Im tired
Im tired of trying
Again and agin its the same
The same outcome
The same pain.
I feel im losing my self
Im slipping away
And ever time I slip
I find myself having less to hold on to
I wonder
I wonder how long i have
Till nothings left to grasp
Dec 18, 2018
Dec 18, 2018 at 3:29 AM UTC
I've loved a man and I've lost
My beging, my first and our foughts
Faults and flaws to blame
Misery and shame
Icey was our fire
Melting and burning disire
Maybe one thats lost
Can be found again for a cost..
Jan 26, 2018
Jan 26, 2018 at 5:08 AM UTC
Rember the sounds,the sights,our laughter
The joy that rushed us and filled our evey being
the pulsating beat of an excelerating moment
the thumbing of our hearts to the waves of the music
our touchs and our glances and our disires
the satifaction of a gentle brush of skin and plastic
melting in you,energizing you,flowing through your body
the washed-out,blurred faces emulating heat
the soothing flashes of colorful light swirling in mid air, fading and reviving
with a gaint dark mass underneath and in it,
moving and sawying in sync, as if it's one intity,yet it's many individuals,faceless and pure
the smell of over heated,moist bodies glowing in the light
so sweet and alluring and sureal,overdriving our senses
mixing them together into euphoria,into exstacy,flowing into our veins,tingling
then it's gone, all in one moment,
your alone,your scared,your not one intity but one person
reasoning flys back to you,reality lingering in
memories and regrets and lies and happiness sink slowly into your brain filling you with emotions
you recall your last moments of exstacy
then walk away
leaving everything in a shattered mess,not bothering to fix or face it
taking one moment,one piece, from thousands and your gone...it's gone
Jan 25, 2018
Jan 25, 2018 at 2:02 AM UTC
Things better left unsaid
Find home in my mouth
A voice for the unspeakable
A weapon to a freind
A prisiner to nothing
No guilt to be feed
A camandor of sin
Doesn't take light of loaded gun to the head
And words are more direct method to defend
For these leave burrows that dig deep in the skin
Find home in the mind and live on
A gun ends quick but my words won't leave those I deem damnd
Jan 27, 2016
Jan 27, 2016 at 11:18 AM UTC
It wasn't just a fluke in my head that I misread,
It was the life I was living that was mislead
Mar 25, 2015
Mar 25, 2015 at 4:22 PM UTC
I love you but your lost
Forgave and forgot
I know not what it's cost
But inside I know you fought
Mar 25, 2015
Mar 25, 2015 at 4:20 PM UTC
Back yard porch light
Burns bright with a dim light,
Amongst the hollow trees.
Shadows swimming out of sight
malicious in their whipping bite,
Calm the forest that can not be.
A flutter of flurries swarms the night
I'm improching on the source of white
Free the moth that's not your moon.
So soon be gone my dusty paresite
Flee these woods of wrong turn fright,
For soon that light will be your guide to stay.
And your moon will dull and fade into the starlight
Beseech your home, it puts up a fight,
Away away you flitter the fray.
Your dusted coat of chalk sheet blight
tethers away like thoughts of yesternight,
Leaving specks of musk alomg the tree line.
Mar 24, 2015
Mar 24, 2015 at 4:14 PM UTC
This sorrow that's inside
I try to take it's pride,
make it hide,
but it won't die.
Everything's a lie
Covered up in filthy flies.
Can't you find,
anyone one who'll make it die?
Nov 29, 2014
Nov 29, 2014 at 7:01 PM UTC
Days turn into weeks,
As weeks turn into months,
To Years and so forth
Till you've wasted your whole life
Waiting with nothing to show
Or leave behind,
But the faith you had in another
Who lived their life forgetting you.
Nov 22, 2014
Nov 22, 2014 at 9:37 PM UTC
The things we value most, are the things with no valuable worth
Nov 22, 2014
Nov 22, 2014 at 1:05 PM UTC