
wh ati f iju s ten dm y li f e ri g htno w?
w hyd oi ha v et owa i t?
May 21, 2018
May 21, 2018 at 4:01 PM UTC
Nobody understands you
I want to know
Why you ****
The pain you cause
You make warriors fall to their knees
Everybody worships you
You haunt nightmares
You are an evil sorcerer
Your prison locks away the forgotten
In a place where
Creativity, imagination, and color
They do not exist
They are not welcome
I hate you Death
You have taken from me
You thief!
You are evil
You torture my mind
My body screams for the pain to stop
You **** me from the inside out
You possess my thoughts
There is nothing worse
You filthy liar! You cheater!
I hope you suffer beyond belief!
I hate you, Death
And yet,
Without you
There would still be pain
Sorrow
Torture
You end all that
With one movement
What is worse than death?
Many, many are worse than Death
You may be a devil, Death
I will never understand you
But
You have helped me through life
And when it is my time to end
I will do it willingly
Thank you, Death
Mar 15, 2018
Mar 15, 2018 at 8:17 AM UTC
Would the world continue if I were not in it?
Would the laughter cease?
Or would it keep going?
Would I live on in memory?
Or be forgotten?
Would anyone... anybody out there
Care?
Would Death accept me for who I am?
Or leave me?
Amid Life and Death
Light and Dark
Future and Past
Will I ever find out?
Mar 14, 2018
Mar 14, 2018 at 8:37 PM UTC
The rain falls onto the charcoal ground
The deepest and darkest of my thoughts weave their way through my mind
Circling like a hawk
Waiting to stab at the peacefullness welled up inside me
Longing to break the endless seams that hide the joyous emotions
The icy moon rises to begin it’s torture
And the darkness overwhelms me
Cracks appear throughout the barricade
The darkness continues it’s endless assault
My emotions inside struggle to keep the darkness at bay
My mind fights against itself
Eating itself up
Killing itself
Until finally, the darkness wins control
Mar 12, 2018
Mar 12, 2018 at 5:55 PM UTC
I sit here in my bed
Searching for answers
I sit here
Wondering
Why did the world have to come to this?
Why do I have to...
Die...?
I guess everybody dies
But I don't want to die
I don't want my life to slip away
I don't know why but...
I feel as though there is a chance...
A chance for me to live...!
But no...
It can't be...
For I am sick
And won't get up again...
It won't be that bad...
Will it...?
Just fading away into nothingness
Not feeling or hearing
Or seeing or smelling
Goodbye everybody...
My life is gonna slip away
Into nothingness
Goodbye old friends...
I'm going...
Aug 26, 2017
Aug 26, 2017 at 5:42 PM UTC
I walked down my staircase to bump right into Anxiety
She looked me in the eye and walked away
I was stunned for a moment, then continued down
While I was making my breakfast Anxiety appeared again
Walking right into the fridge
She said, "Don't you have anything good in here?"
I became anxious and stuttered, "Uh... Try the stew".
She gave me a dark look and walked away
I put my head down
The rest of my day I was very anxious
Walking around nervously
Becoming paranoid
Not trusting anyone
Why are they looking at me? I thought
From this day on if I ever see Anxiety I tell her to get out of my house
I will never see her again
Aug 24, 2017
Aug 24, 2017 at 6:22 PM UTC
My life...
Is...
Unforgivable...
I don't know...
What... to do...
What should I do...?
Someone...
Help... me
Help...
me
I regret...
Many things...
I regret...
Doing what... I did... Alone
To become...
Unforgivable...
But I can't go back...
I can't say... I was... wrong
I cant be wrong...!
They must... understand
If they don't...
They will see me... as...
As a monster...
For the rest...
Of my unforgivable...
Life...
Aug 19, 2017
Aug 19, 2017 at 6:06 PM UTC
I...
I was...
I was wrong...
I wasn't...
I wasn't... framed
I killed... an innocent
Man...
Man...!
Man?
That's what's done it!
That's what put me to suffer...!
Man!
I shouldn't be mad at harming...?
I killed millions of innocents...!
Innocent men!
Ha!
But that makes me...
A guilty man...
Guilty...
But...
Why was I framed...?
No.
Why did I THINK I was framed...?
Why...?
I was wrong...!
UNFORGIVABLY...!
WRONG!
Aug 19, 2017
Aug 19, 2017 at 8:24 AM UTC
I was framed...
I was framed by...
By a lunatic
I was framed
I WAS FRAMED! I WAS FRAMED AND NOW I SUFFER
Endless suffering...
Endless...
There is no end...
None...!
I need...
I need to strike...
I need to finish this FOOL...!
Come...
Come to me...!
Come to your DEATH...!
Let me show you...
What happens...
When you mess...
With ME...
This...
This is unforgivable...
You are dead to me...!
You will never be...
Forgiven...
Aug 18, 2017
Aug 18, 2017 at 8:46 PM UTC
Why do I have to suffer...!
In this
Mess...
Why do I have to be punished...!
Sent away...
To a place
Beyond reality...
This is horrible...!
What a cruel world...!
But what I did...
Was unforgivable
And yet...
What if I made it up somehow
What if I showed this world...!
I am strong!
I am not bad!
I am...
Not unforgivable...
But I am unforgivable
It's done
I have no place in this cruel world...
**** ME
**** ME NOW!
No...
Wait...
I don't want to die...
I want to go back
Back to when...
I wasn't
Unforgivable...
Aug 17, 2017
Aug 17, 2017 at 8:57 AM UTC