I had my victories
I had my struggles
Still lost
Back at point one
It must be You
It should be You
Nov 9, 2023
Nov 9, 2023 at 11:30 AM UTC
I'm having hard time processing things.
Cluttered thoughts...
Unhealthy mind...
Countless sleepless nights...
Leave me alone.
I...
I just need to process this Æ L O N E.
Don't need any approval.
Don't need your unsolicited advice.
I just needed S P A C E.
I know how to ask for help, believe me.
Aug 6, 2020
Aug 6, 2020 at 2:08 PM UTC
I hope the world will not hinder us...
To know what we are
To become who we are
To love
I hope this emotions will not lead me...
To leave you
To stop what we are
To stop loving you
I hope this night will not let me...
Cry myself to sleep
Hurt myself even more
Feel that I'm insignificant
I'm hoping...
For you
For the best
For love
Jan 16, 2019
Jan 16, 2019 at 8:05 AM UTC
She had a plan
She devised it tonight
She'll make it at New Years eve
They we're singing merry
She'll carry a rope
She'll jump and dance until the song stop
I hope she'll make it at New Years eve
She wonder if they'll mourn
She end up crying
She had the loneliest heart tonight
Dec 29, 2017
Dec 29, 2017 at 8:24 AM UTC
My dear heart why are you aching?
Don't withdraw from me
Tormented while sleeping
Emptiness scares me
My mourning mist
Unknown grief
Veined fist
Oblivious thief
Dear Heart, we're inseparable
But you're being unfavorable
I think we should part
I'll cease to breathe while you reach your dead-end
Nov 2, 2017
Nov 2, 2017 at 8:00 PM UTC
Date a man...
Who will pursue you
With sincerest intentions
Who value relationships
Be with a man...
With a vision
Who thinks intelligently
Without selfish ambitions
Marry a man...
Whose heart are set on God
Who fear Him with reverence
Who know the price of a beloved
Aug 9, 2017
Aug 9, 2017 at 7:49 PM UTC
Flesh and pleasures
Anxiety and loneliness
Tempted
Forms of confusion
Tangled in shame
Guilt untamed
Shattered tears
Shadowed in fears
Hiding in pain
Breaking in vain
Feeble
Surrender
Saved
Sanctified
Justified
Called
Eternity
Jun 11, 2017
Jun 11, 2017 at 2:43 AM UTC
Behind the looking glass are pretenses
Where heartache flow like a stream
My feeble feeling keep me senseless
Future becoming vague dream
Every unspeakable words
Every pinch in my heart
Every unseen tears
A spark of hope in every prayer
Darkness always have its way
In my crossroads, even in my alleys
I cried for help, will you please hold me?
Abduct me from my self
Jul 21, 2016
Jul 21, 2016 at 11:31 PM UTC
An oblivious future
And a cynical heart
A spark of hope
And a joy of an answered prayer
A moments of love
And mending of its broken pieces
An answer I can't seem to find
A hatred knocking on my way
A light that shutter all the darkness
A chance to be renewed
And gaining a new heart
A choice and its consequences
A learning for each mistakes
And His faithfulness throughout May
May 24, 2016
May 24, 2016 at 7:08 AM UTC
There's no victory without battle
Winning isn't always a victory
Be pure to your countenance
Fraudulence will never do
Strive for excellence
Fight for righteousness
Lead us to honesty
May 6, 2016
May 6, 2016 at 10:31 PM UTC