My wrists
My arms
are lined with scars,
from nights when the pain was too much to bear alone.
From the nights when my thoughts overwhelmed me
and when the light was too hard to see.
They're from when I drug a blade down my arm
till all I could see was red and warm.
I suffered and suffered and suffered some more,
because all I was,
was broken in my core.
Now I have to hide them,
or people frown and look away.
Every single time,
Every single day.
Feb 24
Feb 24, 2026 at 12:02 PM UTC
I've always loved the storms
On nights when it rains
When the stars are hidden behind the clouds
and only the thunder makes a sound.
Even the sky gets upset
and needs to cry and yell out.
It's not just me, alone in my doubt.
I've always loved the days, when the sun doesn't shine.
Those are the days,
I can hide alone,
No longer existing to the world outside.
I've lived a hundred lives.
I've cried a thousand tears,
and even through it all, I am still here.
For better or worse
For rain or shine,
Maybe I can stay,
maybe just one more night.
Stay for a rainy night
The day when the sun doesn't shine.
Stay for the day you find the reason to be alive.
Feb 24
Feb 24, 2026 at 11:55 AM UTC
I wish there was an easy way to say
How much I need her everyday
Not in the way most people do
Not the way most kids do
The way I want her is pure and true
I want her hugs
The way she talks
To read what she writes
To listen to her sing
To be there when she’d sad
And be the reason she’s happy
I want to hold her hand
Steal her food
Take her hoodies
Drink her monster
And be there to hold her
Maybe we’re just young
We are just kids
But I think that this will never end
I know how it works
I know that's not true
I've seen it up close
The destruction the pain
But one day im hoping
I won't have to bare that pain
Not alone anymore
And I can hope and pray
That it’s that way for her
And still she’ll stay.
Feb 17
Feb 17, 2026 at 2:55 PM UTC