i feel
Complexity
oft times guilt that I can't hide
or abstain
on things that should, for the moment
stay
hidden
Released in peace
May 10, 2018
May 10, 2018 at 7:29 AM UTC
I don't want to work
to force clothed words
out of the hole in my
skull
I want to draw
to worship reality
with
my mineral fingers
Mar 12, 2018
Mar 12, 2018 at 11:20 AM UTC
Maybe I'm selfish and mean,
but I require more than passing phrase,
more than 'I miss you'.
I feel slighted and set aside
in your happiness.
Maybe I'm not able
to without bias,
consider what is best for you.
Taking a step back might be
the right way.
Just don't martyr yourself
in the search for
her happiness.
Mar 12, 2018
Mar 12, 2018 at 8:59 AM UTC
time is meaningless
yet ultimately
all that matters
runs by time
we race time
in the search for each other
without intention
running
side by side
looking the same way
Feb 7, 2018
Feb 7, 2018 at 9:04 AM UTC
push my up
on out, foot first
after my body but my mind stays
behind
wrapped up in sweated luxury
lost without your body to cling to
used to this comfort
both easier and harder to start
our timings normalize
Feb 7, 2018
Feb 7, 2018 at 9:01 AM UTC
Sometimes I worry
That I've said too much
too little
Cut over Or out
Used the wrong words
Hurt you
With bumbling use
Of my native language
The paradoxical irony
Of feeling well read
But unable to write myself
To be read well
Feb 7, 2018
Feb 7, 2018 at 8:57 AM UTC
warm or cold
I want to hold.
observed posture
A cup of tea
that seemingly inconsequential physicality
Too warm
let go
missing intimacy
seeking You out
Nov 27, 2017
Nov 27, 2017 at 10:00 AM UTC
the dishonesty of honesty
when do we lie to ourselves
when do we lie to each other
intoxicated mutterings
differs between the indulgence
of substance or body
both result in doe-eyed appreciation
eyes attached
i mutter returns of your honesty
Nov 27, 2017
Nov 27, 2017 at 9:57 AM UTC
a glitter
of your neck
distracts attention, focusing imagination
charming your sworn thrall
brings thoughts of what’s within
your mind and heart
let us make that bedroom art
Nov 26, 2017
Nov 26, 2017 at 8:25 AM UTC
Outer surface of cold hands
holding thoughts in my warm palms
listening to thoughts through my cold ears
warm breath leaks into a frigid room
warm thoughts of skin to touch
I wish I was in bed with you.
Nov 13, 2017
Nov 13, 2017 at 5:53 AM UTC