die than stay.
'Cause all I were to you,
were just your lying tears.
Mar 15, 2022
Mar 15, 2022 at 3:01 PM UTC
I made a House of cards,
Storeys going up to infinity.
Clouds were too small to be seen,
And was god to this world.
Each card put down with a whip of breath,
And when the heart skipped a beat.
I didn't know something,
Which intrigued me too deep.
I rushed down from the top,
Reached the ground.
After a long time,
I saw my House of cards standing tall.
Beautiful and Glorious.
I could see till where the sky ended,
But it didn't.
Saw My House Of cards from the earth,
When my eye caught a glimpse of something.
My first card ever placed, An Ace.
It doesn't even matter, the first card,
It has a crack on it!
I realised
It was going to fall down.
All of it.
Oh not soon after,
did I see it all coming down.
Down to earth,
Down to me,
to taste the smell of water,
Coming down to the ground with,
a dark blue downpour.
I stood there, on my first card.
Wet and damp,
Until it dawned on me that...
My House of Cards was just any other thing,
which was built with love to see it being broken.
And to see it ending.
Oct 18, 2021
Oct 18, 2021 at 2:02 AM UTC
I see this night sky,
While we sat there on the hill.
City Lights seemed to be dimming,
And I held your hand.
When you looked at me with those eyes,
I didn't know what I'd say, I lied
I couldn't see the moonlight,
While the stars blinded me.
The music I could hear,
The fragrance I could smell,
The blue that I could see,
All was a waste of time, without you.
You needed to break some hearts,
You needed to make me cry,
You knew, or else if I ever
walked to the place we knew,
I won't wait for you.
Sep 1, 2021
Sep 1, 2021 at 12:20 AM UTC
I know, I can't feel you,
but the feeling I have for you...
is the most beautiful.
I know, I can't hear you call out,
but if I have had,
I would hold you forever.
Why do I love you,
when I don't even love myself.
I can see the only intention,
me holding your hand...
I don't want to let you leave,
but how would you know that...
You would walk away,
but I will love you, darlin'.
Aug 26, 2021
Aug 26, 2021 at 2:04 AM UTC
You see misery,
standing in front of you.
You walk away,
and never tend to come back.
You see joy,
attracting you like gravity,
you hold him tight,
and would never let go.
You see me now,
Neither gravity nor repulsion,
You stand in front of me.
Look in the eyes and,
Fade away.
Aug 13, 2021
Aug 13, 2021 at 2:45 PM UTC