I don’t know how I’m supposed to move on
Why is it so hard to accept?
So hard to be?
So hard to live?
Why are you faded away with everything arround me?
My mind can’t keep up.
Everything is moving so slowly but so quickly.
Trying and trying.
I can’t keep trying.
Trying to find a solution but nothing is there.
What do I do?
How am I supposed to move on
when I can’t even live ?
Feb 19, 2021
Feb 19, 2021 at 6:27 PM UTC
like the waves
like the stars
like the trees or like the grass.
like the cundle beside you that gives light to your darkness
like the plate on the sink half empty and now *****
like the cup of coffee that you shared that specific morning
like the rain and like the clouds
like the sun and like the snow
like the book you've just read
or the movie you've just watched
like the arguemnts that reminds you true love
like their touch or their kiss
like their hug or their lips
that's how beautiful life is.
Feb 10, 2021
Feb 10, 2021 at 5:55 PM UTC
It’s so dark in hear,
I can’t see a thing.
It’s so dark in here,
I can’t move or breathe.
Questioning what’s wrong with me.
Wondering why everything is black and I bleed.
I’m shouting and I’m crying but no sound comes out of me.
When will this be over and when will I finally fall asleep?
Thoughts fill my head but I can’t think.
Pain all over my body but I don’t feel.
Go away,
leave me alone
I’m tired don’t you see.
It’s time for me to just leave.
Feb 10, 2021
Feb 10, 2021 at 3:33 AM UTC
And they tell you that it’s real.
Everything you can see is real.
Everything you can touch is real.
Everything you can smell and everything you can taste.
Everything is real.
That’s what you've always known.
And yet-
You don’t feel real.
Feb 9, 2021
Feb 9, 2021 at 10:59 AM UTC