Covid
Covid
So morbid.
God forbid
eyes go dead.
Months laid in bed
like coffin bed.
Virus does not bleed.
It's words makes you fade.
Aug 21, 2020
Aug 21, 2020 at 12:38 AM UTC
Uranium
Argen
aluminum
ways
Indium
my
Helium
Argen
Titanium
Berylium
lithium
Vanadium
when
Iodine
say
Iodine
Lanthanum
Vanadium
Uranium
potassium
tantalum
nitrogen
xenon
barium
yttrium
helium
helium
helium
Sep 26, 2017
Sep 26, 2017 at 9:41 PM UTC
No longer part of the lost boys.
Soon you will hear my voice.
Been long since we've settled our differences
and love has blanket us from darkness
Been peaceful ever since...
up to the core of my senses
right now i am fixing myself
doing very little baby steps
to become a better man
not for her but to myself
May 1, 2016
May 1, 2016 at 1:48 AM UTC
I am leaving.
Find my own adventure
and possibly never look back.
I don't care if they go looking for me
Or if they ever would...
Watch me.
It's your big lost.
Feb 28, 2016
Feb 28, 2016 at 5:11 AM UTC
I want to run away
I want to be someone else
I want to hide from love
I am scared of love
I was ok and doing fine.
I was on the top.
I was beautiful.
Now It's all worse and heavy.
I thought love is good.
It was ecstatic.
I thought I could do more with Love.
But I was badly hit and burnt.
Craving so much
So thirsty to taste it again
with this shaking in me
I will not last
Now I feel lost in a labyrinth
The feeling of being dragged back
to the feeling of losing someone
no escape; chained and marked
It's unbearable
like seeing Death
that ***** happiness
the anguish
please save me
Feb 27, 2016
Feb 27, 2016 at 7:21 AM UTC
sending a message to her
is like poking a snail
only after waiting in hours
it finally comes out of her shell
saying hi to dry a bit of her pores
then goes back to her sleeping spell
and here i am still on shore
staring at probably an empty shell
Feb 13, 2016
Feb 13, 2016 at 12:07 PM UTC
I put up my pride
Gave a cold shoulder; caging myself
I did my best to stay away
but it seems I could not stride
Foolishly waiting for a call
Checking from time to time
if you remember me at all
Jan 1, 2016
Jan 1, 2016 at 10:27 PM UTC
heavy and hard to breath
confused by longing, love and jealousy
as they tried to squeeze into my heart
weakens me as minute passes
adding the frustration i felt
for some of my messages and drawings
like a reflection in the mirror
just bounces back at me.
frustrated to feel
that my love and care
could not get through her
though she looked at me and smiled.
frustrated to long
for her touch and warm
in this cold winter
when there's a wall between us.
Now I came to understand
that feelings are hard to contain.
only one thing that hinders us
and it must be destroyed.
Determined enough
I punched the wall
she was surprised
then looked like disgusted.
could not understand. why?
i punched the wall again
seeing same eyes
but telling me to stop.
i punched the wall again
i could not feel her presence
i stopped in fear
my fist is still against the wall
my eyes sting
as my heart goes in pain
teeth clenched
as i tried to deny my thinking
could not stop my tears from falling
blurs my eyes to see hers
now i ask myself as i regret to think
how much do you care about me?
i felt alone
how i wish the rumor is true
how i wish i could break this wall
just like the boy in the rumor did
i cried so hard and loud
but no one heard of me
no one even her
Jan 1, 2016
Jan 1, 2016 at 12:26 PM UTC
it hurts to not know
if my existence still glows
it hurts to not know
if other's yearning for me still grows
it hurts for the love i could not show
I wonder if they hear my sorrow
Sep 14, 2015
Sep 14, 2015 at 1:09 PM UTC
Been a while since I sang
Can't seem to wake myself up
Even with the loudest clang.
I'm dry. Imagination gone dry
Fingers, that are itching to tink,
seem too lazy to even try.
Days passed so fast.
Goals set and started
but none did last.
living like a doll
a nowhere man
lying all day, dull
my music suddenly empties
No more hums and melodies
Ever since you took the sun and left
Aug 31, 2015
Aug 31, 2015 at 9:32 AM UTC