You turned a year older my Love
I know you didn't want to
You're almost a adult
Im so sorry I cant protect you
Did you try to take your life again?
Breath your last breath
Please dont die
you're worrying me
My Love
Jan 11
Jan 11, 2026 at 12:07 AM UTC
I was supposed to call you back
You said I had to find a way
You're trapped
You say how bored you feel
And I feel a bit burdened by the responsibility to take care of you
Its almost errotic
Romantic
The way I care and cry about you
Even when you're not here
I can take responsibility
Can you love me though?
Jan 11
Jan 11, 2026 at 12:04 AM UTC
*** is just friction
That turns into lust
Is that why it hurts so much?
Nov 14, 2025
Nov 14, 2025 at 8:45 PM UTC
I wonder who'd be the first to notice my absence
Nov 14, 2025
Nov 14, 2025 at 8:38 PM UTC
I don't think I asked for it.
To be religious.
It traps me more than anything else.
I doubt who I love and who I am.
What is sin or what isn't
I don't want to be rejected at Your so called pearly gates
Does that mean I have to loose my identity?
Does that mean I should believe in nothing?
That after death I'll just die,
Or should I comfort myself with religion
And loose myself.
Nov 13, 2025
Nov 13, 2025 at 8:33 PM UTC
have you been touched sexually before?
felt unclean
because he touched you
because they all used you
and now you feel sinful
and have something inside you
but its not your choice anymore
its not your body
give birth to a child
that isn't yours
waste your money
and traumatize your body even more
because a white man decided
that its not your choice
its not your life
and numbers need to go up
Nov 10, 2025
Nov 10, 2025 at 3:21 PM UTC
that uncomfortable
disgusting
feeling
when your parents decide to act like parents
so you're forced to forgive
and forget
because now you
are in the wrong
Nov 10, 2025
Nov 10, 2025 at 3:16 PM UTC
at church I hear how "people like you" are lumped in with rapists and killers
i guess i forgot it was a sin to love and feel comfortable
in the body one was given
do I want to believe in a homophobic God?
or did man write Him?
is it a sin to say 'I love you'
and feel that this body doesn't encage me?
Nov 10, 2025
Nov 10, 2025 at 7:43 AM UTC
I love how sick you make me feel
how your touch made me freeze
your whispers and hushed tone
now all I can do is recall said moment
and stay silent
Nov 10, 2025
Nov 10, 2025 at 7:25 AM UTC
With the appendages God gave me
I sin against Him
As they explore my body
In ways I shouldn't
I mimic your touch
Because hopefully one day
I'll get to tell someone about it
Nov 8, 2025
Nov 8, 2025 at 8:38 PM UTC