I missed out on so much
A Special day
A ceremony
A dance
Saying goodbye to so many
That I'll never see again
I hope they're doing all right
Jun 8, 2023
Jun 8, 2023 at 1:12 PM UTC
I miss the feeling
Of finding something new.
The anxiety.
The excitement.
But like all things.
Once they happen once.
They don't feel the same again.
May 28, 2023
May 28, 2023 at 2:14 PM UTC
I listen to the same songs
The same playlists
The same sounds
The same feelings
On repeat over
And over again
Apr 10, 2023
Apr 10, 2023 at 1:26 PM UTC
A lot of things have changed
A lot has gotten better
But the Pain hurts more when you fall from higher highs.
Dec 20, 2022
Dec 20, 2022 at 7:55 PM UTC
I think that the worse part is that I know it's true
but accepting it is another thing
and I don't even know how to feel anymore
the loneliness is starting to feel comfortable
The best thing I've ever learned is how to find happiness in solitude.
Jun 7, 2021
Jun 7, 2021 at 9:14 PM UTC
The worst part is that I don't want to hurt the few people that love me
I keep going
I wake up and just exist.
If only they knew.
Mar 22, 2021
Mar 22, 2021 at 5:49 PM UTC
I feel numb
I feel tired all the time
I've stopped caring
I've been so scared
I don't even fear death at this point.
If I were to meet death
It would be with open arms.
Feb 15, 2021
Feb 15, 2021 at 3:19 PM UTC
Everything keeps building up
it's reaching the point where it's going to spill over
like a *** of boiling water
I don't even know what to do anymore
I don't want this to keep going the way it is
I don't even bother checking my phone anymore because I know that there's going to be nothing there.
every day is so ******* dry
I keep thinking about doing it
more and more
they aren't working
they did at first
but I feel like they are starting to do what everybody else is doing
giving up on me
I guess it's time
For me to give up too.
Feb 1, 2021
Feb 1, 2021 at 8:34 PM UTC
Every day is the same thing.
Wake up
No friends
It's so dark
So quiet
So lonely
So numb.
Feb 1, 2021
Feb 1, 2021 at 5:12 PM UTC
I've stopped caring about what other people think.
I'm doing things that make me happy.
I'm thinking things that are making me happy.
I'm saying things that make me happy.
I'm tired of people telling me what should make me happy.
I know what I need to be happy.
So I'm going to follow through
And be selfish for once.
Nov 18, 2020
Nov 18, 2020 at 10:47 AM UTC