sOMETIMES aLL i nEED tO dO iS sMILE
nO mATTER hOW lOW i aM fEELING
i cHOOSE tO sMILE sOMETIMES aND iT hELPS gET mE tHRU tHE dAY
sO SMILE...
iT mIGHT hELP yOU tOO...
Nov 25, 2015
Nov 25, 2015 at 9:50 PM UTC
My hope is for all my sons to live happy, successful lives.
My hope is for all my sons to have healthy children and great wives.
My hope is for all my sons to have compassion for their brothers.
My hope is for all my sons to never let anything or anyone come between them.
My hope is for all my sons to remember me and that my memory is a happy one in their hearts forever.
My hope is for all my sons to fear The Most High and walk the straight and narrow path of righteousness.
My hope is that my sons stand strong against any evil against them.
I love you all my sons...so far so good...
Nov 25, 2015
Nov 25, 2015 at 7:52 PM UTC
*** i been thinking about u all night.
Can't wait to get to the office.
You're so awesome...sweet, handsome, tall, gentleman.
Loving my new job,
But u make it better.
I do my best to act cool like u don't drive me nuts. Inside...i got butterflies like that MJ song.
Oh my goodness! There you are headed my way. Such a great smile, seeing you, u make my day!
You say good morning, offer me a cookie and tell me I smell so good.
Co-worker notices I got a crush...she waits for the perfect time and asks you so I can hear...How's your girlfriend doing?
My heart instantly cracks in two!
*** I can't believe it! I had no clue...you were already taken!
My crush turned into terrible anguish!
I felt embarrassed too!
The chemistry we have...i know u felt it too!
You led me on! Why didn't you tell me!
You knew I liked you...
I am so through!
My heart was so ready for you...
I ask you, why didn't you tell me you had a girlfriend?
You say, it didn't come to mind...
But you acted like you liked me...he said I do, you're a cool friend.
My heart crushed and cracked...
ALL OVER AGAIN...
Nov 24, 2015
Nov 24, 2015 at 10:27 PM UTC
I hate that I love you
I hate that I think about you
I hate that I miss tou
I hate thinking about the good times we had
All of it gets me riled up and mad!
But then, the anger dissipates and I become so sad...
I feel so alone
A feeling so cold
Having no one to lay down with and hold
No one to share those rainy days with
No one to call my name in my home
No one to share my successes with
No one to laugh at my jokes
No one to say bless u after I sneeze
No one...
I'm so alone...
Nov 22, 2015
Nov 22, 2015 at 9:08 PM UTC
I do it cause of divine flame not for fame or ill gotten gain, jumpin on the heavenly love train, crossin thru them pearly gates, hell hates angels like me, who work only for good, in an insane world the righteous looked upon as INSANE, BEGIN THE HOUSE OF KARMIC PAIN, for all those wicked souls, He told us in the ANCIENT scrolls, beware of the heathen and false gods and false signs of heaven! DO NOT BE DISMAYED! religion is a prison, that holds what you give it, ur soul and mind, time and dimes, earned money! sweat n blood! open ur mind and realize the true livin, life with no limits, its all in the balance, no labels, only understanding, raising and deepening ur mentality eternally, spirituality uplifting, shining, chakras lit, yin and yang, do your thang, dancin through the stars throughout the galaxy, metaphysical dimensions, ascension, heaven, hell, what is it really? fear tactics? don't work on me, cause i roll with divinity, electricity flowin through my veins, ENERGY! brains vibin with the few who can hit that frequency, growin lovin and teachin, WE, beyond all measurement, balance is what i reach to represent, in all ways possible, loving life beyond all physical, esoteric, magical, mystical, peripheral, hard and gentle, beautiful and terrible...meet me in the middle, heavens gate in the mind...The Holy Book is stranger than fiction, i am addicted, to His word, i want and need and thirst for more, this is a Holy War. My spirit needs peace, divinity I release when time comes, He knows where i be, my heart manifests, my mind catches up, no time to be corrupt, how high can one go, eternal mountain climbing, reap what u sow, spirit soaring so hig rebirth in another dimention, divine souls please pay attention, third eye see so fly, bringing us together u and eye, calling all angels good ones only evil ones die, at the hands of the children of The Most High, a spiritual death giving birth to intellect, holy words mine but come from Him The Most High, DO for others more than u do for self, but be selfish build urself for ALL, love thy neighbor and be well, time will tell, smell the truth in the air, deception cannot compare, righteous sons, men and women, wombs giving forth, suffer little children, unto Him, THE SON SAID, chosen but a few, time is now, can't act u know u knew! Keep it real all the time as i bust this Holy Rhyme!!
Nov 22, 2015
Nov 22, 2015 at 1:32 AM UTC
Makin me wanna holla
Where r my divine scholars
Workin breakin there backs
Gotta make money
Pay Caesar
Instead save ur stacks
Too many displaced peoples
Treated unequal
Unjust, in the Most High We TRUST
Have no fear
Walkin in this valley of the shadows of death
RESPECT our lives
Empty pockets
Modern day EGYPT
BABYLON!
Hellish marathons!
Heaven taken by force! I want a divorce from this wicked land!
My people are like the sands of the deserts
We are the survivors
Descendants of slaves
So brave! But how brave must we be,
Oh burdens have mercy on me!
Sleeves pulled up
Plenty of elbow grease
Sneaks laced, fighting in the ghettos for something to eat...crumbs!
Callin us bums
In the slums, eyes open, hopin we make it!
Watch yo back! Prrrrrrat! Prrrrrrat! Is all we hear innocent blood spilled on the concrete
wheres the love between us?
Nov 22, 2015
Nov 22, 2015 at 1:27 AM UTC
I love your kiss
So juicy
So tasty
Your tongue touching mine
So in love
So divine
Under the sheets
As the rain hits the window
Lightening strikes
Thunder roars
Love is so spicy
You turn me on so bad
I love our bodies as they become one
Sweat covers us
As our spirits intertwine
Making love with u is the best
Positions I have never imagined
Feeling things never felt
Pull my hair
Spank me
Im yours to do what u will
Its all so good
I want this feeling forever
Ur so fine on my mind
Even hours after...
Nov 22, 2015
Nov 22, 2015 at 1:14 AM UTC
I thought we had it all as long as we were together. But now the flames have died down because of the stormy weather. I used to miss your sweet kiss...now its like whatever. We say we're in love but actions say otherwise. So we lay in bed n don't even touch. No words just the sound of us breathing. I remember dreaming of laying next to u what i would do. But now after its been done, we just lay here, no fun. I wanna make a move but i don't as i wonder if u feel the same. This is so **** lame. All we did to get together. Now it seems in vain during all this stormy weather.
Nov 22, 2015
Nov 22, 2015 at 1:07 AM UTC
i always stay on smile! not just a lil bit but for a long long while, eternal sunshine, cause my mind stay on the Divine of The Most High! Yesterday, tomorrow And today! I give thanks and pray everyday, 24~7! Wake up with a smile, thru peacefulness or goin thru trial n tribulation! Most High is my focus and inspiration! I give The Ancient of Days props everywhere I go! He is my love and He gets me thru! He is my Father! He is my Boo! Blessings peace and righteousness 2 all who see me! Cause I know He blesses those that bless me and thee! So, I crack a spiritual smile with my heart n soul! Eternally, and it never gets old leave n u with a peace n blessing i throw up my two fingahs... N walk away like a ninja.
Nov 22, 2015
Nov 22, 2015 at 12:55 AM UTC
All the answers are already within...
silence the mind...
thats where to begin...
love urself enough to take the time, to master yourself, and mold your life into what you desire it to be...
thats my heaven...
KNOWING GOD IS KNOWING YOURSELF...
Nov 22, 2015
Nov 22, 2015 at 12:51 AM UTC