When life gives you lemons,
you give them lemonade.
But as we live up with these demons,
wounds and scars are never healing,
Anger, frustrations, all concealing,
the outcries of the one ceasing.
The faux smile that's showing,
Faking the happiness from others
All ever bearing.
Eager to burst out,
Roaring like a lion looking,
Looking for someone to devour.
These demons.
They come and pry,
prying out the victims
And then let loose.
Seeking fear, seeking fun,
All for when a man hungs.
Jun 6, 2020
Jun 6, 2020 at 5:30 PM UTC
I sought silence in noise,
sought darkness in light.
Sought love in medication,
sought pleasure in frustration,
forged personalities that were fake,
hoped for miracles on birthday cakes.
Attempted to see without looking,
listen without hearing,
speak without talking,
bagging to explore,
but tied down by worry.
Apr 27, 2020
Apr 27, 2020 at 3:15 AM UTC
Nakapagtataka,
sa dinamidaming pagkakataon.
Kung saan ako'y nagbunga,
Ang bukod isip ay di naaayon.
Sa tuwing bagkas
ng mga labi mo'y pagkaralita.
Bukod tanging
Ako'y naalipusta.
Hinanap ang pangangatwiran
Kung bakit ika'y ganyan.
Nasugatan,
ngunit pinagbigyan
ng tadhana'y biyaya.
Pangangatwirang kusang loob,
Kusang loob na pinagtatanggol
Ng bulong
ng aking kutob.
Ako
Ikaw
Sino ba tayo
sa mundong ito?
Isip sana'y di pumanaw.
Apr 25, 2020
Apr 25, 2020 at 9:33 AM UTC
I'm dying with these words,
When the world closes its doors.
Trying to find the life inside
to give and share,
to live a life.
Oh kindle life, give me hype.
To be productive as I ever was
The poet inside of me
has been dying as it ever has.
It comes and goes
Like as water flows.
It might be dry,
It might overflow.
Inspiration...
dying
while
also
craving
inside.
Apr 25, 2020
Apr 25, 2020 at 5:32 AM UTC
Time is so precious, and yet I waste it.
Life is so meaningful, and yet I deny of it.
Time is ticking, and yet I ignore it.
Life is passing, and yet I reject of it.
My existence seems rather a drag.
I hold unto others as if I were some dog.
So many memories to keep.
And yet,
it stays such, a memory to sweep.
When will such pessimistic,
become such optimistic?
From fairy tales to tragic tales
A world I live in where it's full of fails.
From such views, I dare compare.
A world full of happiness I couldn't care.
The laughs, the smiles,
it all seems real.
Deep inside a heart made of steel.
As time tries to keep me awake,
I die each day knowing what's at stake.
To those whose woes are greater than mine,
Woe unto you for those who are sublime.
Try to keep up and still be alive.
As time rush in,
do say to a good ******* man,
Life is more as you remain.
Dec 3, 2018
Dec 3, 2018 at 12:55 PM UTC
As night turns into day,
The path I choose I may,
It is all I could ever brought.
As I can only feel sorrow and in drought.
The tides are against me.
All of the cards are flipped.
The wind blows me away,
As I try to unravel my fate.
This barren land that I am in,
Drowns me in solitude.
Whatever path that may begin,
A journey that ends towards death.
As I look into the shallow window,
the presence of insincerity is seen.
The vanished hope of finding your existence,
precedes the essence of life.
I, who do not know,
lives in an abyss of desolation.
Oct 30, 2018
Oct 30, 2018 at 8:49 AM UTC
A small glimpse of hope,
Seeing her makes me say,
I need to live.
God may have given me her.
But despite of it all,
I still suffer from depression.
I want to escape from such illness.
I, beyond comprehension,
find her the light which
heals my sickness and sadness.
Her eyes full of hope,
Her gaze full of spark,
Her smile full of happiness,
Her actions full of grace,
Her words full of wisdom.
And I am well aware of it all.
Am I worthy of this love?
Am I worthy of her?
Am I worthy for her?
One thing I could only do,
give her respect
and give her the price that is due.
I deserve this.
She should be appreciated and adored.
And she deserves more.
I love you with all of me.
For better or worse,
I'll be here with you.
Forever and always.
Oct 29, 2018
Oct 29, 2018 at 12:17 PM UTC
I am an outcast from faraway lands,
I search for forgiveness and mercy.
I am a prodigy of disaster and a bringer of commotion.
I seek judgment and upbringing.
Lo and behold, a sinister of an imbecile.
I am a disgrace in my kin.
I find myself tormented by absolution.
In which I couldn't find answers,
only options.
I am depressed.
I am sad.
I seek for help.
And help I wished not come.
Drowned in sorrow and woe,
I find myself in delusion that
this thing I am suffering would end briefly.
I wish for prayers beyond my grief.
Oct 28, 2018
Oct 28, 2018 at 9:06 AM UTC
As palms sweat by every second,
a feeling of fear arise at hand.
The future may hold something dear,
live by its rules,
live through each pain,
live throughout each day.
How can one be astonished throughout the day,
when all I hold on to within is fear and anxiety.
God help me,
God save me.
Oct 14, 2018
Oct 14, 2018 at 9:12 AM UTC
As moments pass me by,
Everything about you I could not deny.
Those oh so lovely memories,
from bad ones to happy scenes,
I treasure them all.
You're my sunshine.
You're my moonlight.
An explicit beauty,
a goddess of my reality.
Oct 2, 2018
Oct 2, 2018 at 9:49 PM UTC